I have not slept all night for any period of time. she constantly on My mind. I woke this morning with every intent of post poning today. But I couldnt. Thoughts of that beautiful one that I desire so much and not being able to take the next step of O.our relationship, the first meet, are too much.
Getting over knee surgery, bronchitis and no sleep is not the way I wish to start with her today, however, life calls.
I am not so high in My own mind to admit that I am nervous, anxious, happy and excited. My body aches as tired as I have ever felt, I am sure when I step into that cold wall of a shower and the hot jets hit My body, I will feel better but at this moment, all I can feel is the body telling Me that I am tired.
I just read a post writing about a relationship gone sour. I cringed as I felt his words so painfully put here on site for all to read and share with him. I dont want this negativity to affect Me today and I hope that when I meet My girl in person, she will be able to reinforce My belief that we all are human and need each other without cruel and harsh words and actions.
girl's husband will be also meeting Me today. In My dreams, he steps back into his world after lunch and leaves girl with Me. I wish to wrap My arms around her, kiss her softly and whisper how she delights Me. My fingers gripping her long hair around tightly as I pull her head back and force her to look into My eyes to see My desire is much more than just to bring forth those tears from My Sadistic driven actions, but those also of NEED and HUNGER. I need and crave her tears, her begging for My Mercy. I wish I could do more than put some silly cliches for all to get a remote idea of how badly I want this girl as My own, I fail miserably at that, no words could ever paint the true solid picture that haunts My thoughts and My thought process to no end.

Tomorrow, tomorrow, wherefor art thou tomorrow?

I will be meeting My girl for the first time in person. 

LR47 is now under a Collar of Consideration.

I am just tickled and delighted to have found such a valuable jewel as My girl. 

I wish for her to know that she is welcomed into My World for as long as W.we both shall desire to be together.

I believe I have found My one. I plan to ask her to provide information on her CM profile that she is under the Collar of Consideration by Me since this is where W/we met.

I had truly begun to think that this site was nothing but full of losers, wannabes, and fakes. But ... she has proven Me wrong. Not that I like being wrong, however, in this scenario, I am willing to eat My crow and enjoy it.

girl is someone that I have only dreamed about having in My life. With O/our lives being so different and succinct at the same time, I truly believe she is My one.