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* Below was written circa 2007 * I do need to update *
I was very recently introduced to this site by a friend =)
I say, and others have said, I am totally new to this lifestyle. I've been told I am very sensual; I immerse myself in my favorite music with the ears, I immerse myself in a rainbow of colors screensaver with the eyes, put that together, and most day to day thoughts are temporarily wiped from my brain, leaving behind only pure audio/visual stimuli.
*Reading back on that, I'm guessing sensory deprivation on me would have some interesting reactions. However, I've not experienced that first hand yet*
I have experienced being spanked, with the backside of a brush, with a riding crop, with a hand; once my bum was black & blue even and I did not shed a tear. I've been told my threshold for pain is rather impressive, and I honestly don't know how high the ceiling is.
Not so long ago, I was given free rein =) with rope and a napping boy wearing bondage shorts with the little metal loops in them. I made a loop here, tied a knot there, sat back, observed, tied another knot, or 3 or 4...the end result was not one I'd planned or even predicted, yet afterwards, on the drive home, I felt for a brief time that I could have my way with any guy I ran into, if I so desired. =) I am guessing that what I was feeling was the purest thing to a power trip of sorts I've ever experienced. Very new feeling to me, and not certain yet where I'd want to take that if experienced again. But it was a nice feeling.

The tendencies are there; the
intricacies still being discovered, contemplated, sometimes tried, sometimes not. I consider myself open minded.

Some stuff I have read about or watched a video of...I've been in awe, fascinated, a little shy, intrigued, curious, or even experienced an adrenaline rush =) My favorite sensation is coming across a visual of whatever sort of media that causes "my brain to fall over" - if I am able to expand more on how that feels, I'll be more than happy to share, it's just a neat feeling =)
*I have not felt anything like grotesque, grossed out, etc*

My screen name LenoreEvermore was created and inspired by Edgar Allen Poe's poem The Raven
"For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore,
Nameless here for evermore."
That excerpt invoked a scenario in my mind...perhaps if I were in a Domme situation, and Sub was at my will, they would not know my name, nor be allowed to say my name at all. Perhaps the room would be completely void of light, or they'd be wearing a blindfold, as the poem goes onto mention darkness, of calling out to whoever is there....However I think the excerpts are gobbling up space. I hope you've already read the poem. If not, please do =) Then, I try to imagine myself in the role of being in pitch black darkness and not knowing what is there, and the anxiety, and pending panic, and racing heart, and how my breathing would be, and that gets interesting also =)
"Thrilled me, filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
"'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door.
Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;
This it is, and nothing more.""


I want to explore, I want to learn.

PS ... I need to procure some more up-to-date pics of myself, however appearances alone should not be the first priority
PPS ... Most recent pic that I approve of was taken late August 2013; I am my own worst critic

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ashley182
 
 Age: 20
 Manchester, United Kingdom