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I like to explore. I'm a very curious individual, really. This often gets me into trouble, and occasionally I learn useful things! I tend towards optimism; my glass is three quarters full, and only because I drank the other quarter. On personality tests, I usually fall under ESFJ (Helper, Caregiver), if that means anything to you.
I usually identify as a switch, because it's easiest. I'm a submissive masochist, and at other times, sadistic and dominant. I find that these dynamics are constantly evolving within me. (See BDSM quiz further on.)
In terms of my submissive side, I love sensation, power play, and erotic experiences. I love to be degraded and used as a slut to fuck, a hole to fill, an object for someone elses' satisfaction.
I need cock, and pussy (though I don't get that as often.)
I love that feeling of mindless worship that snakes into my brain and focusses me on just being a perfect channel for the dominant energy of my partner. I love to be made to expose myself, to show off my body, my arousal, my insecurities.
I love to be dominated by intelligent men and women- people that understand that I am a complex human being with thoughts and feelings and opinions... And that none of that matters for even a second because, ultimately, when I'm kneeling at their feet with my eyes downcast and my pussy/ass/throat exposed to them I'm just there to be used, my intelligence being overcome and subsumed by their wilful desire.
Most of all, I love it when what I need and want and love aren't a consideration. (Within the bounds of prior agreement, just to clarify.)
I'm also quite into bondage- I'm addicted to that dreamy, aroused, safe feeling I get when i'm restrained and helpless!
On the flip side- I'm really more of a sadist than I used to think I was. It just makes me wet to hurt someone that wants to be hurt. Simple.
When I'm dominant, I really appreciate the little things- good manners from my submissive, proper terms of address, watching them push themselves a little further than they thought they could because they know it will please me.
I like to be a firm but fair, affectionate yet cruel, Mistress. I insist on nothing less than absolute focus on the tasks I give, and reward persistence and honesty. I play safely and always negotiate boundaries. You'd better negotiate carefully, though, or you may end up in a more creative situation than you'd bargained for!
According to a BDSM test I just updated:
Degradation Lover 96% Switch 93% Sadist 93% Bondage 86% Submissive 81% Masochist 85% Exhibitionist / Voyeur 71% Experimental 64% Dominant 68% Vanilla 10%
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