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LAnicky asks: DO YOU NEED WHAT "I, sub" OFFER?? I respect/admire an OLDER white stern/patient/high-libido straight male/DOM. Objective: dating/play leading to lifestyle relationship. I'm a luscious, very ladylike Latina mix in Los Angeles, city of the Angels--into lite D/S stuff (NO serious pain!). Dk hair and eyes. Medium-large. Have good job and drive. Deceptive looks and very conscious of public scrutiny. But Live to serve (try to).

Truthfully, I am not the average sub--no excuses or apologies b'cuz I am spicey after all...but sweet. No harem or "stable" mates please. I'm a 1-man woman (possibly). No baggage. Varied interests in/outside.

SOME would say I've a semi-sub nature. I'm not bratty -- just probably 75%+ independent thinker/doer type career person. I seem rambucious at times because in public life I am in control-- usually--or just around lazy/lazier people! Ha-hah! Full of surprises BUT all in fun AND to please the right male. And there IS quite a bit more to me than just the sunny/dark (?) sexual side.

MORE MORE MORE when we connect.
can you keep up?
will i what?!
can i what?!
see what happens...
CAUTION:
It takes smarts to attract my attention-- not into wasting anymore time. Like moth to flame for some i know. Saving full story and honestly for right one.
You'll never find... (u know the rest)

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9/27/2006 11:31:14 AM
09/27/06.  Message from the bone dry valley... "Been a long time, been a long lonely, lonely time!"

4/12/2006 4:06:51 PM
For now, enjoy the thought of me prancing in the rain, in slow motion. I'm feeling the warmth of unseen sunshine behind the clouds as I look forward to the day when I meet you!!!

3/4/2006 9:37:27 PM
March 4, 2006.  Torment. Shame. Add Humiliation. It all comes back to me. Like free-falling from an amusement park ride and knowing the safety belt wasn't locked deliberately by strong arms and hands I trusted...and he did so with a beautiful smile --wanted to harm the thing he loved most in the world.  HE didn't think I would land on my feet, naked sure, but safe and stronger. Strong enough to walk away with head held high as the crowd parted, clapped, whistled and cheered!!!

1/24/2006 12:55:15 AM

January 23, 2006:  Miss me? I made a left turn down the road and got lost for over a month.  An amazing but short journey to __ . I seem to have wandered back here with no external markings to show for all I've been through (i.e., paddles, etc.).  Strange how a slight change in perspective can change everything.  I did vow to be upfront, and will sooner than later.  "You'll never find..." plays on.


11/30/2005 3:56:52 PM
Collarme Week ??   "ALRIGHT.  BEG TO PLEASE ME, NICKY!"

10/29/2005 9:18:38 PM
Collarme Week 4: " EITHER YOU DO OR YOU DON'T WANT A DOM." His words, those words, grate on my eardrums like keys being swept across my car doors. *moan* I'm doomed if I'm not found and tamed to his whim. I've no way of venting my frustration. So what if I clench my fists and strain to kick free and to scream out is only a wish.  No, the ropes around my wrists and ankles and the gag are too snug to allow any such freedom of expression...

10/24/2005 4:24:54 PM

Collarme Week 3: "HAVEN'T FOUND HIM OR HER YET, HUH?"  He knows I've been damn busy so I don't know why He has to rub it in that I haven't had time to get online and chat it up with the all the marvelous 'dom-portunities' out there waiting for LAnicky.  I feel pressured though. So many questions and requests to chat/meet being thrown at me from Doms of all persuasions (and male subs too). Yeesh! It's fascinating but I've no time to be swept away.  I must strive to keep focused and steer through the distractions. I must find HIM - that one special DOM out there. Keep in mind, it takes two. HE must must be searching for me among all those others...  Ooohh, I don't wish to think of the competition!!! Many have a better time of it I'm sure. It's like some nightmarish juggling act of sorts with what seems like too many obstacles... this process is fast paced; it's nuts! Not at all what I'm used to! Forgive me if I don't get back to you right away! Next time, I promise to at least say something about my interests...


10/14/2005 6:26:14 PM
Disclaimer:  I, sub, is not a drama queen but has a "creative streak" so for peace of mind it's best to just enjoy and partially believe the following entries. In sharing the "give" and "take" snapshots of my life, i've absolutely no intention of damaging anyones reputation or feelings. If anything i risk sharing too much of my repressed persona.

COLLARME WEEK 1: "ON YOUR KNEES!" His words (my semi-partner/friend) echo, bouncing off the walls and resounding between my ears and trailing off somewhere into the depths of my being. well, i am still on my knees. one week on my knees. waiting. finally looking side to side (the coast is clear...?) and then quickly reaching up to the keyboard and typing in my first journal entry.  it's been week 1 after posting an ad for a remarkable deserving DOM.  some DOM out there for me to serve. my search is  
not in vain.  there are replies, interested DOMs. my sweet sweat is gliding down the side of my face. will He know? He will. will He find out? He will. He does. He asked, no snicked a growl lowly, "you DARE to seek someone with a "reasonable" and "sane" heart?!" And being the drama King, all bark really, He said, with remarkable distainful certainty, "you WON"T find a replacement so easily.  look all you want, My glory.  no one is better or worst for you than Me!" and with satisfaction He added, "it won't matter because you'll come crawling back."   maybe so.  i'm still on my knees, waiting.  I, sub.
 p.s. it's now 2:27 a.m., Oct. 15th! here i am hours later after first posting Week 1--just minutes ago discovered by Him at my keyboard...  He has instructed me to correct my errors, in reference to Him, and to highlight them in bold and then to--  anything to make Him happy, of course. well, most whatever stirs His jollies. don't worry. He wants nothing to do with my search and won't read this anyway.  He consents to my writing anything/anyone/anywhere but won't read my "trash."  my title truly fits the hour. I, sub.

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Misssy6
 
 Age: 19
 Miami, Florida