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Scream if you want more!
I have never really read the work of Anais Nin except of course for the innumerable quotes that are out there. This is my favorite so far,
"I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked,possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding."
Why is it that people think slave = an automaton? Or that someone who has the need and desire to control or own another means they want to mico manage that person?
For me, as a Dom, my role is to guide and develope a submissives sexuality. To help her uncover any and all sexual desires and to encourge those that would augment her personal growth as well as her physical, emotional, and mental well being.
I am very adept at helping women understand thier submissiveness and come to grips with it. Yes I am rather proud of that and its only arrogance if I can't back it up. No I am not perfect and no I wouldn't be the best Dom for just anyone.
My personal technique involves something rather unusual; Communication. Don't get me wrong, I like checklists and reading a persons profile and maybe reading any stories they may have written but that will never tell me as much about a person as a conversation will.
Age isn't a factor as long as the person is an adult with a level of maturity. Hight and weight also are not important in and of themselves.
Feel free to contact me with any questions you may have for me but be SURE you want an honest answer. If you can't handle the answer, don't ask the question. If you contact me with an interest for more than casual conversation then have a photo on your profile and/or one you can share. I would prefer more than one picture at different times to see that you didn't just copy them from somewhere else online.
Dont think you know me just because you read some of my profile or journal. If there is any interest there at all contact me because most people have been surprised by their own misconceptions.
Just FYI I am not Bi nor do I have any use for male subs. Thanks but no thanks.
I am sure I will update this with more later, stay tuned.
*** To any and all, You may not use my name nor photo for ANYTHING! Any other info you wish to use may be discussed.***
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When your word is Law, speak with Care. |
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My old signature.
I am EvolMaster. Upon a stone throne I sit. The heads of slaves my arm rests. Mine is the world of shadow between the beauty of heaven and the pleasures of hell. I am evol for love is the only true evol. Join me, indulge your every wicked fantasy and find yourself closer to heaven. "... when God is gone and the Devil takes hold... who will have mercy on your soul?..." |
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Emma Goldman, "Anarchism, then, really stands for the liberation of the human mind from the dominion of religion; the liberation of the human body from the dominion of property; liberation from the shackles and restraint of government. Anarchism stands for a social order based on the free grouping of individuals for the purpose of producing real social wealth; an order that will guarantee to every human being free access to the earth and full enjoyment of the necessities of life, according to individual desires, tastes, and inclinations."
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I find it funny at all the mail I get or views to my profile from craig's list whores looking to make some money from some dumb ass guy. If you are stupid enough to send money to some dumb ass little bitch then you are the kind of sucker that deserves what happens to him. To all those who would send me mail expecting me to fall for you craig's list prostitute wanna-bes, go fuck off and drown in a fire.
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I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain. I wanna know, have you ever seen the rain; coming down on a sunny day?
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Ok so something that only pertains to BDSM is what I will write here. And since something has come up recently that pertains just to BDSM I have something to write about. I have listed in the past that I was not open to poly anymore. Well that isnt actually true. If a girl is bi sexual and wants to include another female I will think about it and IF it will not interfere with our relationship I MAY allow it. What I will NO LONGER be open to is an open relationship. Too many times in the past I have allowed this and it is just not worth the trouble. Too many times what the girl actually means is she wants the right to fuck around while I am expected to sit on my hands. Not gonna happen, if you dont want to be with me then the door is easy enough to find, have a nice life. But dont except me to be some cock hold sitting around while you go off and fuck around.
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Ok. So Im getting kinda tired of writing in two places so thinking I will just post my blog URL here and those who are interested can look at my myspace blog. I may still use this one about some things but for the most part just the other one.
http://blogs.myspace.com/lamar73
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The Who-Behind Blue eyes.
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
No one knows what it's like
To be hated
To be fated
To telling only lies
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what it's like
To feel these feelings
Like I do
And I blame you
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
But my dreams
They aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
When my fist clenches, crack it open
Before I use it and lose my cool
When I smile, tell me some bad news
Before I laugh and act like a fool
If I swallow anything evil
Put your finger down my throat
If I shiver, please give me a blanket
Keep me warm, let me wear your coat
No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RaekgRtsTiQ
So profoundly sad right now I cant even sleep. Not sure why.
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Because I miss her and part of me always will. If you cant understand that then you have never really been in love.
Cyndi Lauper - Time after Time.
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--
sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds
chorus:
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time
after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--
chorus:
if you're lost...
you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--
chorus:
if you're lost...
...time after time
time after time
time after time
time after time
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xJ5LmQmQZqg
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"Fuck me like an Al-Qaeda!" "I'm declaring Jihad on your pussy!"
I laugh my ass off EVERY TIME I see that episode of Californication.
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I had this really great night of old Guns n Roses songs. I made a nice long blog post about it on myspace and I thought hey I will post a link over here. And of course I cant due to some bullshit reason or another. Ah well. All in all it was a good night remembering that even when I was young and stupid things werent much different. Men were stupid and women were crazy. Chicken or the Egg all over again. Are women crazy for having to deal with stupid men or did men turn stupid dealing with crazy women. In the end, do we really care? :P
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"At some point you have to realize that the seduction is over and force is actually being requested" Don Draper From the show Mad Men.
I love this show. It is filled with Dominant and submissive under tones. Its set in the early 1960s so that kinda makes sense. Its also kinda funny to watch and see how every day life was back then. Today if a 10 year old was running through the house with a dry cleaning back over their head a parent would freak out about the kid, back then they freaked out about the dry cleaning being out of the bag, yes that was actually part of one episode. There is also a scene where Don is in a restaurant in the hall on the way to the restroom. There is a woman whose attention he trying to get so he grabs her by the back of the hair, shoves his hand up her skirt and has her absolute and undivided attention. Good show, season 3 starts soon.
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Ok why is it women bitch and moan about people not reading their profile when MANY cant seem to use the site properly? If you click on the Edit Profile button you will see a list of what you are ACTIVELY Seeking. If ALL you want is friends then JUST click friends only.
When I do a search I ONLY look for women who are ACTIVELY seeking Dominant Men. Then you read through the profile and see they are not in fact looking for a Dominant Man but only want friends. Seriously, how hard is it to use the site properly?
Oh but I want to make friends with Dominant Men. Well JUST click looking for friends only and if a Dom Male wants to Actively Search friends only he will find you. I bet this would Dramatically cut down on the amount of crap mail that many women get.
I understand there are a lot of ass hole men on the site and I sympathize but you can do your part and be honest in what you are and are not ACTIVELY looking for.
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If I contact you and you are not interested could you at least take the time to say "Thanks but no thanks". I mean honestly how hard is that? I read so many profiles of women on here that have had bad experiences when men flipping out and becoming idiots when they are turned down but I promise you I am not one of those.
The worst thing that is gonna happen is I ask the question, "May I ask why?" Generally I don't even ask that but it COULD happen. A reply of "I'm just not interested" ends the subject completely. No hard feelings, if you're not interested then you're just not interested.
Why is it that common courtesy seems to be almost nonexistent in the lifestyle? I've been in the lifestyle almost 15 years and it does not seem to matter if it's online or off it just seems like that is the case.
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Not sure I am willing to do yet another one of these, I have a blog on myspace that I use most. I also have one on bondage.com as Lamar that I use more for BDSM.
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