I think it’s time to put the toys away, right now I want to hurt someone, anyone, it doesn’t matter who, but I want to hurt them so badly they beg me to stop, and not stop.
I haven’t been able to inflict a good amount of pain on anyone for quite a while, and now with the anger in me I doubt, I could keep control.
If I am honest, I don’t want to keep that control, I want to lose control, completely.
Don’t give me the opportunity.