Bring light to my eyes, keep me wanting to see more, to do more, to help me see all of my boundaries, be my everything be the man that can spin me around a dance floor then be the man that spins me around till i'm bent over his knee taking a spanking. Dote on me, play with me, know me...my desires, my wants, how i've come to be who i am. Keep me begging for play with you, lets keep our sexual desires open. Allow me to be that one.

mmm being spanked last night was just enough. pretty please may i have more? ;)

Honest to god, i'm just sort of done allowing men to get close to me. no wonder i prefer to have a girlfriend any day than i would a man. 

At times I wonder if I ask for too much, but I believe I have every right to do as I please and pick and choose what traits I prefer in a man. Nothing is wrong with that notion. Ideally, i'd prefer a calm, patient, appreciative man that knows when my body and mind craves domination. A man that can challenge me intellectually. Can appreciate my passions in life and draw me in with there own. I live to serve and yet I find time and time again being turned away by the vanilla men because i'm so very willing to rely on them sexually. I can EASILY stand on my own two feet without them, so sorry, I don't need someone to think for me. The life I lead with an individual should be as simple as the ebb and flow of waves. A warm push and pull of desire. 

I desire knowing everything I can do to be that persons everything, To be all a person wanted and more.

So easily could I fall to me knees if I found what I am searching for, and hoping fate will bring it to me.

so i've submitted to the fact that there is no dominant that has caught my attention. ohhh where are all the real doms left in this scene.... 

at times i wonder where my life turns. where things pick up. how comfortable i've become in the norm. yet something feels like its missing...