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**Treat me like a Lady - or you will be written off! Any attempt at "dirty" talk and that will lead to immediate dismissal!! Not all of us are here to "have a quickie"....*I will not waver in my convictions!!! Please save us both some time and don't bother if that's all your searching for!!!!
Protected by: Lucian Ice
† Proud & Spirited, Christian Submissive/Slave †
I still look to the sea..reflections in the waves spark M'Memories..some happy, some sad..I think of childhood friends & the dreams we had. We live happily ever after..or so *my* story goes..but somehow we missed out on the pot of gold..but we'll try, the best as we can..to Carry On.... l arrived into this online world at such a turbulent time in M'Life. What began as a newly married joint quest to gain more knowledge about ferrets....detoured into life changing events. It didn't take long for this online world....to tear us apart! Alone....strangers lives touched mine....I touched theirs. "Foolish" Games were played....and I ruled them all! The whole time....years upon years....I was *so* clueless that something so trivial..could even ever have such an unbelievable purpose & plan! And with....that gift came new life....which has made me the person I am today....
Life is ever evolving, isn't it?
If medieval roleplaying interests you, let me know. There's a whole other world out there. I do have 4 children, three of which were adopted - so my time is very limited. Please leave a message if you wish to speak and I will answer you as soon as I am able. T'anks!!
This profile of mine is constantly under Construction as is M'Entire Life....this was the best I could do with rewriting it in it's entirety within a ten minute span of time. There is alot I need to add back to it and much more to write....Check Back Often for it's Updates....Thanks for your Time!
Collar Me has been *VERY* good to and 4 Me.....I owe a huge debt for the blessings I have received as a result of this site.....
And in Closing....
Atonement
If anyone speaks ill of you,
Praise them always.
If anyone injures you,
Serve them nicely.
If anyone persecutes you,
Help them in all possible ways.
You will attain
immense strength.
You will control anger and pride.
You will enjoy
peace, poise, and serenity.
You will become divine.
Update September 22nd, 2013:
I have slowly begun to Update again as of: May 20th, 2014 - It will be a work in progress once again.
Many years have passed since I closed our chat room, {Honour Dungeon} here on CollarMe. After losing M'Mom, I just could "not function" as a human being. I slipped off the radar completely. I'm not proud of that need to mourn. To all of my friends, I do apologize and think of many of you - on a daily basis.
I find that at this time - I am not sure of anything. I am asking the Universe, where I should go and what I should do?!
I spend very little time online because I am busy 24/7 with operating my successful business. Our company is: Madison Mountain Images and Decaling.
It can be found at:
If ever interested, we'd be glad to have your business. We specialize in BDSM, decals - but also do just about any design one could be interested in. And we will even search out a subject for you. And they can be placed just about anywhere. Ex: On your car/truck windows, boats, motorcycles, laptop cover and even walls, plus so very much more. We also customize anything you are interested in. And if you mention that you found the business on CM - we will give you 15% off.
I am "searching." I really don't know why or for what - it just seems like the "right time." So please if anything I have written, touches you please send me a note and I'll get back to you as soon as I possibly will. We both have nothing to lose in this proposal - one can never have too many good, good friends.
Thank You ever so much for taking the interest of reading about my life.
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Five years ago today I was sitting in the Intensive Care Unit at Binghamton General Hospital - holding M'Moms hand. She was fading from me....::Wiping the tears away quickly as they flood downwards on my checks and neck.:: She was unable to get a breath even with her floating oxygen mask at 10 liters. I had called my family - my Sister, my Niece Natasha and my Husband were all rushing to... the hospital. It was destiny that we would all be together in that small room #2. It was then that I told her it was kay for her to go be with the Lord if it was her time - which is the absolute hardest thing I have ever done in my life. I had spent every moment possible with her that week - we had said everything that needed saying. But do you ever really say enough? At 10:03 AM she let out a final gasp and her soul flew. She had been so sick for so long and if anyone deserved that Peace it was her. Mom there is not a single day or moment that you are not on my mind. I miss you more then words could EVER say. And truthfully I long to be with you again on Heaven's Highest Hill. You will forever be the Wind Beneath M'Wings!!!! Mom also, THANK YOU for visiting us this week while we have been down at Lil Grams, caring for her. You never cease to amaze me with your little antics with hiding M'Wallet and after tearing the entire house apart, just laying it on your hospital bed that Lil Gram is now using. You have left many signs this week and I just am so blessed! |
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It's been a *very* long week and a half.....lots of turbelence but sometimes that is a good thing as it leads to great changes. I just wanted to take a moment to mark "this date" - in case. ::Sighs ever so tiredly - both mentally and physically::
Eternally;
lady opal ferret wyndsor
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M'Dearest Confidante;
I don't even know how long it's been now since I discovered that Steve/Scottish Lord has indeed passed away. The days seem like months/years. I know that most of us will all be together again someday....but I feel completely robbed. I have not been myself since I lost M'Mother two years ago....and due to that I pushed *so* many dear, dear friends completely away. Steve was the first contact I actually made in our chat area. He was the one that believed in me, even when I didn't believe in myself. He took the time to write to M'Husband/Master and praised how wonderful his experience was with meeting me. How proper I was with the M'Lord stuff....I never got to tell him how very much that meant. I was still unraveling who I really was in some senses. And I have *surely* been continuing that journey amongst all M'Sorrow and pain of my losses. Losses that barely a soul know are even happening....which is why I am still so closed off from the world. I don't feel "ready" to reembrace all that I treasured and gave up....but this has painfully taught me that time is not on my side.....and now is the time. The only time!
