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In a relationship with Nessarosa (see my Networks)
I am a Switch Bi Male. We are also a couple and we like to play together with others. READ the profile likes and you have an idea about Me/us
WE LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY!!! Erotic as well as porn (so get use to the idea!!! Ask then!!!)
We are looking for same sex contact/ Bi or being used as partner watches.... We are interested in Couples and that is our goal, to have a good friendship and play relationship with a Couple. We also like 3 play too….and the possibility exists also for long term friendship if the chemistry is right. (Nessarosa like seeing me be used or using guys as she takes photos) I also loan Nessarosa out to some people as I watch and take photos.
Be honest!!!! The lies come out at the end anyway. Its about meeting people and social contact. We are both real and sane (just nicely kinky)…with work and family. We are discreet, clean, and like coffee.
DO NOT CONTACT US If you do not have a photo. I will politely say no....if you don’t have photos in this day and age...I feel bad for you.
If you are interested, please think of what you might be interested in doing with us and ideas. (You are trying to get me/ interested in you ....one liners do not get it with me). I also like to know about my Doms and subs...so a little small talk is nice.
at the Moment we are only seeking people in our area for contact and long term friendship/Play. FIFE +50km
Hope to here from you,
Lee
PS: ONLY CONTACT FROM SCOTLAND
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Off to Scottland from the 2 Aug to the 8th Aug. Girl friend (living in Central Scotland, Bi switch) looking for longterm friendships
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The breeze at dawn has secrets to
tell you.
Don't
go back to sleep.
You must ask for what you really
want.
Don't
go back to sleep.
People are going back and forth
across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.
The door is round and open.
Don't go back to sleep.
From Essential Rumi
by Coleman Barks
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Posted some New photos of me from some resent Photos Shootings. (sometimes I am the one in the photos..LOL)
Just a Note: From all the Dom women I have ever know or dated. The ones who really had my Loyalty and Submision....never told me how Dom they were. Strange?
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so I have Joined a swinger forum an the Island, let see if that brings me a little further in meeting some people.
And I am still looking for a spiel partner..spanish, english or German...to live out a few Dom/sub fantasies.
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LOL LOL I have to laugh. Since I have lived here, I have noticed something very important. People that are wealthy do not go on the internet and say how rich they are.
They also do not play games, they either do it or don't.
Had some very interesting meetings...last couple of days. Still have not found anybody into Photography and play...but I have time.
I wish everyone a good slid into the new year. Hugs
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It is morning as I walk through the passages of my castle, the seed of my hope is dead, burnt into a chard mass of black nothingness.
Even the slicing and biting of the demons seem to have little effect as does the blood that pours from my wounds.
My stare goes into the darkness outside the castle walls, searching and searching……...
Where is she, where is my princes that will rescue me from my curse? Where is the angel that will give me back my wings or the virgin that will forgive me for eternity.
Love and hate, longing and rejection, beauty and ugliness…. a mass of confusion in the daylight. A curse at night.
What have I done to god to deserve this torture, what man have done wrong….
Is it not a need to love, as it is to breath. Have I truly died this morning, suffocated by my own hand? Oh God….does not my heart beat in my breast today? Does not my tongue lick my own salty tears away? is this the half life of my curse? Is this the twilight between love and hate, pain and pleasure?
I open the doors to the ramparts, walk to the edge and look down. My hair playing in the wind, my naked body exposed to the world. I look upwards and let out a scream that echoed in the town below. A scream of pain that I can not fathom to explain in my word, my art or my photos. That which I feel every night as the last rays of light are extinguished.
So here I stand, gazing to the stars,
Not know at this moment who I am.
Who I was.
Hating the world,
Hating Love.
A world that does not love,
Nor does not love me,
Does not accept what I am
Okay World,
Hang me up, rip the veins from my body,
Beat upon my wounds.
Shower me with pain and worries….
For no pain can match that of my heart……for that is my curse.
And as the first rays of the morning sun glow over the city….I hear the church bell toll……
The first toll of the bell….curse the wind.
Second toll….curse the light.
Third toll….destroys my senses.
Forth toll….the demons sleep
Fifth toll….the body changes
Sixth toll…..destroys the darkness
The cock crows and I begin the circle again.
LEE7 |
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I Thought of you today and the things you said, the things you ask.
Inside I scream, I scream, I scream…
Do you see in me a woman?
Do you see in my eyes the longing to be touched?
