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What a Rollercoaster year I guess my last post was over a year ago WoW...since my last post I have spent more time reflecting on me and healing me I have now moved and mostly gotten past some personal issues revolving around my lifestyle and my last sub/slave who will remain nameless I have picked up a full time in town job which I love I am still dirving Big Truck but I guess I can be deemed a townclown... and Im ok with that I have got my Harley and my work and my animals and OMG I have a sopcial life when I choose to go out that is today is a lazy day and its a nice day Hmmm I may pull the cover off the IronHorse and go for a ride...maybe I wont be such a stranger and post more often :)
Chhers to all LT |
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It has been several months since I have entered anything here so here goes..I am single again which is suiting me just fine...Im now working in town no more sleeping in a truck as I roll around the country so I essentially have more time to do the normal social things that we all love to do so here is to another new beginning after a few months of being depressed and miserable...I guess we are coming to another years end....and another year wiser...I am all out of crazy glue, bailing twine, duct tape and bandaids and bubble gum to piece togetaher broken hearts so I am living now for me...
Cherrs to all!
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I have often wondered what true dedication or devotion is In my many
years of being around the many different people in this lifestyle I
have seen alot of different ideals and to each their own...Well I have
recently had the privilege of having my own form of true dedication and
or devotion in the form of a boy who just today said to me that he
wants to improve or me and that every day is a learning experience...to
which I said that "you have given me more in a short time then anyone
has ever given me..Mind, body, heart soul and trust. what else could I
ever expect and or ask for" out o the blue the other night I had to
look at my phone and do a double take something so unexpected he asked
for permission to go out somewhere... and living in cali for the moment
I never expected that...that boy will do anything for me and has proven
that it took 10 years to get to this point and I would not ever change
it or the world I would not wont to change him nor would I expect him
to change ffor me or for anyone else he has only one demand... and that
is that I stay true to who and what I am his one dream is now
real and that apparently was to be with me now he has what he has been
dreaming about and I have what I thought did not exist for me..so I
think for me true devotion is someone who loves someone enuff to know
when to walk away for fear of "fucking up" and then 10 year later comes
back and asked for what it is that he seeks and now wants the whole
ball o wax so to speak...it is now time for my pony to come home...
any thoughts?
LT
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well
since I got laid off at the end of March it has been a whirlwind of a
couple months so I am now back together with my vanilla truckdriver and
I now seem to have a found a little Masochist girl which I would dearly
love to keep...as time goes on we shall see how that goes...:) till
next time
Cheers LT
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Well again it is time for change, as it turns out running team with someone you are involved with doesn't work when you live together and drive together too oh well running single again just me and the dog it works for me...I guess thats a good thing, my room mate gave notice so now Im looking for a room mate grr I hate change oh well till next time
LT
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So as I sit here in Calgary and think about change and think about how much I hate change it also makes me think about how much I hate to be a number and not a name my partner and I have decided to give running team a go and see how that works but only if the money is right last weekend was the final straw in more ways then one this is the second fuck up I have had going south 2 fuck ups out of 3...whats next? my other half has been around the trucking industry for alot of years and knows what he can and cant do... he feels he almost has to babysit them in the office and I am seeing that even when he says something is gonna be over weight with his tractor they argue with him and not only was it over weight with his tractor but it was also over weight with mine...Saturday was a wasted day...but we ran to oregon for to 2 loads or aircraft and autoparts he went to calgary with his load and I went home with mine...his looks more like a team run but is not to many miles I got sent out again yesterday and he was on his way home we met in Kamloops for some time together LOL even if it was just to take a nap together then continue on our mary ways! I will be home tomorrow morning then I am off till friday and so is he.We are hoping this pans out with new jobs since we hate to be seperated LOL even my Dog missed him over the last 24 hours he spotted him in the truck stop parking lot and bolted over to see him :) LOL I think my dog is a trader! but its all good well I better take another nap if I have to drive all night blah I hate Predawn! Cheers LT |
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Over the last Month or so Healing and moving on I see and hear things that make me go Hmmmm...and just shake my head and I have to wonder about the human race...being a truck driver sometimes isn't easy and its not great for relatioinships so being on the road alot and over the last month and a half I have taken a shine to one of my fellow drivers in the company neither one of us knows how long we will bew staying with the company we are with now but if he leaves he says `` I wont go without You`` My dispatch however is trying to keep me canada bound and they hold him ``hostage`` to go south I called to let him know I was heaading to winnipeg on saturday morning and he wanted me to head to Winnipeg Via Kelowna which is not my usual route but I thought oh hell why not I will get a chance to see an old friend too so the 2 of us had dinner with her and got to spend some time together before I had to carry on to calgary and beyond and he hads to shove off to California guess we shall see where things go from here we are hoping to be back at the same time I will know more on thursday when he gets reloaaded where he will be going ``home`` or back east then home.