Eternally;
lady opal
P.S. I really haven't expressed enough that I am so Thankful for this "second chance" with so many dear friends I made here. I remain so Honoured to have really met the greatest group of individuals on CollarMe. If I haven't tracked you yet and you were among our closest circle, know that I am coming to find you and I will hunt you down if it's necessary to say all that's contained in M'Heart and Soul. And Steve, we *will* have the conversation where I speak all and make you understand how very, very special you were/are/always will be to me.
-mlnm
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M'Dearest Honour Dungeon Family;
If anyone has any information about our Dearest Op, Steve/ScottishLord....I would be *most* grateful of word. Please leave me an E-Mail, text or even call if we are connected in those manners. My family is on vacation this week and my online time is *very* limited. We do not have online coverage at the campground but I do have my cell and will check in on it often. Sometimes the service there is iffy, so please leave a message if you get my voicemail and I will get back to you the minute I receive your communication. I will also be connected to my Yahoo Messenger, most days/nights. In the meantime, may we all please keep him/Steve and his entire family ever so close in thoughts and prayers. ::Sighs ever so heavily, closing M'Eyes tightly fighting tears:: Thank You!!!!
Eternally;
Lady Opal
Room Owner of Honour_Dungeon
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Dear Journal;
It's so ironic how uncanny life can be....the timing.....the changes that come. While I still don't know who virused my computer....and why....it brought out some *very* needed answers which should result in "closure." My King of a husband pulled my laptop out of the virus mess, without a take in tech trip. But, thru all that....I received word from a long lost somebody that led to a string of corresponences, that today led to some "forced" answers and ultimately closure. *Thank You* for your Time and Consideration, D! I will take my love for you to my grave as you did play a very important part in my life. I can only hope you reflect, and feel the same of me in yours!
You, of little faith....always have hope. Everything *does* happen for a reason! The *small* things could be BIG things, with time and patience. And the BIG things could also be found to be *little* things, in due time. Just believe. Above all else, B E L I E V E! And a risk here and there, doesn't hurt either. But when I say "risk"....I don't mean safety risks....I just mean risks of the heart and soul.
And honestly with that, I'm exhausted and heading back out of CM for today. If you write to me, please understand that while I don't check mail daily....I will respond to any honest, credible EMail that I receive! Oh and Thanks for reading!!
Eternally;
Lady Opal
P.S. M'Lord Lucian Ice, Thanks for always believing in me, even when I don't believe in myself!
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A Dear Friend that I have missed terribly contacted me here....so the E-Mail signal brought me here. ::Sighs softly, though heavily:: "This place" {CollarMe} that I lived in brings so much emotion to life within me. And that's probably why I stay clear of it. Though if I once called you friend....know that I will eternally wonder how you are. If your someone from the Honour Dungeon I'd love to hear from you....
P.S. MM - How does it feel to sit on the other end of a correspondence with no reply? While I was *very* Thankful to hear from you via "snail mail"....know that you broke M'Heart and I'm still left with the question "why." When you can supply some more answers....I'll be waiting....
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This quote isn't really M'Type so to speak....but as dirty as it is....it's sticking and Thankfully giving me a much needed laugh....and so I kinda had to make it a keeper...!
