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Been away for awhile, decided to give this another try. Still the same me, but only a little older and wiser. Going to go out of my comfort zone, try to be more open minded.

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1/24/2024 10:38:59 PM

Now I'm sad. It was a wonderfully painful 5 days of having Sir home.

Now He has left for parts unknown. Do not know how long Sir will be gone. 

Waiting patiently for His safe return.


1/23/2024 10:51:56 PM

Sir has been home for five days.

Making up for lost time. Taking a small break. Need some fresh air.

Sir will soon depart for parts unknown.

I will miss Him...


1/1/2024 11:46:13 PM

There are things that I miss. It's hard when your Sir is away for months at a time.  You begin to crave certain things. Sex toys are fine, but nothing beats the real thing. Nothing can replace His feel, His touch. 

Waiting for His return...


12/5/2023 11:28:01 PM

Love walking into my Sir's home. Getting naked and kneeling by His front door ready to greet Him. 

Hearing the key slide in, to unlock the door. Watching the handle turn, seeing the door open. I can feel myself getting wet. Just seeing His face as He walks in and towards me.

He stands before me, waiting for me to undress Him. Waiting for Him to use me...

 



6/4/2023 8:42:20 AM

Taking a break to take care of my mom.


1/4/2023 12:30:02 AM

It feels good to be used again, to serve my new Dom. 


12/3/2022 5:48:56 PM

Took a break. Needed to heal my mind, body and soul. 

I am no longer with my Mistress, we have parted ways amicably.

Am currently not looking for a Domme. I have already found a Dom, so please be respectful. Sir does not have access to this acct, but Sir is on this site. Sir will be reading the emails I receive.

Thank you.







5/6/2022 6:58:23 PM

My K is having some issues. I feel that in the best interest of my K's mental and physical health, that we take a leave of absence.

I do not know where this journey will take K. It is a journey she alone will travel. 

I will stand by my K. No matter what happens, we will always be friends.

 

M



5/1/2022 10:15:50 PM

We cannot change our past, the mistakes we made or the failures we had. We can learn from it, become stronger and not make the same ones again. 


4/23/2022 8:18:28 PM

After Easter weekend, I no longer have any question if I belong in this lifestyle. 


4/11/2022 7:02:02 PM

Sometimes I question if this lifestyle is for me. 


4/9/2022 10:39:36 PM

Had my first encounter with a stranger tonight, per Mistress M's approval. I have never done anything like this. It was scary but also exciting. 


4/7/2022 5:40:12 PM

Apparently individuals on this site do not read further than the profile. I am on this site to learn and meet new people, try and break out of my introvert shell. I am asking again, PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL. I am owned and AM NOT LOOKING FOR A DOM. My Mistress does have access to this account and my Mistress does monitor the messages I receive. Just because I am submissive, doesn't mean you can be disrespectful. 


4/4/2022 9:40:37 PM

Klosetsub already has a Domme, she is not looking for a Dom.

Please be respectful to Us. Thank you, Mistress M & Klosetsub


4/2/2022 11:49:38 PM

I am back. Need an outlet for my well being. 

Mistress and I have made the decision that me being back will help with my mental well being.

Let the new adventures begin.


1/5/2022 6:43:21 PM

I will be signing off here for awhile. My Mistress and I have deemed it necessary for me to take a leave of absence due to  a family member's deteriorating health. I will be spending my time taking care of my family member.

Be safe and thank you all for your kind words. 

K


1/5/2022 12:41:17 AM

Mistress is asleep with her fingers in my pussy.

Goodnight and sweet dreams...


1/3/2022 11:46:18 AM

Best weekend ever. Sore but loving it.


1/2/2022 2:49:52 AM

Day one over...best day ever.  

 


12/31/2021 8:14:38 PM

Adventures awaits for me this weekend, shall see what she has planned for us. 


12/29/2016 3:25:36 PM
Missed being a naughty girl, but last night so made up for it. I was so sore this morning but loving it. Love the hand prints on my ass, my nipples are hyper-sensitive and my ass and clit feel amazing. She is the best. Until next time....😊

3/12/2016 11:58:38 PM
Miss being naughty, guess I better get to it.

8/18/2015 10:13:04 PM
BORED...BORED...BORED...UNUSED AND TOTALLY BORED.

