The Seattle move failed, yay reasons. So back in Georgia now. guess thats ok, I have close friends here so it's working out fine ^.^

So lets see, Moving to Seattle, better place for my Transition to take place, easier to get around, and a larger community to experience. Had a girlfriend for awhile =D, said she loved me, all the things, Guess she was far more controlling than I thought, cause the first time I disagreed with her, she called it quits. Ouch T^T.

Hmm, oh, I'm utterly obsessed with a little girls show and I don't care, it's awesome and makes me smile and happy, so Thats awesome XD. yay my Little Pony =P.

Turns out, didn't find anyone, felt strung along, they tell me not to be depressed about it, but it's only natural, I had my hopes up and they where dashed, got over it quickly, but more upset that I was told not to be upset at a "lets just be friends" line. W/E, so I'm on the market again Yay =D

Changed my profile abit, I got over it. I'm fucking awesome and I know it, I might have someone, but even if I don't. Their lose, they helped turn me around, helped me get down off the cross, use the wood to build a bridge, and get over it. and you know what? I think this new outlook is mighty fine.

Kicked Soda out of my life, heard that's a great way to loose weight fast. will start taking up walking, probably start attempting yoga, Might...MIGHT even give up some of my fave foods, but baby steps Hehe.

I feel so alone ya know? I lay awake crying sometimes, it hurts so much, it's like it's crushing me.

I have a hard time making a choice and it spirals from there, I wonder how worthless am I? I can barely make a Decision for myself, and it eats me up inside. Where is my owner? I know I was ment to serve, why haven't they found me yet/ I've been looking so hard for so long...Maybe I'm just ment to be alone.