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First things first. My username. The name Krow has a lot of meaning to me. I'll explain the history and more so of "Krow" at the bottom of my profile, as it's the least important thing.
So, about me huh?
I apologize for the following being somewhat scattered.
I like to believe that I'm somewhat intelligent, and I've been told I'm quite kind, though that's not >always< (but usually is) the case with those who willingly choose to be slaves/subs. It fully depends on what they wish before and even after becoming one.
I consider myself of somewhat below-average attractiveness, which adds to my reasoning for not showing what I look like until I somewhat know and trust the person I show.
Although I only recently joined sites such as this, I do have quite a bit of knowledge of BDSM, as well as a bit of psychology. More so psychology of the dom mind and sub mind, which extends to Master/Mistresses and slaves and their respective minds, though my psych knowledge encompasses more than just those mindsets.
I tend to go from very mature when calm to very immature when something gets me hyped up. I also tend to not act out anger until after I've calmed down (if I act on my anger at all) so I can make a better decision about how to handle it, though I do occasionally explode out of anger, though this is almost always over things that have nothing to do with others.
Ironically for a Dom, I hold absolute personal freedom for everyone in very high regard, though if someone willingly gives up their freedom then I have no qualms.
While I'm for the most part somewhere between asexual and demisexual, (meaning I rarely have sexual attraction as it is and rarer still because there are certain traits that must be had for me to be sexually attracted to someone) I'm relatively obsessed with sexuality and the related ideas.
I greatly enjoy philosophy, various sciences, reading, fiction writing, programming, and researching the occult and various religions. So there's that.
A potential good thing or potential bad thing, depending on how you look at it, is that I sometimes go through periods of time where my libido is nearly non-existent.
My ideal situation for the future would probably be...
Anywhere from one to three female slaves and possibly one male slave, any and all of which would have a good dynamic with me, however likely or unlikely that may be. Please note that any potential slaves would take quite a while before both they and I are convinced that our relationship would work well, as I'm not going to rush into a relationship of any kind, particularly like this. Owning someone is a huge responsibility, and I and the slave should both be fully aware of what the likely future would entail. I would write the previous in a second person wording, but for the sake of any doms reading, as well as the common idea of slaves/subs never being referred to in the first person, I didn't. Even though I doubt I'd utilize that, some slaves/subs would prefer it I'm sure.
I suppose that's it, so if you're interested, drop me a message. I'll probably end up checking this site at least daily, so don't necessarily expect any time frame for a response if you do message me.
Alright, so I guess I should give everyone a heads up on what problems I have.
First and foremost, I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. Specifically about contamination, though I do have other types as well. So if you are interested in becoming a slave or sub for me, bear in mind that this would add a few extra rules that most others wouldn't have.
I'm also a diagnosed Sociopath. If you don't actually know what that is, basically a sociopath is someone who has a personality disorder that manifests as amoral and/or antisocial behavior, or someone who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience.
Lastly, I have a mental issue that basically gives me a lot of self loathing, though in my case this only comes up if I damage an established relationship with someone. So that could potentially come up at some point.
Here's to everyone finding what they're looking for.
About my username:
The Crow is a glorious animal, second only the wolf, whose society is the apex possibility, as the crow is essentially the wolves of the air. A murder of crows, called such by the folktale that they hold tribunals to judge a crow in their flock, and killing it as a group if they ruled against the individual crow. In truth, they only kill outsiders and only if they are already dying.
The more accurate source of the name of the flock is due to their association with battlefields. This is very symbolic to me, as life is nothing but a battlefield, as is the mind, the body, the heart, and every interpersonal relationship of any kind. My philosophy is to not fight the battles that can be avoided, but scavenge the remains of all that I come across.
The Crow is one of the few birds, and animals overall, who can learn human speech. In fact, they can learn it far more effectively and expansively than even parrots, and some modern humans... To me, that adaptivity and ability to learn and advance is admirable, and I strive to follow their example in learning all I can.
The Crow is the most intelligent bird, knowing to build a nest quickly, without concern for it's security beyond what is necessary, and often owls, eagles, and even squirrels will inhabit abandoned nests to expand upon. Again, this is very symbolic to me, as I try to both develop a basis and improve the ideas and lives of others whenever possible.
Lastly, a very dear friend of mine has been writing a story for the past few years, originally with my help. He recently began to rewrite it, and based a character off of me in acknowledgement. He, without knowing my affinity for crows, named the character Krow. I chose this name as a tribute to him and our friendship, as well as the above symbolic reasoning. Unfortunately, the name Krow is often taken before I attempt to make it my own, so I chose the 18 in reference to the age that I never expected to survive to. For a year, it will also coincide with the number of orbits I have been on the earth for.
As such, do not expect to be in any way acknowledged if you attempt to mock or scorn my username.
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