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| Firstly I'd like to mention that I am an Aspie (I have Aspergers Syndrom) and suffer from combat-related PTSD. This means I can be a bit socially awkward and a bit prickly at times...don't worry, I'm really quite nice once I've warmed up to you. If you get to know me you'll find out I'm really just a big teddy bear (who loves cuddles with friends, by the way!).
I am also a kinky, romantic, demi-sexual. For anyone who doesn't know what a demi-sexual is, it's a sub-category of asexuality wherein the person lacks primary sexual attraction (ie sees a beautiful person and wants to have sex with them) and can only become sexually attracted to a person with whom they have formed a deep emotional bond.
For me, that bond is with my girlfriend. I have no sexual attraction towards any other person. I don't refer to other people as “hot” or “sexy” because I don't see them that way. I can appreciate the fact that their body is well constructed, but I have no other feelings towards them physically. And although it has taken me a long time to figure myself and my sexuality out, I am quite happy being this way. It is who I am, I have accepted it, and I am proud of it.
Though I am not sexual, i am sensual. For a long time I have called myself a sensualist, and of late a sensual sadist. I am still exploring the bounds of all this, and learning more and more each day.
I am also a nudist, and very proud of this! I have always had "trouble" keeping my clothes on. After my usual trip to the creek on my grandparent's farm to go skinny dipping, when I was about 14, I decided not to put my clothes back on and spent the rest of the day running around the farm nude. And it was wonderful. I've considered myself a naturist since then.
It was not until I was 21 when I first tried social nudism, but I quickly found it quite enjoyable. I have been a social nudist since then and enjoy going to places like Hippie Hollow (Lake Travis at MacGreggor State Park near Austin, TX). This last August my girlfriend joined me in my nudist adventures by going with me on a "nakation" to a wonderful little bed and breakfast in Oklahoma...and we can't wait to go back!
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