I received this letter on CollarMe today. I thought I'd share because he didn't give me the decency of allowing me to reply after sending me such hateful words. I'm also writing my response to it at the bottom since I was blocked and unable to reply to any of his foulness. (Fear that he might be admonished for such an epic failure to rage?) 

From abigman4u

I just read your "witty" conversation with the guy dying from diabetes. Wow what a piece ofwork you are kid. I rarely write to people on here when I read shitty things they post but I'llmake an exception with YOU.My mother died of diabetes less than a month ago - that wasmy family's Christmas present this year. Reading your little snarky story was like gettingkicked in the guts just now. I couldn't believe it. Why would anyone write that shit? Whatkind of a cold human being are you? You can write up any bullshit you want to try andmake your life sound cool, but what's the reality of things is that you are unhappy in yourlife, and you thought making fun of some person struggling with this disease would behumorous. I have many friends struggling with this disease and I found your post to be inincredibly bad taste.Here's a thought though:

Q: Guess who is most likely going to get diabetes?

A: Fat, lazy, Guamanian island chicks who write snarky stories about peoplesuffering from diabetes.So ya say ya have 13 years of music training and all ya can do withit is sit around listening to the radio now? What a joke. I've seen many talentless hackstake years of music lessons. People who lack talent usually do that sort of thing

They alsotoss names around like Miles Davis, Ella Fitzgerald, Billie Holiday, and John Coltrane tosound like they know something in an effort to try and be cutured, hip and "fake cool."

I've been a professional musician for 30 years, taught music theory and jazz improvisation at the college level, and I've actually met the late Miles Davis and the late Ella Fitzgerald.The biggest difference between them and you (besides them being talented and cool and youare not) is that they didn't take 13 years of music training and then sit on their asses NOT doing music.

Only an idiot would do that - just like only an idiot would waste their time making fun of people with diabetes. 

Ya know Miles Davis and Ella Fitzgerald died of diabetes. You idolize and worship them yet they had the same disease that this man hasthat you belittle.You say your "intense passion in life" is music? Uh huh. Well on behalf ofthe world thank you for not getting off of your fat ass and putting any of your lame "music"out there for us to have to hear. I bet ya sound like shit. You clearly lack soul and heart so your music would be equally hollow and passionless.

I'll end this and let you get back toyour REAL intense passion in life - laying around waiting for someone to fuck you. 

P.S.Here's a few other musicians dealing with diabetes:

Nat Adderley - Jazz Musician RayAnderson - Jazz MusicianSyd Barret - Singer (Pink Floyd)Tony Bennett -Jazz singerCrystalBowersox - Folk-rock musician, American Idol contestantDanny Joe Brown - Singer (MollyHatchet)James Brown - 'The Godfather of Soul'Johnny Cash - 'The Man in Black'BobbyCharles - Singer-SongwriterMark Collie - Country SingerDavid Crosby - Singer (Crosby,Stills, and Nash)Miles Davis - Jazz MusicianJohnny Darrell - Country music singerPhifeDawg - Rapper (A Tribe Called Quest)Priscilla "P-Star" Diaz - Entertainer, musician, andactressBo Diddley - SingerMama Cass Elliott - Singer (Mamas and the Papas)Ella Fitzgerald- SingerMick Fleetwood - Musician (Fleetwood Mac)Aretha Franklin - 'The Queen ofSoul'Melvin Franklin – Singer (The Temptations)Jerry Garcia - Singer, Musician (GratefulDead)Dizzy Gillespie - Jazz MusicianShirley Horn - Grammy-winning Jazz singer andpianistMarvin Isley - Singer (The Isley Brothers)Mahalia Jackson - Gospel SingerRandyJackson – Musician, producer, American Idol judgeRick James - Singer ("Super Freak" FunkLegend)Nick Jonas – lead singer/guitarist for Jonas BrothersWaylon Jennings - CountrySingerHerbert Kahury (“Tiny Tim”) - SingerGhostface Killah - Rapper (Wu-Tang Clan)B.B.King - Blues Singer and MusicianPatti LaBelle - Soul singerPeggy Lee - Jazz singer,Grammy winnerTommy Lee - Drummer (Motley Crue)Meat Loaf - SingerCurtis Mayfield -Soul singerBret Michaels - Singer (Poison)Tim Parker - Rapper (Blackalicious)James Phelps- Gospel and R&B SingerElvis Presley - Singer and guitaristGiacomo Puccini – OperaticComposerBrenda Russell - Singer-Songwriter, (The Color Purple)John Rutsey - Drummer(Rush)Sir Harry Secombe - Welsh singer, entertainer; former president of the BritishDiabetic Association.Angie Stone - SingerJessica Stone - Singer and ActressElliott Yamin -Singer Neil Young - singer, songwriter, guitarist, and directorGary Valenciano - PhilipinnosingerLuther Vandross - SingerLeslie West Guitarist, Singer, SongwriterNorman Whitfield -Grammy winning R&B songwriter and record producerBrad Wilk - Drummer (Rage Againstthe Machine, Audioslave)

Maybe if you aren't too busy taking music lessons you can fit in some time writing to eachone of them - the ones that are still alive anyway - and make fun of their health.

