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This is my last entry to this site as LeathrMaster. As part of being forced to start over by hurricane Katrina I've decided to start using a new ID.
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I have two pet peeves...............................
1. People that don't know the difference between Dominant and Dominate................2.woman who complain about all the jerks that email them but won't reply to a well written message either.................If you're not looking say so in your profile.
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I went to an OPEP party for Halloween and had a real good time. The sub I had with me was a delight to be with and to play with. I hope we do it again sometime.
I went as SantaDom and my sub was a school girl. A very cute school girl. A very naughty school girl :)
Looking forward to another party this month.
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Having a bad day. Just overwhelmed with depression. I have a lot of things to do but only one thing I HAVE to do. It looks like that's all I'm going to do today.
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Sorry for not posting for a week but I have been back to Chalmette. I was not able to recover very much at all. I only spent 5 hrs trying to recover a few things as the effort was really tiring. There was 4-6 inches of mud and every sq inch of ceiling and fiberglass had fallen and it looked like someone took a mixer to it. Pics to follow.
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Just got news that the parish is now open and will be planning to go back early next week just to see what's left and come back to OK as soon as possible.
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I hate housework but making the bed TODAY will be a happy occaision. Tomorrow will be a different story.......:).....Just for fun I looked at real estate ads. found one to look at. I think I still have some eligiblity left on my VA benefits.................really looking forward to Sat.
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Someone brought me a much needed bed today. I can now put my air mattress in my hazmat bag for the trip back to NOLA........... Soon, I hope. Worrying about my apt isn't doing a bit of good................Going to OKC for an OPEP party this Sat.
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I've been offered a Manx kitten. I think that will work out better. I need a companion pet to help deal with the depression.........a nice submissive woman would help too. :)
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I acquired a dog last week from my niece. Unfortunately it's not working. He can't handle being alone even for an hour or two and has done some serious damage to my apt. He's used to having 3 other dogs and 6 cats to play with. Gotta return him where he'll be happy.
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I should mention that I'm growing my beard back. I shaved to take a job, well the job is gone. It is solid white and makes me look more my age.
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I've been offline because I moved from the motel to low-income housing in Laverne. More on that later but now to catch up..............
Enjoyed the cookout even though the turnout was small. Then went to the party at DP. There was a particularly attractive redhead that was a pleasure to watch.
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Going to a cookout Sat afternoon in OK City and a party Sat night. 177 mi. one way.
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Picked up my used car today and it promptly broke down in Ft. Supply. It's been temporarily fixed and is runing. Picked up the last of my assistance from the Red Cross. May get more later.
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Today was a very good day. I took possesion of the key to my new apartment in Laverne, OK AND a car dealer told me that they took in a van in trade today that they are going to donate to me so I can get back to New Orleans when they let us and see if there's anything worth saving and bringing back.
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I just found out Providian has deffered all payments and fees for at least 2 months maybe longer. That really helps not having to worry about that for now.
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A fairly productive day.........This morning I went shopping for "hazmat" equipment to deal with mess I'm sure will greet me.........There's still a few thins on my list such as disposable coveralls and a respirator to filter the oder....... Will be filling out application for USDA low cost housing tomorrow......Still fighting depression of course..........Gonna watch the Saints pound the NY Giants on MNF.
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Today is a new day. ......... I find out if a car dealerhip will help me get back to Chalmette this weekend to see what I have left if anything............I found a cheap car for local transportatioin...... Gotta look for more permanent digs.
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Sunday morning coming down. Trying to look on the bright side. Found a cheap car yesterday that looks like hell but runs great. Will serve the purpose of getting around where there isn't any other way.
Found a gas receipt this morning from 1/1/05 - $1.599 a gal. Those were the days!
You'd think things would get better with time but, so far, it isn't happening.
Every day there are little triggers of what was lost. The nerves are still raw and it still fucking hurts.
Been up since 4:30 am and I'm already thinking tomorrow will be a better day.
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I just had this thought. I've been "topped" by Katrina without my permission. My life has been totally disrupted, violated even.
I've got to get back to some resemblance of normality whatever that is. I need a hug.
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It's hard to beat the depression when just everyday conversation can trigger memories of what I once had. Being alone in a motel room with nothing to do but watch TV and think doesn't help. I'm glad I saved my laptop and the motel has a wireless internet connection.
I have no one to provide the emotional support I need right now. I usually can handle loneliness but being alone is the harder part.
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I tried going out dancing last night. The more I watched everyone havin fun the more melancholly I became so I called it night and returned to my hotel room.
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I'm now safe in Woodward, OK receiving assistance from the Red Cross.
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I got of of NOLA 14 hours before Katrina came ashore. I saved a guitar,computer, camera and a weeks worth of clothes.
I almost didn't leave but my upstairs handicapped neighbor asked me to drive him to a relative's house in West Plains, MO. By so doing my 67 GMC P/U that was 80% restored was washed away. My dad was the original owner.
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If someone writes to you with respect it is good manners and common courtesy to send a reply. Even if you're not interested a polite rejection is in order.
submissive doesn't mean doormat
Domination doesn't mean Tyrant
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