She responds to a quick note I'd sent her thru an adult website that caters to alt-life aficionados. "My husband has been having an affair for a while now, but I tolerated it because I love him and was trying desperately to understand him. I knew about the affair, but because he was honest with me about it, I tried to deal with it. But now he's lied to me, and has broken my trust irretrievably. So......it's time for me to find myself again."

 And that's how our conversation begins, The little sub bares her soul, brazenly honest about herself, her strengths and weaknesses and her mistakes. She impresses me because unlike so many, she owns her mistakes and miscalculations. She understands them, forgives herself (MOST important) and then pledges to try to not commit the same ones again.

 I'm almost immediately smitten with her. She causes a naturally protective instinct in me to respond to her, because she is so open, and pure...and honest

 We talk for a while, and she tells me about how she has found things about herself she wishes to explore. I explain to her about my desires and my concept of the Dom/sub interaction, and it doesn't take long, before she wants to meet. ("What should I bring, she asks coquettishly"...."everything* I tell her:)

 We agree to meet in a public bar/rest. so if either of us doesn't feel a connection, it's an easy out, no hard feelings. I'm running late (which I hate) so she's there when I walk in, looking yummy in her street clothes and enjoying a double bourbon, no doubt to ease her jitters a little. I sit down and order a drink, and we chat w/ an ease so completely unusual given what is possibly at stake. After chatting for a bit, I ask her "the question"......"So, are you comfortable enough to take the plunge?"

 The brave little sub smiles her answer to me, "Yes" is all that her eyes can say : )

 "Then lets get out of here"

 She follows me into the hotel room, carrying with her a gym bag full of goodies. She surprises me because if she's nervous about being alone with a very large, powerful man that she just met 20 minutes ago, she doesn't show it. Such a brave little sub.

"It's cold" she says, and shivers just a little. I move to the window shaker a/c/ heater (which to me, is comically out of place in an otherwise very nice hotel room) and switch the heat on. I move back to her sitting still on the bed, dutifully waiting for me, her eyes lowered. Such a beautiful and brave little sub.

 I kiss her very gently on the lips, I want her to understand that her pureness and honesty hasn't gone unrecognized. That she is safe with me. That in my own way, I want her to feel me worshipping her, even as I'm using her for my own Dominant pleasures.

 I move behind her, and slowly tie the blindfold as I softly lick her ear, breathing warm and heavy while whispering, "the safe word, is mercy, do you understand"? She is breathing hard, caught between arousal and still feeling the cold of the room...."Yes Sir" she says softly, almost hoarse, as if struggling to voice the words. I tie her hands behind her back, and pull her backwards against my chest. Partially to warm her a little, and partially so her hands will feel how hard she has made me already. Such a beautiful, brave, luscious little sub.

 Gently I lift and turn her on the bed, covering us both so I can warm her soft skin from the cold. She looks so innocent bound and blindfolded, I feel another twitch of my rigid cock, begging to be released to ravage this beautiful, innocent maiden. But I refuse myself such momentary gratification, because it would not be fair to this brave little one, who has traveled far and into unknown and uncharted personal territory, and who deserves to be given the best that I can possibly give her, such a beautiful, brave and delicious little sub.

 I pull her to me under the blankets to warm her, she snuggles tighter against my chest almost purring as I softly caress her bare skin. She looks so angelic, so helpless and vulnerable, I feel another twitch and it makes me laugh in an almost evil fashion. When she smiles at me and wriggles a little, I whisper in her ear, "are you ready my brave little sub"?m"oh yes please Sir", she whimpers while biting her lip in anticipation...

 The room is warmer now, the chill gone from the air as I kick the covers off me and lift her in my arms. I lift her, because I want her disconnected from the ground, symbolically disconnecting her from all that has kept her from flying with her own wings. I lift her so I can place her where I want, the better to serve my swelling desire.

It has begun.

 I place her in my favorite position for the submissive, kneeling on the bed "face down, ass up", (as she delightedly recalls later) and begin to rope her around her ankle, and then her upper thigh, and then her arm. Each side is roped in a Daisy Chain allowing some movement, but still restricting her tightly. This is done so at most intense moment of pleasure/pain she will not be able to escape. She will be forced to plummet over that edge. The edge that we all shy away from, not because we want to, but because our bodies betray us and shy from the intensity of the stimulation. I move to begin roping her other side, but can't resist quickly sliding my finger over her sweet little shaven pussy. She jolts as if shocked and lets out a slight low moan, then wriggles involuntarily as I lightly slide my finger gently across, pushing slightly in and out of her hot, wet little slit. I'm beginning to become hard again as her breathing quickens. She whimpers and tries to press back, her body begging me to enter her further. I lean down and whisper heavily into her ear, "Do you like it when I tease your beautiful little pussy?"

 "oh YES, Sir, I like it VERY much Sir!"

 "Good girl"

 She beams at receiving her praise, and I reward her by slowly and teasingly entering her with my finger. I am completely amazed at just how turned on she is already, her deliciously tight little pussy feels like hot-buttered silk squeezing my finger. Her moans and involuntary gyrations are making my cock twitch wanting to just absolutely grab her by the hair and rapefuck her, to fuck her down just as hard as I possibly could. She is making me so hot, I could physically break the bed if I allowed this seething fuck-monster-beast within me to gain control and poundfuck her until the beast was satisfied.