1/14/2015 6:48:49 PM
Totally bored with this site. Think I'm going to try another site.

12/27/2014 3:15:04 AM
JUST BECAUSE I AM A SUBMISSIVE IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN BE DISRESPECTFUL TO ME. DO NOT SEND ME MESSAGES THAT ARE DISRESPECTFUL TO ME OR MY DOM. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.

10/7/2014 11:23:36 AM
Oct. 7, 2014 While waiting for my Dom, I fell asleep with my nipple clamps. Not a good thing to do. But at least I had fun afterwards.

10/4/2014 9:47:43 PM
October 4, 2014 It feels good to be finally on the same page as my Dom. We are finally in sync once again...I love it.

10/1/2014 11:04:14 PM
I wonder if he ever reads my journal to see what I'm up to, I wonder if he even cares what I do anymore...

10/1/2014 6:35:00 PM
Bored at work, so I'm in a stockroom with my pocket rocket rubbing my clit and pinching my nipples hard. Of course wearing my short skirt and no underwear. Now work is not so boring.

9/29/2014 3:03:56 PM
Off to have some poolside fun...

9/29/2014 2:35:46 PM
Hate driving in traffic, but when I have to, its good to have my pocket rocket handy. Nothing like having an orgasm while sitting in traffic, it really helps with the stress of driving. Plus wearing a short skirt and no underwear is extremely helpful.

9/26/2014 5:11:24 PM
Since I had the house all to myself today, I thought I'd do a little nude sunbathing out by the pool. Got carried away rubbing lotion all over me, so I decided to just have some quality me time. Think the neighbors heard me while I was cumming...

9/25/2014 6:28:15 PM
Sitting in a parking lot watching traffic pass me by while I sit here masturbating. Two fingers in my wet pussy and my thumb rubbing my clit.

9/17/2014 8:34:00 PM
CHAT REQUEST DO NOT WORK ON MY DEVICE.

9/8/2014 5:12:45 PM
Beginning to feel unwanted, feeling neglected, unused...

8/5/2014 8:17:05 PM
Thinking of leaving this site, it's ssdd, same shit different day. I'm bored here.

7/28/2014 1:13:03 PM
Still looking for a female sub.

7/26/2014 11:08:05 PM
Let the insomnia fight begin...

7/26/2014 10:49:25 AM
Found my cure for my imsomnia. Love my glass dildos and nipple clamps. Used all three of my glass dildos, fell asleep soaking wet and happy. All my holes were satisfied.

7/26/2014 5:03:53 AM
Oh yeah. This is working great. Another hour and I'll finally be asleep, soaking wet but asleep.

7/26/2014 4:27:58 AM
Can't sleep, insomnia again. It's time for some masturbation, think I'll use both of my glass dildos and my remote controlled egg. And can't forget my nipple clamps. That should help me eventually fall asleep.

5/18/2014 9:14:03 PM
Took a break to deal with family issues, but now I'm back and hoping for some fun and mischief.

3/29/2014 11:30:24 PM
My nerves are totally frayed with all these aftershocks.

3/21/2014 11:06:25 PM
Bored and unused, let's see what trouble I can get into.

2/25/2014 1:28:12 PM
Still searching for a female submissive to befriend and hopefully more.

2/8/2014 6:47:47 PM
My little pocket rocket was very handy the other day when I was stuck in traffic. A great stress reliever when traffic sucks.

1/11/2014 10:29:59 AM

I have made a huge error and part of my punishment is to get suggestion on a punishment. Just send me a message on how you think I should be punished. If one meets with my Dom's approval, then I shall post on here which one was chosen. DO NOT MESSAGE ME ASKING WHAT I DID. Thanking all in advance for your suggestions.


7/16/2013 12:04:29 AM
Happy birthday to me!!!

7/5/2013 1:41:43 AM
Bought a new toy, a glass dildo. Love it. Maybe that'll help my insomnia.

7/4/2013 12:52:17 AM
I am back, let's see what trouble I can get into. Think I need to start writing in my journal again.

5/24/2013 3:47:17 PM

It's nice to know that people on her actually read my profile before contacting me.

 

Thanks to those of you who have been extremely respectful to me and my Dom.


5/15/2013 9:28:22 PM
CHAT REQUEST IS NOT AN OPTION FOR ME, IT DOES NOT WORK FOR ME.