Can you feel the want to just touch your lips to mine.
To remember that long ago feeling of lust I had when I could move.
Warm memories wash over me as I look at you….
Memories of past loves and hidden kisses, Memories of holding hands and skin on skin.
Burning memories of the other "I", the one that could have a man.
Inside I scream, I scream, I scream…
The unheard scream of longing and knowing I can not have. The longing to be kissed, to be kissed as a woman. The longing to feel hands on my breast and not rubber gloves. The Longing to feel someone naked beside me.
Inside I scream, I scream, I scream…
Can't you see it??? Can't you read my mind???
Why can't you just read my mind and know I want you to kiss me?
I am so ashamed that I would ask. Please kiss me….like the woman I am
Inside I scream, I scream, I scream…
By: 4Wheels,1Motor&1Heart
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Silly Girls
I sometimes sit and watch the silly girls flirt. If they would sit in my Wheel chair for one minute and see what time they are wasting.
Oh you silly Girls. Do not wait for him, tell him, hold him, kiss him. You don't realize how quick you could lose everything.
A prisoner of my own body and waiting for a kiss of a stranger.
By: 4Wheels,1Motor&1Heart |
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At the moment I live on Tenerife, Canary Islands (South) :-) |
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Soooo is the world. I was a little disapointed by the world in the last few days. I tryed to help a few people, here and on other sites, but it seems every one has a case of internet paranoia, is rude or just failing the recorces for good human comunication. LOL
I hear a lot of people say that the world is colder and harder everyday, its true we all make it that way!!!!!
Sometimes its also nice to give and not expect anything in return.
Oh well, I have time and wondering how I am going to do this fotoshooting in Kitzingen with my broken rib. (Painkillers)
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Wow its been a while....still alive....just real busy.
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I just started a new album/project.
(Normaly the link would be here, but it is not allowed :-(
Hmmmm the purpose, a few friends have ask me to post there photos and links to there sites. Here is the text to the new album:
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Oct 19, 2004
This is an adult album, this will be a place where my friends online/real world can show there erotic/nudes. I do not intend this to be a showcase of pornografie. If you are reading this an have a special NUDE/erotic photo send it to me and I will post it. (I can post the link to your webs site with it or email) contact me with a message for the link and my email address-----------
If you want no name posted thats okay too. I am not looking for just thin pretty women. It can be a man, a couple, fetish, romantic, bodyscaping, BBW, Bondage/SM....you choose how you want your self posted in my album. (What I am not looking for here is Dick or pussy shots)
Sooooooo if your intrested look through your photos, I know some of you have fantastic pictures!!!! I have seen them.
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I am dead tired :-(
In the last 24 hrs, I have hade two photosessions (one couple and one with a Domina) worked a 9 hour morning shift and even got to eat some food inbetween LOL. I am just tired, today I have off and I am going to disapear into the forest for the day. No computer, No Mobilphone, No Expectations...maybe even no cloths.....let see what today brings. |
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WOW!!! Its been a while huh?
I am still alive.
Things that have been keeeping me busy....
-My Fach Arbeit (A long report on Internship)
-Work (I still love it)
-The MUSHROOM season
-Herb collecting
-Photography (for privat and also for my work (Official))
-I needed time to think about my time an the net, its use, the philosophy and how it has played a large part in my life.
Just so everyone knows in May I had a complete Computer break down (I was the cause, I shouldent have erased something *blush*) I had to compleatly refit my computer and emails where lost, adresses, passwords to sites and programs. (NO photos). I am still suffering with a few problems that I have to redownload.
As to Photography, I have been taking Photos of a few professional Dominas... examples are in my online Photo album (Do a internet search for Lee7 and you will find my foto album). I read the new rules an not posting links....I can understand. Some people post links to webdailers or illegel stuff. A sugestion for the webmaster: Let each profil post its own (1) website link to thier own homepage. The webmaster can control its content before alowing the link to show. (Just a suggestion web master :-))
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UHHHHGGGGGG!!!!! My youngest daughter was operated on this morning to remove a knot/cyste (spelling) in her neck :-(
This is one of the worst feelings for a parent, when a child is sick and there is nothing you can do to prevent it or stop the pain. Then to have to give your child to some doctor, who is going to make her well by hurting her more (Operating) UHHHHHHGGGGGG. I wish it was me and not her!!!! |
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So its been a while, a lot has happened. Normal life stress. I did pass my final exams and now have a 6 month internship before me. (Geriatric Nurse/Altenpfleger).