to all who read journals be safe and play nice
Cheers |
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As time begins to heal and time pushes on so does ones life... not to sure where my life is going or what will come in the next few months but I have made a decission and that is to keep myself as busy as possible I have been spending more time on the road and it seems that I have taken a shine to a fellow Truck driver we shall see in the coming months if he can handle my lifestyle he in his own way is twisted but not to the degree that I am or so it seems...he came to my defence at the yard the other night as I said to him on the way back to our trucks "no need to worry about me I can hold my own with the boys they really have no idea what I have in my warped twisted mind and I really dont think they want to" he just laughed and said yeah well I still dont like it when the pick on you...I said its all in good fun there is no malice or intent to hurt feelings and with that we turned in for the night only to shove off for our destinations mine Calgary, Edmonton and Grand Prarie Alberta and him to LongView Washington I talked to him last night only to find out that the boys in the yard were giving him a hard time with regards to me and one of the other Drivers piped up and said you know guys its really none of your business I said well thats good at least someone put them in their place...I know the only reason they are having giving him such a hard time is cause of the age difference BUT that aswell is none of their business we enjoy each others company and we enjoy driving tandum (2 trucks) makes the day(s) go faster when you have someone to talk to and it make the road not such a lonely place we were talking a while ago about being on the road and he asked me why I like it he said I have been doing this alot of years and its a lonely lifestyle I said it can be but I have always been one that cant be held to one place I am a Gypsy at heart and I love to open highway and the sights and new scenery he now wants me to start driving south with him tandum loads he wants to take me through montana, and wyomming and arizona and he wants to take me to see Mt Rushmore he said you want pretty sights there are very few places I have not seen...so I am gonna talk to the office and see about getting the paperwork for a fast card and start driving state side..my old Team Partner said running the US would be good for you expand your horizons see other things and goign with someone is the best way to learn the paperwork and the rest of that stuff :) he said just DOOOO it! so I think I will its getting more and more interesting I know the Canadian Dispatcher is trying to keep me on the canadian side but he will gewt over it IM sure if not OH WELL! well speaking of work I better get my ass on the phone and find out the easiest way to get to where Im going god I hate calgary sometimes cheers to all
LT
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Well looks like I shove off on the road again back to Calgary, I have had far to much time in the last 36 hours roughly to think...there are things I just dont understand and I might not ever understand. Why do some people feel they should be alone to face obsticals specially when there is someone who is willing to be there at any cost no matter what for help and or support in any way. I dont like to see the people I care about hurting but not being there is just as devistating if not more so... |
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Howdy all its been awhile but here is another entry.most likely a short one but here goes I have always wondered if it is possible to pick up the pieces of a broken heart and and still love someone so much that you dont have the heart to walk away and say goodbye the answer to that question has an answer now...and the answer is Yes. When someone takes the time to win your heart and in time has to make a decission which he or she thinks is for the best even if it may not be but treats you like gold and doesn't want to hurt you cause they care it makes it easy to get that answer my heart and soul no matter how chipped and broken will always be his. This Tigers Heart Will Always Belong To a Dragon!
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A time for change I never thought it would be hard to make changes I love driving cross country I am a Gypsy at heart, but I am needed at home I have basicly been handed a job in town I talked to my Boss and driving partner and he said that I need to do what is best for my family and my relationship and if I was worried about damaging our friendship that there is not a hope of that cause the friendship is strong and its business nothing more...he said its time to move up in the world and there is nothing stopping you from coming back to long haul another time...a new year a new job...and a Man to share the new year and many to come with Hmmm...its all good.
Cheers to all gotta get my shit together and get my drivers abstract.
LDL aka LadyTiger
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Sighs,
well here I am again, sitting in a rather cold Montreal waiting since noon Montreal time to get loaded so we can head home well low and behold it is now 3:30am Montreal time and well Fuck me sideways....they JUST started loading now. Ah well on another note the relationship with LordDragon69 and myself is going well...My heart and soul belong to him I miss him more then I know how to say specially when I am so far away being apart hurts, I know it is gonna come down to me eventually getting a job closer to home growing attached to Him was really easy Im not one to get easily attached at the best of times...but this was so natural and the fit was so good it just happened... blah well I have been up a long time I guess if they are starting to load it wont be long and we will having someones meathooks banging on the door telling us the paperwork is ready so I should get some sleep...
Cheers "LordDragonsLady" |
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*Pondering* is it possible for 2 people to own the heart of a Tiger? after much deliberation and soul searching over the last 2 weeks the answer I have come up with is yes it is possible, altho the dynamics of the 2 people are very different one a truely submissive female and the other very much a Dominant man and both have won the heart or this "Illusive Tiger" who is not so illusive in the matters of the heart. I have what I want finally without even searching it just kinda fell in my lap which works for me.