5/11/2013 9:13:10 AM
Wow...really enjoyed the clothspin on my clit while using my rabbit. Each time it hit the clothspin, it sent a chill down me that made me cum and squirt...a lot. Another cure for my insomnia.

5/7/2013 7:21:56 PM
Nothing surprises me anymore. I have to say that since I added two pictures to my profile, I have gotten a lot more "Who's Viewing Me". Most of the messages have been respectful but some have been downright disrespectful. So, if you are going to be rude and insulting to me, FUCK YOU! I will be blocking your sorry asses. This is one woman who won't take crap from ANYONE!!

5/7/2013 2:27:00 AM
Had fun celebrating Cinco de Mayo. Went out with a girlfriend to a bar had drinks and we danced the night away.

5/4/2013 8:36:20 PM
Just a little fyi...I am a real woman and yes those are my tits, and no I am not skinny nor obese. Fucking assholes who think I am a man, kiss my Latina Ass.

5/4/2013 1:10:02 PM
A whole month left on my own, hmm...let's see what trouble I can get into...

5/3/2013 2:55:34 PM
Wow...can this day get any worse??? Whoops, it just did...fml...

4/27/2013 2:46:27 AM
Nothing sucks more than to disappoint my Dom, crying myself to sleep.

4/25/2013 10:41:46 PM
Wet, cummimng, squirting and loud moaning is how I will end this day. It's good to be me.

4/24/2013 5:31:19 PM
Was having a great day until One person ruined it for me. Right now I feel so alone. Hope tomorrow is a better day...

4/23/2013 7:01:27 PM
Yesterday was a great day. Enjoyed all the squirting and cumming, I was one happy sub when I went to sleep last night. Now I know how to rid myself of my bouts of insomnia. It's a shame that my vibrator couldn't keep up with me, but hey that's why I have fingers.

4/22/2013 12:09:19 PM
Well a good morning for me. I've been given permission to cum and squirt as often as I want by my Dom. This will be a fun filled day.

4/19/2013 11:01:05 PM
Today was a good day at work. Decided since it was such a beautiful day I would go without underwear, it works well with my short black skirt. As I was helping a customer get some merchandise from a bottom shelf, bent all the way over exposing my bare ass and always clean shaven pussy. As I helped him to his car with his purchases, he gave me a $20 tip for what he calls, "making an old man's day". Safe to say he'll be back again.

4/19/2013 7:00:29 AM
Opening up the freezer door at the market and having that burst of cold air hit my moist pussy almost made me cum in the freezer aisle yesterday....

4/18/2013 9:53:52 PM
Finally put up a profile pic plus an extra one and I've gotten many looks at my profile. Lol ,just find it funny. On another note had a little fun today. Since it was sunny outside I decided to masturbate in a fully packed parking lot and sent a nice pic to my Dom. Nothing like masturbating and have people watch. Oh today was a great day.

4/18/2013 1:11:59 PM
Let me make this crystal clear...I am not looking for a Dom. I already have one. I am looking for A SUBMISSIVE WOMAN FOR POSSIBLE PLAY. Please be respectful to my Dom and me.

4/17/2013 7:58:20 PM

My Dom would like me to find a submissive woman who is local. if things go well, then we will take it from there. 


3/26/2013 8:19:34 PM

It has been quite sometime since I've been on here. Learned that I cannot have my cake and eat it too. So, I'm sticking with this lifestyle. There is too much drama with a vanilla relationship, especially when it comes to vanilla men. So now, I'm going to start a search for a woman, of course with my Dom's permission. Then we'll take things from there. 

Looking for a FEMALE submissive, no MEN, please.

FYI...ALREADY HAVE A DOM NOT LOOKING FOR A NEW ONE.

 

 


9/4/2012 10:12:15 PM
Trying to balance both this life and a vanilla life is extremely hard. I want my cake and eat it too.

6/5/2012 12:12:11 PM

The changes I am making are harder than I thought they would be. Was having fun with the vanilla side of life, but things didn't work out. Think I'll stick to this lifestyle.

 

Will start writing in this journal again, hopefully soon. But for now, need to fix myself first and be happy with me.


4/24/2012 5:00:57 PM
It has been awhile since I have been on here. Took a little break from this site. Had a lot of changes in my life, all good ones. Sometimes you need to walk away and take a good long look at yourself. And that is what I did. But Im back and ready to start journaling again. And yes, I still belong to my Dom.

