What brings me here? What attracts me to the Dommes that prey on here looking for their meat to devour and swallow up whole?
I've been spending a lot of time trying to figure that out. I know what I am and by the chart below You know what I am as well. It's not that hard to figure out and after we talk it will become very apparent as to what I truly am. But for years I've tried to answer the question, what am I truly attracted to in a Domme? It's not physical appearance, never has been and never will be, that's shallow and pathetic to state that as from a physical perspective all I care to look at are the eyes and if I can see the path to the soul then that's all that matters.
Then one day it hit me like a ton of bricks.......it's the rage, the strength, the attitude that gets my senses going. I am weak mentally, I am weak physically in a lot of ways and in the deep dark recesses of my mind I like to think of myself as prey.......
So are you a hunter? Do you enjoy finding your prey? Do you have the attitude and rage to see someone so weak that merely your words can destroy them mentally? Crush them and show them what their world needs to be?
Submissive 93% Degradation 89% Masochist 68% Exhibitionist / Voyeur 64% Experimental 64% Bondage 57% Sadist 43% Switch 21% Vanilla 14% Dominant 0%
I am a masochist, very much a masochist that gets excited at the thought of its own suffering, physically and mentally, especially mentally. While the physical part of this lifestyle is amazing the mental side is where true power and control come from. Anyone can wield a whip, but can you control the mind? the spirit? That is true Dominance.
If you control the mind the body will follow.
3/12/2012 7:18:01 AM
The darkness in our minds....is it a journey or a destination??? What do you think?
9/17/2011 8:54:50 PM
Sitting in a very dark place in your mind....do you dare to go there???