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UPDATE: April 2013 If you are a marriage minded, single or divorced, masochistic, male with slave inclinations, around my age, and living within a reasonable distance of say Richmond, VA, I would very much like to hear from you. Now, I do NOT mean a male "switch". I am seeking a true male masochist like myself who understands the need for pain and suffering on a regular basis. If you are pain euphoric and pain orgasmic that would make us identical in our masochistic natures. If you would like to share yourself and your life with a woman who is just like you then please write to me. I've given this a whole LOT of thought and I know deep down that if I'm going to be truly happy in a relationship it really has to be with someone just like myself. If you feel the same way then we should be together. Please be sincere and serious if you reply. =================

Torture Is The Great Motivator. Everyone knows that torture can motivate a person to do or say anything for the sake of mercy and relief from the unrelenting pain. Torture during the Spanish Inquisition forsed untrue confessions out of people. Torture by the Nazis made even the most determined spys give up their secrets. If you torture someone long enough and hard enough you can get them to eat maggot infested dog poo, and they'll do it too if that's the only way the bring an end to their agony and suffering. Torture give someone supreme and God-like power over their vulnerably naked and helplessly restrained victim. I often wonder what it would be like to be in the position of the victim. Can you imagine the incredible sense of helplessness, hopelessness, desperation, despair, and terror people must feel inside when they know that they are in the inescapable clutches of someone who isn't about to show any pity until they do exactly what their Tormentress or Tormentor demands? Can you imagine what it's like to know that nobody is going to come to your rescue and that the only way to save yourself is by doing something you don't want to do at all? Can you imagine what it must be like to reach your breaking point, and to realize that you simply have to do something unthinkable because it's the only way to stop the pain? Suppose you had someone in your clutches--stark naked and hanging by its wrists from your ceiling like a slab of raw meat. The creature is entirely at your mercy. You can demand that it do absolutely anything you wish, or you'll torture it until it does exactly what you want it to do. It doesn't matter if what you demand is disgusting, revolting, and even sickening. It doesn't matter if what you demand will dehumanize the poor creature. It doesn't matter how defiant the creature might be at first because you know that ultimately you'll have your way, and that creature's defiance will only prolong it's anguish and ordeal. And, just how long could you prolong the ordeal? If you back off a moment before the creature's will shatters, and give it a brief rest so that some of its defiance returns, you might be able to make your victim suffer for days before the inevitable happens. Have you ever wished you could have a human guinea pig to experiment on and to find out just what kind of awful attrocities you can force it to commit by using torture as your means of breaking its will to resist? Have you ever wanted to see just how drawn out you could make a torture session before your victim can no longer hold out under the pain and cracks into pieces? If you have always wanted to do this then you should know that I am a willing guinea pig. If you have a proper torture chamber, where nobody can hear me scream, then strip me, hang me up, order me to commit some horrific act that you know I can't make myself do, and torture me for as long as you can make me hold out until eventually I simply have to do what you want. Genuinely sadistic couples and sadistic Dommes ONLY. NO Doms. NO Dom/Switch couples. Only real Domme/Dom couples and single Dommes with genuine sadistic inclinations. Multiple Domme/Dom couples as well as multiple single Dommes. Would consider a Dom ONLY if he has a slavegirl willing to undergo the very same tortures used to break me.

You get to choose ONE THING you want me to do--anything goes--and you get to keep me for as long as it takes to make me do it. I'm sure you can find tortures that will shatter my will in a couple of hours. How long you have me depends entirely on how unthinkable the act is that you want me to do and whether you can temper your sadism so that I don't give in to the pain too quickly. Can you make me last all day? What about for a week?
By The Way . . .

I am also very much interested in real life encounters with other slavegirls and slaveboys who share my masochistic instincts and who want to get together to try different things on each other, talk about SM, go to hardware stores and improvise instruments together, and form good, caring relationship based on mutual support for our shared passion--maybe even visit dominant sadists as a girl/girl or girl/boy slave "couple".
6/10/2009 6:02:54 AM


Many people are writing to me and it is clear that they do NOT understand exactly what I am seeking or WHY I want this.  So, let me post to my journal an email that I just sent to a couple who have expressed an interest in me and the situation I propose.  Hopefully, this will make it clearer to other people as well.


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I don't know if the two of you fully understand what I'm seeking.  You don't get to make me do one thing after another.  You don't get to make me be a whore and then an endtable and then something else.  You get to pick out one single thing that I have to do in order to save myself.  ONE THING and ONLY ONE THING.  And, as soon as I do this ONE THING the torture stops and you release me.  Now you can make this ONE THING so repulsive, so sickening, and so disgusting that I would NEVER in a million years, and NOT for any amount of money, EVER do this thing of my own free will.  You can make this ONE THING something that to me is unthinkable and undoable.  So, pick out just ONE THING and then find a place where you can keep me in naked and chained captivity and imprisonment for an indefinate period of time and take me there.  Once you have me lock up, torture me and keep on torturing me until I have nothing left in me anymore to resist and agree to do this ONE THING you've picked out.  Once I do this ONE THING it's over and you end the tortures and set me free.  I want to make this clear.  I do ONE THING ONLY to earn mercy and freedom and you ONLY get to torture me until I do it.  But, once I do it everything ends.  I hope that makes it clear.