1/15/2012 1:14:36 AM

Have not been on cm for some time because people cannot seem to read my profile. i am a submissive, i will not switch, so please do not email me asking me. No, i will not leave my current Dom. i am not looking to be anyone's Mistress. Please be respectful to me, i am not YOUR cunt, whore, slave, bitch or any other name you wish to call me. if you cannot understand any of what i have written then i will block your sorry ass. It's the disrespectful people that make me not want to be on this site.


8/30/2011 11:04:39 PM

I really need to journal more often. I am learning alot about myself and what I like and don't like. And there really isn't much that I don't like. I like pain and pleasure and have learned to push my limits. Always ready to try new things and if I don't like it, then I won't do it again.


5/9/2011 1:18:21 AM

CHAT REQUEST DOES NOT WORK FOR  MY COMPUTER.


4/22/2011 10:30:05 PM

Been away for awhile, now I'm back...


6/18/2010 7:31:46 PM
am happy and not neglected. going out with my vanilla friends and enjoying life.

2/7/2010 9:33:07 PM
..bored...disappointed...neglected...bored...wtf..
bye...

11/4/2009 9:40:12 PM
Feeling a little mischievous...

9/23/2009 5:24:29 PM
"We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand." - R.P.

8/21/2009 10:52:43 AM
my Dom and i would like to thank all who submitted suggestions for my punishment.

7/30/2009 11:31:46 PM
as per my Dom,  i was instructed to keep myself shaved and i failed that task. i know and willingly accept my punishment, but instead of Him having the idea, He has now instructed me to put this out in the open for suggestions on my punishment. all ideas will be considered.  

7/26/2009 10:12:16 PM
being good really sucks. i like it better when i am misbehaving, miss those punishments. lol

7/16/2009 7:26:14 PM
since today is my birthday, i spent the day doing nothing, but relaxing at the pool. at least i got a good tan. 

5/25/2009 12:11:32 AM

for being untruthful to my Dom, i received one of my most painful punishments, and last night i received it.


i was instructed to get naked and have my clover clamps and one clothespin handy. with me ready, my Dom instructed me to put the clover clamps on my nipples and put the clothespin on my clit. even though it was painful, my pussy was starting to get wet. i then had to put two finger deep in my pussy and start to move them. every time i moved them, i would touch the pin on my clit and it would hurt and make me pussy even wetter. as i was about to come, i had to quickly remove my fingers and beg my Dom to let me cum, He said no. i then had to play with the clamps still attached to my aching nipples. i knew right away that this punishment was going to be extremely hard for me, but no matter what i would do as i was told. after several minutes of playing with my clamps, begging my Dom and promising to always tell Him the truth, i was allowed to cum.


i then had to remove the clothespin from my clit, which was painful, and start to slowly massage it. i was then forced to beg to let me cum three more times. the clover clamps still attached to my nipples.


then He then forced me to put three fingers deep inside my wet, tight pussy and move them in and out, in and out. i was forced to beg to cum four more times, one right after another. still He was not done. i removed my three fingers and had to play with the clamps again, this time i had to pull on the chain which was even more painful, but yet made me even more wet in my still throbbing pussy. and had to beg again to cum. put my three fingers in my dripping pussy and had to beg one more time to cum.


this morning when i got up to go to work, i was still feeling pain. my nipples, clit and pussy were hurting very badly. as i write this even now, i can still fell the clothespin on my clit, the clover clamps on my nipples and my three fingers in my tight pussy. which makes me wet right now. the next time i receive another punishment, four fingers will have to go in.

cs


5/4/2009 3:01:01 PM
in the past 8 months, i have learned a lot of things about me, what i have become and what i like.

i am a submissive to my Dom. i am His cumslut, whore, cunt. my body belongs to Him. He determines when i have an orgasm and how many i can have, if any at all. i will submit only to Him. i will do what He tells me because i am His submissive and will not disappoint Him.

i have become a painslut. i like an orgasm with pain. and sometimes i like the pain more than the orgasm. with each new thing i try out with my Dom, i realize that i like both pain and pleasure. i will never tell my Dom no, without trying it first. i'm learning to get over some fears and pushing my limits.

cs


4/23/2009 2:45:32 PM
bought my first set of clover clamps. was tired of using clothespins. wow, i am going to have to take it slow.