~ Do you think the inventor of the Dildo heard a voice in her head telling her "if you build it, they will cum"? ~
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In the last couple of months, life has changed drastically. It has by far been the worst year of my life. M'Mom passed four days after her 81st birthday. {M'Master shares her birthday - so it's going to be very hard to ever celebrate his day again.} And if that wasn't already enough loss to handle, I then had to put my horse to sleep after a traumatic injury to her rear leg. I have taken an unofficial leave of absence from my chat room....so my time there is very limited. I just don't have the mental desire to "chat" right now. My world is dark and the only light that I see, is that which M'Husband and son provides. |
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It's almost been two weeks now, since I lost M'Mom. It's clearly the darkest time in my life. I feel as though the world looked this past week when the solar eclipse, darkened the skies and world. We were *very* close and nothing and no one can ease this heartbreak/ache that I am having.
So those of you that are friends, I hope you understand that I am distant and quiet. I'm just not myself. And I'm not entirely sure how long it will be if she will ever return.
To those new acquaintances that stumble upon our room....understand that even if I am in attendance to the room....I am probably just there to "police" it and make sure all is well. Being a room owner, doesn't stop for my broken heart!!!!
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I proudly own a successful chatroom on CollarMe. However, I am in *desperate* need of assistance with it for scripting the room itself and the/its bots, within it. In addition to any needed skills for mIRC!!!! I am at such a point where I would do virtually anything to learn these skills. Including hiring a paid tutor? If anyone is interested, *PLEASE* contact me as soon as possible. I am willing to learn these skills either online or off, via phone, etc. My goal is to own one of the most successful chat rooms on CollarMe. And not having these required skills, readily at hand - is seriously holding me back! Thanks for your Time & Consideration!
{Please leave me an EMail either here, or at: OpalFerret@aol.com. T'anks!!!!}
M'Master and I own a printing business, that we operate out of our home. That is just one of the many ways in which I could "barter" skills that I do have, in exchange for the knowledge I need to learn for CollarMe/bots/mIRC! Again, I would be ever so Thankful for any assistance that could be given!!
Eternally;
lady opal
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Ahhhh, life is ever shifting, changing, altering itself. Every day I awake and rise to face the challenges. I feel like I have to "juggle" every thing and every one. On some given days, my family requires more of me....and I ask the other people and things in my life to be patient in my absence from them. On other days, this online world draws from me and I have to give more to the room that I own here on CollarMe, or to a friend in need, and I ask my family to please understand. What a most understanding Master I have! Of all that I juggle, he is the most accepting of my other duties. And for that, I will be endlessly grateful. For it's his time, that I long for the very most!!! He keeps me grounded and centered and real. And the more of him that I get, the more of him that I want. Sometimes no matter how hard I try to juggle everything successfully, I just fail miserably. I am human, and I do have faults and shortcomings. I am only one....and sometimes I feel I need to be ten people to do, all that I do. Forgive me when I fail, forgive me when I am unable to give more then I have given!
M'Mother is not well. She has been very ill and hospitalized for the last month. My worst fear is to wake up to a day when she is no longer upon this earth. A better Mother one could never, have been found. She is truly the Wind Beneath M'Wings....and the darkness that covers my days while she is ill....is all encompassing. Everything *must* take a back seat to her, for I cannot and will not let her down. By her side is where I want and need to be.
I have to take a couple minutes and make mention of something I wanted to write long ago, about. First and this is longggg overdue, I am mentoring the most incredible sub M'kit. She is such a dear, dear person. I have made an incredible friend also in her Master, MtnMan. Of all the people that surround her and love her in, Honour Dungeon....she asked of me to guide her along her path. There is not a day that I do not Thank the Lord for her. May I be everything she needs me to be, to her and more.
I close this for now, still having so much I need to write about....but exhausted beyond reason. I am hoping that all those that I love - know how deeply they have touched my life. I am so blessed!
~lady opal~
~ML~
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This statement is something that has changed my life from the very first time I read it....and it's time I shared it....
Season, Reason, or Lifetime?
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that
person..
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need
you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with
guidance and support,
To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an
end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire
fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
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Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has
come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
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LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other
relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
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****Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were/are a reason, a season or a lifetime!****
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It's been a "dark" day! M'Husband/Master was told by his specialist that the fear has returned that his kidney cancer has returned and in his only remaining one. I am trying to be strong for him....but I'm not feeling all that strong, today. And so....I have cried more today then in quite some time. I just wanted to make note of this day....as horrible as it's been....my purest thought that comes close to explaining how I feel is this....
"If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you!!"