Now, it's up to you just how long you get to have me and what you can do to me.  If you pick ONE THING that isn't something I see as a horrific attrocity then you'll make it easy for me to do this ONE THING an I'll take that way out as soon as the pain gets to be too much for me to tollerate.  But, if you pick ONE THING that I would give anything in this world to avoid having to do at all then I'm going to try and hold out under the torture for as long as possible before I decide to do it and save myself.  The worse this ONE THING is then the longer you'll have me for torture.  And, there is no limit what-so-ever on just how you can torture me.  You can be heartlessly brutal if you want.  You can torture me until faint if you like, and then revive me and continue the torture.  You can torture me in ways that create permanent scars if you like.  The two of you will have complete and total control over the intensity of the pain you inflict on me and the magnitude of my suffering. 



BUT, you have to be smart about it.  If you want to prolong my agony, and get the maximum amount of sadistic enjoyment out of me that you can, then you can't be too excessive with the torture.  If you start to slice pieces of flesh off my body with a knife then you can be sure that that's going to shock me far far more than the thought of doing this ONE THING you'll picked out, and I'll do that ONE THING just to stop you from cutting me into little pieces.  You might start to torture me that way but you'll never even get to slice the first pice off, because I'll scream "I'll do it" before you can get that far.  All you'll succeed in doing, if you take the torture too far, is ruining it for yourselves by breaking me too quickly.  You have to pick out forms of torture that WON'T ruin or destroy my body or you'll drive me to do this ONE THING too soon.  You also have to be aware of my physical condition while you're torturing me.  If you see that I'll on the verge of breaking then you have to hold back on the pain, give me some relief, and let me rest long enough for me to feel as though I can go on.  You have to make sure that I retain at least SOME of my will to resist, and the only way to do that is to make sure that this ONE THING that I have to do to save myself is something I keep viewing as worse than the tortures being inflicted on me.  If you drive me to the point where the torture is worse than this ONE THING I have to do then I'll do it and your fun ends.  While you may have me for no limits and no codeword torture you can't take that too far or I'll break and it's all over.  So, you have to temper your sadism and give me relief from the pain at times, not out of any sense of pity or mercy, but for sadistically selfish reasons, so you can keep on torturing me. 

Like I said, I agree to an open ended situation.  You do NOT have to stop the torture and release me until I do this ONE THING.  How long I suffer is entirely up to me and how long I can endure the agony before I break.  If you're smart about it, and don't torture me to excess, it might take a few days before I finally succumb to the pain.  Who know, you might even be able to drag it out for a couple of weeks, and prolong my suffering for quite a while.  You get me for however long it takes to make me do that ONE THING and NO LONGER THEN THAT.  Besides torturing me you can make the conditions of my captivity absolutely terrible.  You can starve me.  You can make me bleed.  You can keep me stuffed in a cramped cage the entire time I'm not being tortured.  You rape me and sodomize me over and over again.  Your ladyfriend can sit on my face as often as she wants and make me lick her.  And, once again, the worse the conditions are the sooner you're going to make me want to end it all by doing that ONE THING I have to do to earn my freedom.  You get me quite literally as nothing more than a piece of meat, and you can vent your sadistic cruelty on me with intensity and severity for as long as you can make me hold out, but it all stops as soon as I do that ONE THING.

I hope this makes what I'm seeking clearer.  ONE THING.  That's ALL you get to choose, and we part company right after I do it.

You're probably wondering why I want this in the first place.  My ethnic background is French and my great aunt (my grandmother's sister) was living in France during the Nazi occupation of World War Two.  She was 23 years old when France fell and became part of the French resistance movement in the Paris area.  A trator in their group turned her into the Gestapo and she was arrested.  I asked her many many times what happened to her while she was under arrest but she would never tell me.  It wasn't until I got old enough to understand things more clearly that she finally started to tell me that story.

She spend three weeks being held naked in a cell in the basement of Gestapo headquarters in Paris.  She went through just the very kind of thing I'm seeking.  She had only ONE THING to do in order to earn a transfer to a more "normal" prison and that was give the Gestapo the names of the people she knew who were part of her resistance group.  To her, that was an undoable act.  So, they tortured her, raped her, and put her through a living hell for three weeks.  She still has the scars from the unmerciful whippings and beatings she had to endure, and there are a lot of them on her body.  They tortured her until she was half dead.  And, she was convinced that her chief interrogator was less interested in getting the information out of her than he was in simply torturing her for his own sadistic pleasure.  She said that thinking back on it all it always seemed that he stopped torturing her just short of breaking her will, and she was always raped or sodomized by him before he had the guards drag her back to her cell.  She was basically just a toy for him to play with.  But, yes, he did eventually break her.  She did give them the names of people.  After the war, which she said she just bearly managed to survive, nobody faulted her for giving up those other people to the Nazis.  She said that most people were amazed that she even held out as long as she did, and she had the scars to prove what she had been through.

I want a more intimate understanding of her ordeal.  I want to go through the very same thing myself.  That's why I'm seeking this situation.  I want it to be like Gestapo interrogation.  Like my great aunt, I have only ONE THING to do to save myself, and I have to endure unending torture until I make myself do it.  Unlike my great aunt, I won't let myself be tortured to the point where I'm covered with scars and half dead from the pain and suffering.  I WILL do what I have to do BEFORE that happens.  But, in the process, I'll become my great aunt and be able to say that I truely do understand what her ordeal was like.  Also unlike my great aunt, I'm a masochist.  The living hell she endured has an appeal to me that it didn't have to her.  I'll get a personal sense of gratification out of it that she didn't get.  She passed away a few years ago, an was well into her 80's when she left us.  She had a long life in spite of having to live through a horrible ordeal in her early 20's.  Living through the same thing myself doesn't mean that I'll be shortening my own life span either.  The stories she finally brought herself to tell me aren't enough for me.  I want to know FIRST HAND what it was really like for her.  I want to go through it myself.  That's why I'm seeking this situation.

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