4/17/2009 7:33:17 PM
i had been rude to my Dom resulting in a three day punishment of no masturbation, no orgasms. For those who read my journal, know that i love to masturbate. Anyways, this sub was on her last day of punishment when i awoke from the best dream i ever had. it left me extremely wet and horny. without even thinking, i masturbated. i could have lied to my Dom, but i did not. He was disappointed in me, but gave me credit for being honest with Him.

later on that evening, i was instructed to be naked and ready for my punishment. i was give 10mins to get myself wet, i could touch/massage anywhere, but i couldn't touch my clit. also had to have my butt plug inserted firmly and deeply in my ass.  after the 10 mins, i had to play with the plug. pulling it slowly in and out, and wiggling it in my tight ass. the feeling made my wet pussy ache and my clit was throbbing. i was allowed to cum several more times after begging my Dom. He was not done with me yet, i had to put clothespins on each of my nipples and on both sides of my pussy lips. after much more begging, i was allowed to cum several more times again. even though the pain from the plug, the clothespins on my nipples and lips, the orgasms were more intense. and He still was not done, i had to finally put a clothespin on my clit. that was extremely painful, i begged for Him to let me take them off, but no. i was forced to cum again. i must admit that even though it was really painful, i enjoyed it and liked how i felt the pain the next day.

my Dom has helped me realize and understand the i am a painslut and sometimes i like the pain more than the orgasm.

4/12/2009 3:33:09 PM
another punishment has been given...i really liked this one...

3/26/2009 7:13:10 PM
last night i received my punishment, it was not as bad i thought it would be. i'm suppose to be clean shaven, but i have not do so for about three months.

i was given five minutes to get myself extremely wet, without touching my clit. then my Dom instructed me to put one clothespin on both sides of my pussy lips, then He told me to play with my clit. i was suppose to cum, but i could only think of the painful clips. right before i came, He told me to quickly remove both clips. i came several more times, again losing count after four.

i was give one more task. i had to make sure that i was clean shaven and send my Dom a picture before the end of today or i would have to put a clothespin on my clit. needles to say the picture is being sent.


but knowing me and fondness for a little pain, i'm sure this sub will be back here writing some more.....(all smiles)

3/24/2009 8:24:18 PM
finally did something wrong. can hardly wait to receive my punishment. of course i will have to write about it, don't really like writing, but every punishment must written down. cs

2/28/2009 7:53:50 PM
well enough of my self-pity, it's time to be cause a little trouble. like i said before, i miss being punished. hmm...let's see what kind of trouble i can get into. stay tuned.

2/27/2009 10:54:04 AM
so, this is how it feels to be laid off from work. it really sucks. oh well, when one door closes another one opens...to unemployment. lol

2/26/2009 8:16:23 PM
i think i need to be a little naughty, i so miss my punishments.

1/27/2009 8:35:49 PM
get to know me before you ask me to be a friend. if i don't know who you are, you will be rejected. it's not that hard to get to know me, please be respectful of me and my Dom.

1/1/2009 1:44:26 PM
here i am again, with another punishment. this time it was for not keeping myself clean shaven, for masturbating without permission and for cumming without out permission.

this sub’s punishment was to masturbate and not cum. whenever my Dom text or called me, i had to go and masturbate, without cumming. thinking this would be an easy punishment, it was not. the first two times i masturbated, i came. i just found that once i started that i did not want to stop. and of course, my Dom was not pleased. He now told me that it would be two days of masturbating and not cumming.


again, whenever He called or text, i was to masturbate. after two days of this, i was horny and my clit was hurting. when the last phone call came, i had to masturbate, i cannot remember how many times i had to cum, lost count after four. when i thought i could not do this no more, i was instructed to put two clothes pins on my pussy lips and masturbate. just when i was about to cum, i had to quickly remove the pins, let me tell you, that made my orgasm more intense. afterward, i realized that i liked a little pain while cumming.


10/19/2008 2:13:14 PM
do not do "chat request".

10/5/2008 5:20:04 PM

i'm just curious, when Doms look at my profile or read my journal, what is it that You are looking for??? because if you had read my whole profile, then you would know that i belong to someone and i am just looking to learn new things and make some friends. so please be respectful.