I love the job!!!!
I have also been taking photos of two german Dominatrix, they came out cool :-)
(with a little side bonus for good work ,-)
I also have a new hair cut. |
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Feeling a little Erotik today, hmmmmm a little, I feel like I am climbing walls. Okay, I am damn Horny. I took my Exam today and really could use some soft touches and a little cuddling. *Dream, Dream*.
No time for that, looks like a warm shower and maybe call a few photographers and see if they what to take some photos ;-)
Hugs
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Reflextion:
The question was "Who is really Caged?" I always have to think about that when I see a spirit caged. Cages come in many forms, the heart, Fear, food, drink, to much freedom and no goal and so on. I have to look at what cages I have set my self in without knowing it and which ones I have voluntarily put my self in. Which protect me, Which control me Pos/Neg, Which are healthy and which are not.
Self Reflection time:
Because of my Dyslexia (Legestenie in German), sometimes I am afraid I will be a failure in Learning. Sometimes I am ashamed of my spelling and ways I put my sentences together. In English and in German. (On a good note, I got the result of my Apoplexy/stroke exam today, I got a "B")
Most of the time I bite down in school and do the best I can. Thank my God, my Teachers know and cut me some slack.
Why am I telling my LJ this? Because Sophia will be tested in February for it. She makes almost the same mistakes as me and in some areas we are totally different. This has been on my mind the last few days.
So fear of failure is a cage that holds me back hmmmmmm?!?!
And if I can see it in me, then I can also see/feel it in others (ex. Sophia)
So in order to see the world more clearly and understand its energy, I have to look in my own heart and open a few cages and let me out!!!
Sometimes, I have this feeling that I need to be punished for this, is it a real feeling? Is it guilt? A bad concience?
What is it with this need to lose control and at the will of another person because of what my heart feels *sigh* I guess thats what makes living so cool :-)
Just some loud thinking!!!
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An open letter of self thoughts??an argument in my head??
If I had you....
If you where mine?
Did you notice me?
Do you look at my pictures and realize I am looking at you?.
If you only knew my dreams?
To touch your skin and weep tears of joy,
To hear your whispers?
And see you smile.
I would show you the blackness of my heart,
And pray that you teach me to see the light again.
I would offer you my soul as a pitiful reward,
If you only rescue me from my own spears of loneliness that leave me bleeding in the darkness.
The darkness, ah! The Darkness!
The darkness loves me,
She enfolds me,
Caresses me,
Gives me a place to hide.
She does not judge my ugliness,
She hides it from me.
She does not hurt my wounded heart,
She gives me a refuge to heal.
She does not imprison me,
She hold me with her freedom.
Love?.Love? I curse you!
The pain you set in my heart is that of a thousand fires that I can not extinguish.
The burning of want, touch and shared joy that eats me alive.
Love, I curse you thrice
Leave my heart?.leave!!!!
What would anyone want of my darkness?
Who would share my darkness?.no one.
I WILL NOT LOVE!!!!!
I WILL NOT LOVE!!!!!
I WILL NOT LOVE!!!!!
Love?..please leave me?.I am weak and wounded?..
Lee7 |
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Just got off Yahoo messenger with an ex-girlfriend....ouch!!! I miss the hell out of her. We never really broke up..we just went our seperate ways. I guess thats enough S/M for my heart today....I feel like shit now :-( |
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Something I wrote, thought I would share.
It is morning as I walk through the passages of my castle, the seed of my hope is dead, burnt into a chard mass of black nothingness.
Even the slicing and biting of the demons seem to have little effect as does the blood that pours from my wounds.
My stare goes into the darkness outside the castle walls, searching and searching??...
Where is she, where is my princes that will rescue me from my curse? Where is the angel that will give me back my wings or the virgin that will forgive me for eternity.
Love and hate, longing and rejection, beauty and ugliness?. a mass of confusion in the daylight. A curse at night.
What have I done to god to deserve this torture, what man have done wrong?.
Is it not a need to love, as it is to breath. Have I truly died this morning, suffocated by my own hand? Oh God?.does not my heart beat in my breast today? Does not my tongue lick my own salty tears away? is this the half life of my curse? Is this the twilight between love and hate, pain and pleasure?