Eternally;
your slave girl
lady opal
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It's been a hard last couple of days. I'm not really "up to writing" but yet I feel like it. I should be in bed sleeping. I wish I was in bed, asleep. But alas, sleep eludes me again....
I want to make mention of a few people tonight. Where to begin? First I would like to let M'Dearest Friends: Master Robert & JRs1subbaby know how proud I am of their progress as a couple. A few weeks back I was consoling them each that perhaps it was indeed time that they part ways. It had taken me months to get to that place of realization for them. It was in the "letting go" that they truly appreciated, one the other! Each and every day though that passes, they grow stronger and I am Thankful to God for that. God's will be done though....
Last night another dear friend, KnightlHavvk lost his Mother. While we agree she's at peace, the loss is none easier....may this situation strengthen us....I value his friendship....so much. We have a shared love for this environment as well as him joining in my RPG world of WyndsoR. I am *most* blessed....
And finally for tonight....M'Lord DJ Michael Angst....hmmm....you brighten my days and put a smile upon my face when I am weary. I am already so honored to be your friend. I can only hope and pray that we can be that support for each other, til we grow old and thereafter.
As always, more will follow....probably with more regularity as it seems to be a turbulent time in my life!
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Life keeps moving, and I feel as though I am on the summit looking down....and it's 'bout time! Upon the yester-day some hefty decisions were made. WyndsoR has a new home at CollarMe! #CastleWyndsoRbytheSeaRPG - so watch for it's opening! While WR is far from new, we're stretching in different directions....aol is sadly, the past. {I never thought I'd see that day I'd give up on where I built the game - I never wanted to see that day! Yet here we are....} So, if you enjoy freeform, text based roleplay - I promise we're worth checking out!
Our message boards can be found at: http://wyndsorcstlebythesea.proboards.com/
M'MrMongoose, Thanks for all your help with getting our new room set up. I couldn't have done it without you! Know I will never forget that....
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I have been crazily busy and life is *so* good! I will expand on all that, soon, but for now I want to tell everyone 'bout a new chat room called: #Munch_Time ! It was opened by a dear, dear friend of mine {missanthropic} and as of alittle less then a week - I am officially an OP for the room! I am *SO* excited. So excited doesn't even begin to describe it. I love meeting all the new people in the room, and getting to know my fellow OP'lings, better. I am blessed far above M'Worth, and my cup runneth over!!!!
Not in our room yet? Well what are you waitin' for? ::Smiles gently:: I'll see you there!!
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Principle - particularly moral principle - can never be a weathervane, spinning around this way and that with the shifting winds of expediency. Moral principle is a compass forever fixed and forever true!
-Edward R. Lyman
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Could you please be my Knight in Shining Armor and help me get my mIRC, operating again? I've even paid for the program and it's still not working!! ::Pouts:: It could be said that I'd be eternally grateful, to anyone to take on such a challenge. The chatrooms are dreadful, without it!
With a great amount of patience: M'Lord Sir: DragonEros, solved my mIRC problems. THANK YOU!! I will forever be in your debt!!!!
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Today is our 15th wedding anniversary! I remain so proud that we have surpassed the amount of time in which everyone thought we'd "fail" in our Master/Slave, coupling. There are *no* words that could describe how happy and fulfilled I am to have this "dark place" within, satisfied. I am blessed far above M'Worth & my cup runneth over!!
Now that we have found the strength within to solve our unhappiness - we are beginning to yearn for more. We are seeking the companionship of other M/S - D/Sub couples that would like to "hang out" & enjoy what our lives have to offer.
As trust is built, we would be willing to share more and more of our lives with this fellow couple. We do live on a small farm so horseback riding would be something we would love to share with others. We have a pool - when it's not -1 degree below zero, as it is at this very moment here in the Twin Tiers/Triple Cities of NY.
We do have children and enjoy Family Movie Nights as well as Adult Movie Nights, after the young-ins are tucked in for bed. ::A gentle grin fades into a blush:: Hmm....we love to play cards, board games, camping, yard sales, flea marketing....etc. Doesn't a picnic for 4 in the park sound so refreshing? Perhaps taking the dogs for a walk to Otsingo or the Rail Trail? We have lived for our kids for so long that we have honestly let our own needs and desires. fall away. Anyone else out there done the same? Can you hear our cry?? Life is just so fleeting....and we just would really like to find other likeminded adults to share it all with. Let us know if your within driving distance and are interested in such a friendships??!! Thanks for your time!!
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