9/27/2008 1:03:14 PM
DOESN'T ANYONE READ THE PROFILES BEFORE SENDING AN EMAIL. IT WOULD BE HELPFUL, THEN YOU WOULD NOT GET BLOCKED.

9/13/2008 10:14:34 PM

after learning her lesson, this sub called her Dom and asked for permission to masturbate. He told her not have an orgasm until He called again in 10mins. this sub masturbated and waited and waited. it was more than a half hour before she called her Dom, this sub could no longer wait. with that one phone call, her Dom let her have multiple orgasms and she squirted. He is teaching her to be His good little cumslut for His pleasure.

this sub has learned that good things do come to those who ask permission.


9/11/2008 9:41:13 PM
this sub received her punishment on the 9th. the first part of her punishment was that she first had to pinch her nipples as hard as she could. then her Dom had her masturbate, she had to keep cum and cum until her Dom told her to stop. she could not remember how many times it was. then the second part of her punishment was to take a picture of clothes pins on her nipples, this sub had to do it by the next day or another punishment would follow. even though her nipples were still hurting and swollen, this sub took the picture and sent it to her Dom. the clothes pins are more painful then the pinching of her nipples.
 
she will be a better sub to her Dom and will do what she is told. if she is told not to masturbate, then she will follow her Dom's orders. no more disobeying so she can get punished. this sub will be on her best behavior from now on.

this was a lesson well learned.

9/7/2008 8:50:51 PM
this sub will punished for not completing a task her Dom had given to her. instead of doing it last nite, her laziness got the best of her and she made excuses ( i was to tired, i fell asleep) to her Dom as to why it was not done. now a punishment will follow.

9/3/2008 8:20:37 PM
this sub has done everything she can do to get punished. she misses the pain. this sub can only hope that her Dom will read this.

8/25/2008 9:31:49 PM
how does one conquer a fear that scares the crap out of her. this sub thought that she had overcame one of her fears, but as it turns out she did not.

8/21/2008 7:31:44 PM
this sub has been a bad girl, think a punishment is needed...hmmm

8/10/2008 9:25:22 PM
my Dom told me that vanilla girls spit, but good girls swallow. hmm....then this sub must be a good girl.

8/3/2008 6:50:21 PM
this sub had a little heatlh scare, but she is happy to say all is well, and she plans to keep it that way.

7/27/2008 10:39:55 PM
for those of you who keep asking, the answer is yes. this sub's Dom knows she is masturbating. do you think this sub would do something to get punished by her Dom.......

7/19/2008 8:52:11 PM

this sub has a new toy to play with....it is a lot of fun.......


7/14/2008 10:04:55 PM
last nite this sub masturbated until she squirted. that was the first time this sub has ever done that, it was a feeling she will never forget.

7/9/2008 7:22:47 PM
all this sub can say is "WOW". it feels good to be masturbating again. this sub feels just great, should have done this along time ago...

7/7/2008 8:01:44 PM

this sub had decided the best way to get out of her depression is to start masturbating again.....maybe a good punishment is just what this sub needs.


5/14/2008 6:56:18 PM

this sub is happy to say that she is winning her battle with depression. maybe soon she can have some real fun....


4/8/2008 9:39:06 PM

QUESTION.....HAS ANYONE EVER FELT ALL ALONE EVEN IN A ROOM FILLED WITH PEOPLE? THAT IS HOW THIS SUB IS FEELING.....


3/30/2008 7:34:35 PM
feeling a little lonely, a little neglected........ hmm...... maybe that is why this sub has been good. so, no punishments............

2/4/2008 7:09:30 PM

on saturday this sub made yet another mistake, and she was quickly punished. during her session with her Dom, she had an orgasm before He said the word that let's her know it is okay to have an orgasm. her Dom let her finish, but he immediately made this sub caress one breast, then had her squeeze her nipple hard for 30seconds. then she had to do her other breast the same way. this sub has to learn to concentrate and listen very carefully.

after talking with her Dom on sunday nite., this sub was introduced to the pain slut side of her…...she found it very exciting and rewarding. as she has had these feelings for along time, her Dom taught her how to bring it to the surface. this sub is learning to accept what and who she is, and she is very happy that her Dom is patient and understanding with her on her journey….


