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LifeConsumed

*I am not activly seeking a slave at this time. I have placed destroyedtoy under consideration. Should she continue as she is then she will be joining me in real time. Her consideration leading to my collar will be dependent on if she continues to prove herself. I will update on any changes*

There are few who truely understand what this life is.

What it really means to hold a life in the palm of your hand. To mold it, shape it, grow it, lead it, teach it, and create from it something that it never could have become on its own.

What it really means to give yourself over to another. To surrender and abandon all at their feet To lay down your very heart and soul.

On both sides most lack the resolve and courage that is necessary to do what it takes to become who they are. To many this life sounds so poetic and beautiful, and in many rights it does. However, this life does not come easy nor does it come without sacrifice. Most people live unsatisfied lives. They are unhappy and bored with the day to day existence that they have. They have this life because it takes no effort to have it. It takes no strength to live it. It takes no courage to grasp it.

To have what most do not you must give and have what most will not. You must have stength, courage, dedication, and a ever consuming passion, no, a consuming craving to be what you feel in your heart. Dreams are the thoughts of the lazy and the weak. Those who truely desire this life and possess the strength and courage to have it never need to dream of it because they live it.
7/7/2008 4:40:24 PM

It is easy to state that one wants to be something or to have something.  It is easy to speak of dreams and desires.  It is easy to make vows and give promises.  It is easy to say one will submit or another will lead.  However, none of this means anything nor does it have any value.  Words are meaningless.  Actions mean everything.  It is better to never speak of a thing and to do it than to speak of it in great length and passionate discourse and never move to fullfill them. 

How many times have we each seen the failing of words because action do not follow them.  A lie is more than saying something that is not true.  A lie is also to state something that you do not truely intend to make true. 

Do not speak what you are not willing to act on.  Do not promise what you are not willing to fullfill.  Do not dream on something that you do not intend to make a reality.  To do so is not becoming of a Master nor a slave.

Babydoll813
 
 Age: 26
 Berlin, Germany