Cheers till the next time
LDL "LordDragonsLady" |
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Well so it seems there is another enrty to be made, as I have been home for the last Rascals party, was able to have a couple good scenes one of which was a Co-Dom/me session which worked really well had a happy lilbear and a great time with a fantastic diva...and a single tail scene to be sure was great I have soo missed the play since I have been on the road so much since May that I haven't been doing many events at all and I had to chancew to attend a munch in ontario and well shit got all changed around and we ended up going to Montreal instead so missed that one too sheesh go figure. anyhow time for food and Ummm other things such as spending time with a Dragon
Cheers to all |
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Well this has been an enlightening 2 weeks at home go to a Play Party and see a very special someone the I haven't seen in quite sometime so I gave him my number and said phone me we'll do lunch only to get a call 5 days later when I was on route to pick a friend up from the ferry so we decided to meet at Sincity on saturday Horay for Fetish events where Captian oblivious (Me) completely missed the hints and was then Bluntly informed that he had been interested in me for quite some time seems since then we have spent most of every day together except tonight since he has to work EARLY tomorrow 2 Dom/mes what a fun mix he treats me better then anyone has in the pastsighs as I sit here I realize I miss him already its gonna be hard for me to go back on the road and leave him behind he is not happy that Ieventually have to leave again I told him that I will have to make a point to see him every time Im in town even if its only for a couple hours.
This Lady has Finally found her Lord My Dearest LordDragon in my heart you will awlays be.
Cheers LT |
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Well as I sit here in Mississauga and have more then enough time to think it seems that I have come to realize that the interest is still there in one particular male we dont talk as often as we used to but we have been chatting via msn on my cell phone for the last 2 hours I have been trying to curb the Dominant in me since we started talking WELL he fixed that right quick grumbles...:P oh well I am what I am and it sure aint Popye! LOL we are talking about the cb6000 which we both want and I said soo since the g/f doesn't know I guess I dont get the key eh? he said well it only somes with one key this time so maybe!!! can we say yeah ok explain that to the VANILLA g/f as to why you have a lock on your cock??? what a jam tart oh well now that I have had a good laugh I think Im gonna go roll into the bunk since Im sure we are leaving at some point this morning it is alreadt 4am
Ontario time
Cheers
LT |
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well here we are again another year gone by a great bunch of friends I have 8 of us went out for sushi and the cheeky shits tried to give me B-day spankings in the parking lot LOL the one problem with kinky people going for dinner on someones b-day that b-day person is considered fair game I foiled that attempt on my ass by sitting down in the middle of the parking lot but was not so lucky when I got home 5 of those 8 people came back to my place for visiting and a dip in the pool the Bravery of one Dom caught me I did however try to squirm away to no avail since he had a firm grip and fingers wrapped up in my hair thats the problem with long hair you have to follow it cause I wouldn't give him any of my toys someone tossed him my hair brush sheesh whats with that revenge is a bitch and so am I LOL oh well as I sit here with a bruised ass shaking my head and doing laundry I am getting ready to hit the road again back for another long haul to Montreal I will check email and such from the flyin J in montreal till then cheers everyone!
LT |
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Well what a nice country canada is aside from the rather boring praries where you can watch your dog run away for days there are some really pretty sites along the many miles of roads in canada as I sit here at the Truck stop just outside of Montreal it give me time to think aboiut where I have been this week and what I have seen not all pleasent I might add...the people I have grown rather attached to and the friends who have been text messaging me daily for reports to make sure that Im still alive and well makes me feel kinda good sitting on the banks of lake superior on sunday was a real nice sunny yet breazy its makes for a great thinking head space...I didn't think it was possible to become so attached to someone but apparently it is every day is a good one for the time being...WOW on another note as I sit here I am seeing some really nice trucks pull in from all over the place LOL I am such a gear head... anyhow I think this time change is getting the better of me its nap time for this girl.
Cheers till the next time
LT
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Wheeee...got my new job, off to Montreal at 9:30am mountian driving in a big rig squeeks yeah ok a bit nervous.. :) but this is gonna be so much fun regardless updates to follow..
Cheers till next week sometime.
