Well, due to outside factors, I have needed to be away from this profile for awhile, and have been considering shutting it down.  I will be answering messages that have accumulated, and thanks to everyone for their support....

Well the season for my other work is over, the move is over, and I am well recovered from my injury, so hear I am again, ready to offer services....  If you are interested in me PERSONALLY,  go to my regular profile -- myAngeliquePain,  and visit me there... if you are interested in what I can provide, visit me here.....

Well happy New Year to all!

Good news, Cortizone is great, and my pain level has been reduced enough that I will be able to take clients again, just a very few.

Even more interesting,  I have developed a new "talent", and at the request of a very good friend, who was in very bad pain from work, I found that I can give an amazing "body rub" easily as good as a massage, WITH MY FEET!!  Strange?  Well, maybe not...  I have beautiful feet ( I have been told this many times, especially by those with foot fetish), smooth, perfectly formed, and apparently very talented.   And much stronger than my hands/arms at the moment!  Best for working on the back only though.....

So, back to work for me, all I need is willing client participation........

SORRY THAT I HAVE BEEN OUT OF TOUCH,  i HAVE BEEN SPENDING WEEKS DEALING WITH WHAT IS MOST LIKELY A TORN ROTATOR CUFF IN MY RIGHT SHOULDER, WITH OTHER/MORE DAMAGE TO THE JOINT ALSO POSSIBLY PART OF THE PROBLEM. 

AFTER ALL THIS WORK I HAVE PUT INTO TRYING TO DEVELOPE A WAY TO SUPPORT MYSELF, NOW I AM REDUCED TO BARELY BEING ABLE TO USE MY ARM FOR NORMAL DAILY THINGS LIKE BRUSHING MY HAIR OR COOKING.  EVEN USING MY ARM/HAND FOR TYPING THIS JOURNAL ENTRY IS EXTREEMLY PAINFUL......

THIS INJURY HAS SET ME BACK,  IT HAS DAMAGED MY PLANS TO IMPROVE MY FUTURE, AND MADE MY DAYS SO PAINFUL THAT I CAN SOMETIMES BARELY COPE, CAN BARELY SEE THE POINT TO TRYING FOR A BETTER FUTURE....

BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!

I WILL BEAT THIS, EVENTUALLY, AND I WILL SUCCEDE!!  I WILL SURVIVE THIS, AS I HAVE SURVIVED ALL THE DIFFICULTIES AND OBSTACLES IN MY LIFE.... 

SO SORRY,  YOU HAVE NOT BEATEN ME YET.  THIS IS ONE BATTLE IN A LONG, LONG WAR,  AND I WILL NEVER GIVE UP!

JUST ADDING TO THIS ,  i HAVE A BEAUTIFUL 6ft BULLWHIP, BLACK, IN GREAT CONDITION, WHICH i WILL NEVER USE AGAIN.  IT WAS PURCHASED FOR $400, IT'S NOT SOME CHEAP JUNK.  I DON'T EXPECT ALOT FOR IT, BUT IF ANYONE WOULD MAKE A DECENT OFFER, I WOULD BE HAPPY TO SELL IT.....

GOOD NEWS, BAD NEWS, GOOD NEWS............. 

Ok, thank you all for being patient with my late replies, my Mother was in the hospital with more heart attack problems, but she got that fixed and is finally back out again and feeling better, so I can spend some time catching up with my messages here....

OK, guys, back me up here, you have to be pretty stupid to be on a riding lawnmower and pull out onto a GRAVEL driveway just as a car is going right past you.  Oblivious? Stupid? Careless? Thoughtless?  ok, all that, yes, but then to BLOW MY WINDOW OUT on my truck, right next to my face, and then ask: "so what do you want me to do about it?".... am I really that far out to think that if it had been a guy driving instead of me that a major "INCIDENT" would have occured?  Now I get to drive around without a window cause no one wants to fix it!!!

OK, enough of that, hope you all had as much fun on Halloween as I did, cause it's my favorite day of the year!!!  check out the photos!

Happy October!  My favorite month of the year !

Thank you to all the wonderful people who have been so supportive and kind, you inspire me to think that there really are some nice people left in the world.....

I was told that my idea was stupid, and that I might as well offer hand-jobs, that no one would respect what I was offering and I would end up dead....    I am happy to say that none of that has come true, and that I have met some very decent and respectful people who have been supportive and understanding.

Yes, the people on this site, all of us, may be different from the mainstream people, but that doesn't mean we are without ethics, morals, and respect. 

A happy month to you all !

Happy Birthday to Me!!!    I guess I will wish everyone a happy day on my B-Day, the 14th, have a drink or flog someone for me to celebrate!

YEAH,  FREEDOM, SWEET FREEDOM.  THE TRUCK IS FINALLY WORKING AGAIN,.....

YES, I DID CHANGE THE PROFILE AGAIN, CHECK IT OUT.....

Well, the Explorer couldn't wait, it's broken now! 

I cannot take any appointments until it is fixed, and cannot get to the internet easilly, so return messages are slow, so sorry to those waiting.

Please be patient, I am doing the best I can.

Miss A