 I am torn in conflict, my desires beginning to gain control over my mind, simply because this beautiful, innocent, vulnerable little sub is begging me to ravish her.....

 I'm almost given in to take her, almost. "Oh GOD, please FUCK ME!" she wails.

 Suddenly, I snap out of it, my mind now back in control.

 SMACK!! My open palm stings her beautiful round ass cheek as she yelps and wriggles against my finger inside her deeper now.

 "Oh god, please fuck me, WHAT?!"

 SMACK I sting the other ass cheek as she yelps and wriggles, fucking my finger even harder now. "Please fuck me, SIR!" she cries, knowing she has made a grievous mistake and will be punished for it. "I'm sorry little one, but you must learn to address me properly, and to never, EVER forget. Do you understand?"

"Yes sir, I will accept your punishment gladly" she whispers.

 "Damn right you will" I say, trying to emphasize it in my tone, that I wish to be fair with her and not chastise her too vehemently, but that I will not tolerate such easily controlled mistakes.

With that, I abruptly pull my fingers from her moist warmth, and stick them in her mouth, ordering her to lick her taste from my fingers. She moans softly and greedily licks my fingers like a kitten lapping a saucer of milk.

I pull a small knobby beaded buzzer out of the bag, and squeeze a drop of lube on her tight little anus. I take my fingers out of her mouth and begin making circular teasing motions while pressing in and out of her ass. As she wriggles, I instruct her to push against my finger. I tell her I want her to grab my finger and squeeze it with her ass. She obediently does as she's told, and I drip some more lube on her anus, pushing in and out deeper as she moans softly. I push the lubricated beaded buzzer inside her, and switch on the remote vibrator to a gentle continuous buzz. She begins to wriggle and softly moan as I rub her clit lightly, teasing her just so I can devilishly enjoy her body responding.

With that, I pull a 3" tapered butt plug from her bag, and dip it into some bourbon in a hotel cup on the bedside table. I take a full handful of her hair and firmly pull her head back towards me. I lean down to her ear, and tell her that her punishment will ensure she never forgets to address me properly. I tell her to open her mouth and stick out her tongue slightly. She smiles eagerly and quickly obeys. She isn't prepared for the anal plug quickly slid into her mouth, nor the gaffers tape that immediately follows to ensure she can't spit it out. Gagging for only a second, she's only slightly uncomfortable with the plug but adjusts to it quickly enough. I tell her again that this is her punishment, it is for her own good, and that when I feel there is no more need, then I will remove it. I ask her if she understands, and she nods dutifully. I can see in her eyes that she truly wants to please me, and that I must be careful not to show too much disappointment in her small mistakes because she is trying so hard to please me. Such an innocent, vulnerable, angelic little sub. Again, I'm overcome with the desire to pin her down and animal fuck her till she screams.

 I allow myself to momentarily linger in those dark places within my minds eye, those places where the beast lurks. Make no mistake about it, there is a violent, animalistic, rampaging fuck beast lurking within every man. What separates us from animals, is our ability to control those urges. But something about this frail, beautiful, vulnerable little sub, makes me want to overpower her and just. violently. fuck. her. as. hard. as. I. possibly. can.

I fear that this little delicate one, is in danger of me losing this battle with the growing beast within me.....

 I am beginning to lose self control.

The animalistic urges that have lurked within me for so long, are now burning in the desire to violently overpower the vulnerable sweet innocence lying naked and exposed before me.

Inside of me, the battle is raging. One part of me, straining for control, holding back even while her soft, sexual warmth and sensuality continues torturing me with every moan and thrust of her silky warm pussy, with every whimper and beg of me to please let her come again. I begin to feel a rage welling within me. The selfish beast inside of me is angry, angry at being kept at bay, angry at this beautiful wanton slut who teases us so deliciously, luring and torturing us, driving us mad with lust. Insanely mad with a fuck rage demanding to be released.

I hook my arm around her neck arching her back towards me.....she can sense the change in me as my body has begun to demand her. A gutteral sound I don't even recognize erupts from deep within me, as I bite onto the soft nape of her neck and feel my sense of control fading. She moans at the pressure of my mouth clamping down on her neck while beginning to increase the pressure of my straining cock against her tiny body. Her eyes plead with me to remove her mouth gag. The words escape from me almost in a growl, "You wish to speak, little slut?" She emphatically nods and moans. Removing the tape and gag, I tell her to be quick for she is about to become my dirty little fuckslut.

 "Please sir, PLEASE untie my hands, I want to hold your cock, to feel it, to....." she lowers her eyes, "to take you in my mouth Sir....please Sir" she pleads. I smile because it pleases me to hear her beg for my cock so forcefully, and yet so innocently. I also smile because I realize she has expertly returned my own self control to me, not by "topping from the bottom" but by being the quintessential perfect submissive. Using the power of submission to get what she wants from her Dom. I am even more impressed by this little one now, so I begin to tease her, for now I know that I have met my match and now it's just a matter of time to see who taps out first.