LT
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WOW I seem to be writing in here more lately wonders never seace to amaze Me. So just another update it would seem that I have finished my schooling and I now have my Comercial Drivers licence Class 1 to be sure so Monday or tuesday I will be starting a new job as a Long Haul truck driver doing cross canada runs with another Dom this outta be interesting to say the least at least there is respect between us ah well its 5:15am I might as well get things on the go here since I just started a load of laundry,
Cheers
LT
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Well this has been an up and down week to say the least, I was called sneaky cause I had a cover up planned all along for a friends b-day tuesday was his actual b-day and 5 of us went to the Keg for dinner and Friday was the suprise party he has vowed to get even for the "ambush" but admitted he had fun I think I lost count of how many b-day spankings he got 44+ from EACH of us those were the good points.
it was also the hardest week of my life due to having to make the hardest decission of my life to put my beloved Gypsy girl down for 16 years she was my light 7 years ago I got a rotty pup to keep her company so we are both kinda lost without her but I know it was the best thing for her no more suffering and she now has her wings...till we meet again old friend! 
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Its PlayOff time again....I was meaning to write this earlier but just never got around to it but as for right now since Calgary has been ousted and I cant heckle my girlfriends husband anymore and Dallas is gone its time to go DUCK HUNTING baby!!!! GO CANUCKS GO!!! and as for my other Team its time for Detroit to have Sushi Down with the sharks! GO DETROIT GO!!! BERT BERT BERT!!!!! LOL there is my late night ramblings till next time.
LT |
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Yet another update, apparently Im single again...LOL what a pitty I dont mind at all just leaves me more open to other things and oppertunitys some have a hate/fear of being on their own... not this Lady I rather enjoy it...anyhow Im around and usually able to chat...give it a good and see if I am around for chatter. have a good one to one and all.
LT |
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Well here we are another year gone by I hope everyone had a good Christmas, yule and new year...once again I am content in the way things are coming together rekindling of old relationships and new friendships are coming out of the wood work I thank all for any interest however I am once again only available for Pro Sessions...with this new year has also come new rainbows to chase a new job is waiting in the wings for me once I have finished my schooling...This Tiger has taken on the endevor of her Class 1 Drivers Licence can we say big rig baby?!?!?!?! I think we can! anyhow I must get motivated and get on the road :)
Cheers to A/all
In Leather LT |
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Well I think it is time for a new entry, since someone brought to my attention that I had found my special someone WELL lets just say that didn't go to well in the end, so its time for me to do some more soul searching :) life is a never ending search for the right person or the left for the matter, as for now I do have someone under me nothing carved in stone just good times as the case may be feel free to contact me if you wish.
Cheers and have a good summer everyone :)
LT |
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Well here is a new journal entry it has been quite some time how ever this new entry finds Me in a different head space of sorts, this new head space is somewhat unfamiliar territory as of recently I have taken a step or 2 back from the lifestyle and evaluated what it is I truely want, that what I want is the whole package, I want the Loyalty, Devotion and a submissive who truly can appriecate me for who I am and not take who or what I am for granted and well in a nut shell that special someone has stepped into my life and has made quite the impression on me a someone who knows who he is. kaden m'dear you are truely one in a million stay gold. At the present time I am not able to offer play unless it is of the Pro Session nature... thanx for stopping in and to everyone good luck in your search and dont give up in the long run waiting may be well worth the wait  |
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This weekend has been an interesting one, an old flame re-kindled, apologies given and excepted with a couple of lost souls trying to find the way in the dead of night not knowing what is to come in the weeks and months ahead the fear of another heart break is a very real thing for both it is a challange that I will undertake for the time being...the person I have seen in the past 2 days is not the same person who I lothed beyond words I was not even sure I wanted any contact from this person again but a friend convinced me to go for a coffee and give him the benifit of the doubt and Im glad I did so I guess for now I shall take things as they come.
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Well Im back from my holidays and the last weekof holidays seemed to drag on I was ready to go back to work on wednesday, how many people can say they miss their job? I guess Im one of the lucky few that actually enjoy their job and I actually like my boss any how I was back in time for a wonderful play party one in which I kidnapped a Domme friend of mine for a night of freedom from her little hethans and once again I had the joy and honour of play with a wonderful bottom altho another sub complained to him about hogging "all" the Dommes I found it to be rather ammusing since the place was full of Domme/Tops but regardless a good time was had by all...the sweet buzz of the violet wand is something I haven't heard since the days of Purgatory and I have soo missed that sound and one day I will have my own...an envestment yes but oh so much fun and well worth the envestment well another entry comes to a close till next time.
 LT. |
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well this is the second attempt at a journal entry and it seems to NOT like netscape. It is now 2.5 days till I start my holidays, this past month has been interesting I have recently added a couple different aspects to my play, a dozen roses delivered in a not so conventional way which I enjoyed as much as the reciver even more recently needle play which took a little while to warm up to ...the responce was wonderful and the energy from that wonderful evening is still keeping me smiling almost a week later it may just become part of my play more often *G* I so love shopping specially for things that make someone giggle or squirm or both well I shall write more once I return from my week of sun tanning,visiting and creek wading
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