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Hello,
Back after a bit of a hiatus. I am moving forward in my transition from male (never a Man) to female. I would be happy to find someone to help guide me through the transition as well into a more submissive, and ultimately, owned role.
I am very Bi, enjoying both men and women. I am probably not comfortable in all public settings with a man at this point, but I can be in groups or places where it is not unexpected.
For as long as I can remember I have felt the needs that I tend to identify as subbish and masochistic. Unfortunately, my level of need tends to vary a lot from the need to be a complete slave to a complete lack of interest (Honestly, depending mostly on when I last masturbated). My interests can run to the extreme in my fantasies, but I am not sure how well they would translate into reality. There is little I would set as a hard limit, but I think I would want to take some time before being dumped in the deep end. My biggest fetishes are control and humiliation. I am also an exhibitionist and am happy to share any pictures asked for.
I am leery because I don't want to be labeled a fake, but I am unsure and trying to find out where I fit. I hate talking about my needs as someone who is trying to identify as a sub, but I don't want to be dishonest about who I am.
Also, in the vein of being open, I should state that I suffer from severe depression. I have found that the few times I have been able to submit do help alleviate my depression. I hope, that in finding a strong Dominant, they are able to help me find peace through training and service.
Thank you for reading this. I imagine I will add more at some point.
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