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Hi all,

i belong to a wonderful Master, it is just over 2 years now together.
it is my joy to belong to Him. He owns me completely, body, soul and mind. i am fortunate enough to be one of those in a r/l amazing relationship.

He is one of the good Ones, Good hearted, melts me within minutes of touch. talks me thru any pain. has the most wonderful hands in the world.


on being slave,

i believe i am defined as slave solely. it is an innate part of me. it is who i am. my surrender is much more than submission and playing on occasion. it is total and complete letting go of self and surrendering all control.

my sole desire is to please and serve Him.

i honor and respect Him with all He commands of me. It is my job to make Him happy and proud to own me and i try every day to do everything He wishes.

there is Love, and adoration for Him daily, it is what makes this relationship so wonderful. It is not simply servitude there is friendship, depth, openness, and most of all a Love that goes beyond Love even.


He is both light and darkness to me- in His Mastery i am free

i am His forever if it pleases Him.

9/23/2005 7:25:31 PM

ssometimes there doesn't have to be touch, His control goes so far beyond physical,  the mind is a power unto itself.

melting without touch isn't that beautiful...

He is where i find my self




9/21/2005 3:25:31 PM

Have i mentioned that i love being His slut?..


thank you that is all...

9/20/2005 4:29:00 PM

intensity, that is the word of the day, 



i  love this Master more than He may ever know,  there is something about those words of love coming to our ears and hearts just as we are experiencing pain from every angle,  to the nipples, tight in suspension, the knife, that evil little wheel,   i do promise you that i could take just about anything He gave me if i heard those words and that voice close to me. there is something about  the words of love that make any pain bearable.

9/18/2005 3:00:28 PM

i was thinking today about how amazingly contented i feel,  it's strange to explain to others perhaps but just the knowledge of being owned brings that.  and that contentment comes from just knowing, it does not have to come from pain or pleasure or any type of activity. just that simple thought that i am where i am supposed to be.  i belong to the One i should be with, i believe in that bliss with all my heart.

9/9/2005 12:20:41 PM



i cannot think of a better way to begin a weekend, then being naked, cuffed hands behind  your back ,  on knees, giving a Master you adore pleasure.  Well that and THE best hugs in the world.. and i promise you they are THE BEST! 

happy Friday everyone!   

9/7/2005 5:02:56 PM
part of a letter to my Master, i'd like to share.  i share it because it is nice to let everyone know what a good relationship of trust and love can bring. 


Master is it always about You and what pleases You. i
only want that in everything i do.  to take Your pain,
is not always easy, but it is not for me, it is Yours.
pain can be this beautiful thing, but You have to
feel it. and i always feel it for You.

i bet You don't know how much it both excites me and
puts me in my place when i see Your face very intense
and stern. when You do Your preparation and Your
thing.  You have Your own zone.. and place You find
when You do what You do there is this amazing sexiness
about You and the whole scene.. i see it.. and feel
it. 

what i knew today is i was more afraid than usual
because i did not know how harsh it would be. but i
knew the knife would find me at some point which it
did.. and i am glad You put Your K on me.  it did hurt
and i am still sore, but it is a good thing..:) that
wheel was vicious.. the nipple was crying.. :)  that
little cane of Your was sharp and biting..i know You
could have hurt me more with that.. but i did feel
it..:) 

being with You is exhausting but so amazing.. i am
never quite sure when i am floating and when i am
conscious.. well always conscious i hear You but
sometimes in a foggy way, which takes longer to
respond to. its a place that is hard to explain.. def
a high.. i am still there to an extent tonight..but i
am ok.. going to bed earlier than usual..:) 

thank You Master, for everything You give me. 

Lalita03
 
 Age: 31
  Georgia