I open the doors to the ramparts, walk to the edge and look down. My hair playing in the wind, my naked body exposed to the world. I look upwards and let out a scream that echoed in the town below. A scream of pain that I can not fathom to explain in my word, my art or my photos. That which I feel every night as the last rays of light are extinguished.
So here I stand, gazing to the stars,
Not know at this moment who I am.
Who I was.
Hating the world,
Hating Love.
A world that does not love,
Nor does not love me,
Does not accept what I am
Okay World,
Hang me up, rip the veins from my body,
Beat upon my wounds.
Shower me with pain and worries?.
For no pain can match that of my heart??for that is my curse.
And as the first rays of the morning sun glow over the city?.I hear the church bell toll??
The first toll of the bell?.curse the wind.
Second toll?.curse the light.
Third toll?.destroys my senses.
Forth toll?.the demons sleep
Fifth toll?.the body changes
Sixth toll?..destroys the darkness
The cock crows and I begin the circle again.
LEE7 |
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Surfen through the members, some of you guys are pretty cool. Woulden't mind getting intouch with a few of the amature photographers out there...(even not sexual photography), drop me a note or a guestbook entry on my web site.
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Self Reflection on my switch status.
My first Submissive relationship was before my first marriage (I am in my second, long sad story). I was 19 and she was 36. Wow that was a relationship. She taught me a lot about serving a Mistress. After a hot 3 month relationship she started talking marriage. I was young and had my life in front of me so I said no and broke off the relationship.
The taste was left in my mouth and would have like to have been sub again, But as luck would have it, Every girlfriend I had, loved to be tied up and Dominated, My first wife love to get really kinky and told what to do.
My present wife is also the same way, loves getting tied up and used sexually (I will be expanding her horizons as time goes by, but sad to say she is a sub).
Sexual desires:
Maybe I should tell you what type of things turn me on.
Romance, touching, kissing, licking (everywhere), sometimes dirty talk (depends on the situation and partner, I hate when it seems forced), oral sex (I love giving it, more than receiving it), Bondage play (No pain), Domination games (Female dominant, but have also been), sex with oil (natural oil), sex toys (vibrator, dildo ect).
Things I have done, enjoyed and would like to do again:
Water sports (pee sex), was different and not as bad as I thought. With the right persons, I would like to try it again.
Domination: I have had a Girl friend that love to be dominant. It turned her on to be able to control when I cum or order me around. (She was also the one I did the water sports with).
Threesome: I done this a couple of times in my past both with 2 men 1 woman, 2 women and 1 man. First the taste of a cum filled pussy does not bother me (it all part of sex) and if the man is not arrogant or selfish, the woman can have a ton of fun. With the 2 woman, they were both bi and it was a hell of a night..lol (damn!!!! I have a hard on from thinking all this sex stuff)
Things I have done and don?t really think I want to do them again:
SM: Pain is not really my thing (giving or receiving)
Rape fantasies: I just cant do it, I hate rapists?.I have seen the effects of a real rape on a woman and the thoughts of it in connection with sex play, turns me off.
Things I have thought about and would like to try:
Gay sex: I have not found a guy that I would like to sleep with, but the thought of giving a man a blow job until he cums and I swallowing it.
Have a man fuck me and cum up my ass. (I am still a virgin).
Sex slave for a group of people 2 couples or a paar: (male and female), they would make me strip infront of them, and inspect me and degrade me. Then I would follow their orders and do everything they told me to do. She would make me get on my knees and She would tell me to lick his and her asshole (clean or dirty) to show how submissive I was. She would finger fuck me in the ass as I sucked his dick. Or he would fuck her in front of me and then she would drop the cum in my mouth from her pussy. He could also fuck me as she took photos with my camera. If they wanted to they could play pee games with me and I would have no choice (Suck the woman or mans pee and drink it).
Meet a couple in their car and give him a blow job as she takes photos and watches.
For a group of people, be made to watch and be told what to lick, suck or clean up on demand.
Sex on film:
Have a woman fuck me with a strap on dildo.
THINGS THAT I WILL NEVER DO!!!
Sex with children, Sex with people that are not in full contact with their mind (because of drugs, alcohol, mentally retarded or psychological sick. That means they can?t say no or do not understand the difference). Sex with animal, sex with dead people, hurt someone physically or mentally in sex??.oh and I would never want to have sex with my first grade teacher?.she was mean and ugly. LOL
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Just got home from work.
6 hours to sleep and back to work (Nurse)...man I am dead.
Later!!
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| Age: 31 |
| Scranton,
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