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LadyBug5949

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IF YOU ARE MARRIED GO AWAY.?I don't tread on another woman's property and I also do not play with lesbians and I am not even a little bit bi-curious. I am a straight heterosexual submissive female. ? If You are reading my profile I hope that You can at least tolerate country music because I am going to quote a line from one of my favorite songs, The Rose.? ? "It's the rose afraid of dying who cannot seem to give." ? That would be me. Don't be put off by my aloof attitude because I am a giving woman who is looking for?her partner in life. Not a husband, I've had too many of them. But a companion. A man who has balls enough to be able to handle me, to take me--as I am. Take control and show me what it brings to O/our relationship, as I will surely give to You everything that it is within my power to give. ? I say one thing, yet mean another. I AM a sexual submissive. I am NOT a slave and never will be. I admire the women who are able to be slaves and serve their Masters 24/7. I tried it once before for two years when I first found my way to the lifestyle and found that I cannot give everything, which is what a slave is expected to do.?But I will serve You well as long as You realize that I am simply submissive and not a slave. I want a companion, not a husband. I want to share my life with You, as I hope You want to share Yours with me. No, not on a 24/7 basis and I still do not believe that LDRs can work. They are simply lacking in that control thing that I NEED. So consider that before getting in touch with me. W/we have to be compatible. ? I may indeed go to my grave unsatisfied but that's fate. And I'd rather go unsatisfied than to settle for less that I want and need. ? Thank You for taking the time to read my profile. ? Respectfully, ? ladybug ?
9/14/2013 11:15:56 AM
After an absence of 10 months of absence ive decided to try again to find my one. intelligence and integrity required. background search a must. i am sick and tired of players, wannabees and has beens. I am asking for no more than i am willing to give.
2/3/2011 6:10:19 PM

Where are You?  I've been waiting for You for such a long time.  I need You in my life.  You are a sadist.  You are a control freak.  You are a Dominant. You want me on my knees, honoring the man that You are.  Together W/we are one . . . and You ARE my One.  But WHERE are You?  I am waiting.  Come and find me.

8/1/2009 10:59:34 AM
I ended my last posting with "A Reason, A Season, or a Lifetime."  That comes from something I've read and I want to share it with you if you are here reading my ramblings:
A Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season, or
a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you
will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON . . . It is
usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have
come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you
with guidance and support, to aid you physically,
emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a
godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason
you need them to be.

Then, without any wrong doing on your part, or at an
inconvenient time, this person will say or do something
to bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die.
Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realise is that our need has been met, our
desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you
sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON . . .
Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount
of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; things
you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional
foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the
person, and put what you have learned to use in all
other relationships and areas of your life. It is said
that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Sometimes you can't know until after it's over with, WHY that person was in your life.  Was it for a reason, a season, or a lifetime?  I have been wrong in my estimation as to why a person is in my life and have had to revise my opinion after the relationship was finished, as was the case with my former Master.  I thought He was in my life for a lifestime but, after I released myself, I realized He was there for a reason, mainly to help me understand what my former husband had done to  me, to help me see all that there was to see, and then He taught me how to move on.  I left Him with many bittersweet memories because I did love Him and I thought W/we would be together not only for the rest of O/our natural lives here, but also through time and eternity.  As I said, I have been known to be wrong, and I was wrong about Him in many ways.  He was there for me when I needed Him to be, but He also was not who and what He claimed to be and He hurt me in as many ways as my ex-husband did.  Again, a reason, a season, a lifetime.                                                                                                      

7/6/2009 5:01:59 PM
There are many different ways of being on your knees: 

A maid is on her knees mopping a floor, earning an honorable living. 

A supplicant is in prayer on their knees praying to a Power great than s/he, for something that is needed. 

I will be on my knees honoring my One. I will be there willingly and joyfully, knowing that I am paying homage to the One I respect and trust.

Within the lifestyle respect and trust are earned and when I bow before Him it will be with the belief that I have finally found my One.

A new beginning has brought me new hope for tomorrow and the days that follow. 

Time will tell whether it is for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
blueeyeswitch
 
 Age: 22
 Amity, Oregon