1/29/2008 7:42:35 PM

this sub cannot seem to stop her bad habit of masturbating without permission. on saturday afternoon while she was taking a shower, she took it upon herself to masturbate. she knew that it was wrong and that her Dom would be disappointed in her once more, but she did it anyways. what made the situation worse, was that she waited until sunday night to tell her Dom what she did. this sub knows that her Dom does not believe her when she said that she will not do it again. she will take her punishment and hope that He will believe in her again.

on monday night this sub received her punishment of six smacks on each butt cheek with a paddle. With every smack on her butt, it stung a little more. when it was over this sub had red marks on her backside. the next morning they were still there and when she had to sit down, this sub remembered why she was hurting. every time she does something wrong, her punishment will double.


1/19/2008 3:25:02 PM
here this sub is again. last night during a session with my Dom, this sub did not pay attention. She had an orgasm without permission. all this sub had to do was to ask for permission or wait until He said "the word" and have an orgasm, instead this sub went ahead and had an orgasm. this sub's Dom immediately knew what she had did and punished her. this sub got three smacks on each butt cheek with a paddle. the next time this sub's Dom will double it. this sub has to learn to pay attention, or she will get more punishments. 
 

1/8/2008 6:33:22 PM

this sub finally received her punishment of five smacks with a paddle on each butt cheek sunday night. this sub had to count each and every smack, with each smack she could feel the sting. in the morning, this sub could still feel it, and saw the red marks on her backside in the mirror. this sub has hopefully learned her lesson. of course with each new thing this sub learns, she will make mistakes. and of course there will be journals.


1/1/2008 8:32:34 AM

Here this sub is again, this sub made a huge error in judgment and now this sub will be punished for her mistake. Last Sunday night, this sub was trying to surprise her Dom with a picture of this sub using a new toy, instead this sub started to play without permission. When this sub realized what she was doing, this sub stopped before she could have an orgasm. When her Dom called later that night, He asked if she had already played, this sub told Him yes. He was disappointed in her one more time, this sub told Him that she did not have an orgasm, thinking He wouldn’t punish her. this sub tried to tell Him that it was a surprise for Him. He told her that if she had sent the picture, then it would have been worth it and more than likely this sub wouldn’t be getting punished. But since this sub failed, she will be punished later on tonight. this sub will get five smacks on the each butt cheek with a stick for what she did. It actually started out as three, but this sub being stubborn tried to say she did not remember what they had agreed upon last night, so instead of three, it will be five. another lesson this sub has learned, never be stubborn just accept the punishment and move on. Like this sub has written before, mistakes will be made and more punishments will follow. this sub will be back 2morrow writing about the rest of her punishment.


12/11/2007 8:46:26 PM
MY SECOND PUNISHMENT
here i am again, this is part of my punishment. on sunday when i was taking a shower i masturbated without permission. i knew it was wrong, but i did it anyways. later on that night when my Dom and i were having a phone session, i told Him what i did. He proceeded  to make me have orgasm after orgasm. this was very hard for me to do. He thought i would have learned from my last lesson, but i did not. i know that i still have one more punishment coming and i will be writing again about what that punishment was.....his cumslut
 

12/2/2007 12:41:46 PM

MY FIRST PUNISHMENT

last nite started as most nites with my Dom, playing on the phone. when it’s time to cum.. i am allowed to cum if He says a certain word. Yes, i like orgasm control. As He pushes my limits and teases me, He takes me to the brink of orgasm, and when He thinks i can't take anymore, He uses His word, and i am allowed to cum, and its very intense. Last nite, i forgot and had an orgasm without permission. Damm, He noticed it right away.. He took care of me and my needs and then when my Dom and i were done, He said in a very stern voice.. you know you have to be punished. i knew.. and He gave me a choice.. NOW or tomorrow. Now would be less than tomorrow. i chose now. He had me pinch my nipples as hard as i could (had no nipple clamps) for thirty seconds on each breast. They still are very tender today.. and the second part of my punishment was to write this blog, and tell everyone that i was punished last nite for my first time. But, i did something wrong and had it coming. As i continue to learn, i know other punishments will take place and again as part of my punishment, i am expected to write it down here, explain what happen and my punishment.. and i am to be specific. So, with that in mind.. guess we might see more of my writings as my training continues.. ..... his cumslut.


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SUSIEQT
 
 Age: 21
 Nevada, Nevada