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Today I made a decision. I'm going to try to reach my goal of finding him. I have to break out of this shell. It's been something that consumes me. The thoughts I have of his control and desire to be pleased excites me as I find pleassure in the unknown of his touch or his words. I have a mental image of my master and I can't shake it. It's been with me for years. I know that if I find him this time around I just can't run away ...I have to see it through. I imagine with my eyes closed his breath on my neck...His words deep and intense. My mind races with thoughts. Did he check my emails? Did he see where I was today on my gps ( phone )... was he watching my every move. What did he dig and probe on me? Although a lil scared of the responses...I love how he watches over me...I love how he tells me what to do ...when to do things...how to do things...anything...sometimes simple stupid things...at least to me..but to him...he is everything...he deserves all...and more... I feel his touch his hand on my arm...as he breathes on my neck...I feel his words on my ear telling me I was a busy girl....and I feel his grip become tighter...I'm still being told to keep my eyes shut..slowly I feel his breath now right in front of me...thoughts raced through my head....I was in school and then work....was he mad at me? I don't understand...suddenly I feel his hands on my blouse...he pulls down my blouse and pushes down my bra exposing my breasts. It's so cold in the room.. All I feel is air and my nipples getting hard. I feel his breath again behind me. He tells me again to keep my eyes closed. I hear a click or two.Then from behind he presses his body against mine...and his hands are wrapped around me grabbing my breasts ...he plays and pinches them...I feel his deep breathing on my neck ..his breaths sound like pleassurable sighs...as he toys with what is his. He has told me over and over again how I am his property. So I guess my breasts were his to do as he wished....I loved it. I stood still...as I got both pleassure and pain and pleassure again. Suddenly.... |