I didn't realize you were so fat and had a pig snout for a nose. Damn. No wonder you make fun of people with health problems in your posts...

||RESPONSE||

I'll ignore all the ... amusing... ranting to point out a single fact. I nevermade fun of the disease. Both my mother and step father suffer from it. I mocked the factthat the person I spoke to in that chat room used diabetes as an EXCUSE to being unable touse/type properly and spell out the entire word "You." 

Perhaps you should re-read what you just spent a decent amount of time ranting about pointlessly. 

As for being a fat Chamorro lonely island girl with a pig nose . . . 

I am not 100lbs, but I am not what most would consider 'fat' and I run and operate 2 of myown businesses, and have since I was 18. Both are successful and support my "lazy ass"which is supposedly "laying around doing nothing." 

Amusing piss and vinegar filled letter with a good sprinkle of bitter grief. Thanks for making me laugh, but before you take out your anger at life for dealing you some painful things - make sure you read something properly. 

Always,

LaeVix

If I can turn a 10 minute conversation with you into you begging me for something and saying yes maam, thank you maam. . . It's probably not going to happen. :)

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<RandomGuy> hi

<LaeVix> Hi!

<RandomGuy> how r u?

<LaeVix> Are R and U words in the English dictionary? 

<LaeVix> Out of curiousity. 

<RandomGuy> no sorry i hate typing it hurts my fingers im a diabetic

<LaeVix> Wow, that's too bad... I enjoy being fingered

<RandomGuy> lol thats different trust me

<LaeVix> If typing full words is difficult because it hurts, I'm sure that a proper fingering... Nice and rough.. wouldn't be a possibility.

<LaeVix> Sad day.

<RandomGuy> whats wrong?

<LaeVix> I just found out that you aren't capable of fingering me ! 

<LaeVix> It made me sad.

<LaeVix> My heart hurts a little even...

<RandomGuy> really?

<LaeVix> Hmmm

<LaeVix> Well you said it.

<RandomGuy> trust me i know i can finger you hard and rough

<LaeVix> Nonono.... I wouldn't want you to hurt yourself, sweetie. 

<RandomGuy> ive tested it and if not then ill just bury my face in your pussy

<LaeVix> Would you make it really good? Please me in EVERY way possible? 

<RandomGuy> oh hell yes

<LaeVix> Ah... That's a gooood boy. 

<RandomGuy> wish i could see it right now

<LaeVix> Ask nicely.

<RandomGuy> can i please see your tight wet pussy?

<LaeVix> I'm sure you -could- . . . I'd suggest a different phrasing other than "Can I" 

<RandomGuy> may i please see your tight wet pussy?

<LaeVix> Oh, almost there, Sugar.... What will I get in return? 

<RandomGuy> you can watch me play with myself if u would like

<LaeVix> What is it you're playing with, Darling?

<RandomGuy> my dick love

<LaeVix> Your dicklove? What is dick - love ? Or did you forget punctuation?

<RandomGuy> i forgot, u can watch me play with my dick lol

<LaeVix> There you go... Well done

<LaeVix> Such a good boy

<RandomGuy> thank you love

<LaeVix> How big is that dick, love ?

<RandomGuy> never measured it before lol

<LaeVix> There's a first time for everything ;)

<RandomGuy> maybe u can tell me :)

<LaeVix> If you're too afraid to measure then I only have to assume . . . . . ;p

<LaeVix> Do you want to see my pussy? It's sooo wet and tight and hot... 

<RandomGuy> hell yes i would

<LaeVix> Ask me 

<LaeVix> properly

<RandomGuy> may i please see your hot, tight, wet pussy?

<LaeVix> May I please see your hot, tight, wet pussy..... what? 

<RandomGuy> love

<LaeVix> Try again.

<RandomGuy> what would you like me to say?

<LaeVix> Do you need me to tell you what to say?

<LaeVix> Tell you what I -want- to hear? 

<RandomGuy> may i see your hot, tight, wet pussy please?

<LaeVix> Are you begging?

<RandomGuy> yes maam

<LaeVix> Alright

<LaeVix> Here's the problem with that. First of all, I'm not a dominant woman. Secondly, I dominated this conversation from the moment you entered the room. Thirdly, You claim to be a dominant male. Were you truly dominant, you would have taken control and told ME what to do not begged me for my pussy. That isn't domineering whatsoever. Please, next time, before coming into a chat room with a submissive woman, ask yourself, Will I let her dominate me in the conversation, or will I take the full control she -wants- me to take? Because a submissive woman doesn't want to be left wondering... Do I need to tell him what to DO with that cock as well as making him beg for my pussy

<RandomGuy> thank you maam

<LaeVix> Thanks! Have a LOVELY evening... but I need someone who actually can TAKE control of me and use me like a proper little fuck toy. ;)