 "Do you promise to be a good little cocksucking slut for me little one? Do you promise to worhip your Sirs cock, as it deserves to be worshipped, before he fucks you, like the tight little fuckhole slut that you are?"

Her eyes flash with delight, belying the pleasure of the thoughts racing in her mind, "Oh yes Sir I promise Sir, I want to be your little cockslut Sir, I want to be the best little cockslut you ever had Sir!"
I push her down and pin her with my hand in the middle of her back. Reaching over to the nightstand I grab the next surprise.

Her whole body jerks as the unmistakable SNAP of a switchblade knife opening cracks the stillness of the room. "Lie perfectly still" I command, as I begin to slowly trace the back side of the knife lightly down her spine. I cannot help but enjoy some malicious glee knowing she tingles at the thought of knife play, but she is still tied and pinned down as I tease her lightly, occasionally letting her feel the razor sharp edge ever so lightly.

 "OH Sir, how did you know" she moans. "knives get me so hot, I can barely stand it"

Silently I close and lock the knife. I slide my thumb into her hot silky pussy and begin rubbing the hilt of the switchblade against the hard little nub of her clit. Moaning, her body begins to twitch and spasm. "Do you like that little slut?

 "Oh YES Sir, I...." her breathing is becoming increasingly rapid and broken. "I...I....oh please Sir, will you let me come Sir, PLEASE?"

 I continue to rub the hilt of the locked knife on her clit, harder, then softer, then harder, then softer, all the while slowly teasing her tight little pussy with my thumb. I can feel her entire body tightening as she grips me inside her, then releases, then grips tighter, and on and on as she builds towards climax.

 SNAP! she jolts again as the sound of the switchblade cracks the room. "Weren't you going to show me what a good little cocksucking slut you were?" I tease. Her eyes flash in her anger at me for witholding her orgasm, but seeing my smirk she cools slightly. She cannot hold back a slight hiss as she says, "Yes Sir, I was Sir"....

 I grab her hands, and show her the business edge of the razor sharp knife. "Don't. move.", Carefully, I slide the knife under her wrist bonds, parting the rope easily. I close and lock the switch, and put it away in the drawer. I pull her to me, and begin rubbing her wrists softly where the rope had shown it's work. I begin to laugh softly. She looks up at me quizzically, her eyes questioning me but not speaking. As I continue to tenderly rub her tiny wrists I whisper, "One second I want to fuck you and cum in you so hard you'll scream, and the next I want to kiss you so tenderly it'll make you cry".

 "What am I going to do with you, little one..."

She looks up at me and smiles, "Please Sir, your little slut begs for both Sir...." She begins to tenderly stroke my hardening cock. Moving down to face me between my legs, she softly begins to suckle and lick the soft underside of the head, absolutely driving me crazy. "Sir, may I please have you inside me Sir?" "Yes you may, my little slut"

She almost jumps on top of me, her hands greedily feed my rigid cock into her slick little pussy. "This one means business" I think to myself, laughing a little at this wanton little minx who is now slam fucking my cock like a rodeo champion. "Oh Sir, please may I cum?" "NOPE" I say, teasing her as her eyes flash and she gives me the look. I can't help but want to play with her some, because I can feel how her orgasm is building, and I know that she is going to throw me over the edge so far, I'll be done after that.

She gives me a naughty look and huskily whispers, "Please Sir, please will you fuck my ass, fuck my ass till I come Sir? Please Sir, PLEASE, will you fuck my ass?" With each please her pussy sqeezes my cock, and she can feel my answer each time it twitches back. She rolls over on her back and slides me into her tight little ass. I gasp uncontrollably as I feel the initial incredible warmth of that tight little inferno. She begins to moan and wriggle down on me, whimpering and thrusting.

 I have finally had ALL that. I. can. FUCKING. take......

My left arm locks around her pinning her arms to her side, my right reaches down sliding my two middle fingers inside her pussy, fish hooking her as I lock her to me and begin thrusting into her from below. Her legs and ankles still bound together are splayed out wide as I begin to jackhammer her with my cock. Harder and faster and deeper she begins to moan and twitch, yeowling and snarling like some primeval she-cat. Her body begins to violently spasm as she gasps for breath. I feel the scorching molten liquid fire of her orgasm spreading over my cock and balls as my body begins to to wrack and spasm uncontrollably in my own orgasm. Both of us together writhing in the incredible ecstasy of mind-blowing, religion-changing, go-home-and-slap-yo-mamma kind of climax.

In that singular, blinding flash of a moment, as I feel her orgasmic lava wash over me forcing me to cum with her. I am overwhelmed that in one split second, this beautiful, sensual, innocent, vulnerable, brave little woman, has made me feel like a conquering GOD amongst the rest of these little men, and yet humbled me at the feet of her quiet submissive strength.

As we both lay there quivering and spent. I gently pull her close and as she snuggles to my chest. I tenderly stroke her soft skin and whisper,

"What's for breakfast?" She looks at me and winks, "A blowjob Sir, after you make me cum again.......Sir ; )"

 Yup, I have met my match ; )