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I am changing this up a bit since I have learned a bit more since first getting into the life. I have scoured this site for hours on end, looking through profile after profile, never finding what I really seek.
A connection.
Everyone seems to think that this life is all about kneeling and punishment and control, when in reality I am just looking for someone to love and call my own. I want love. I want a friend. I want to kneel for a beautiful woman who I know will never hurt me and I can fully trust with my mind, body and soul.
The same for if I find a man who catches my eye. I want him to know that I would never hurt him, unless he asks for it, and even then I will take it only as far as I think he can. I will never take advantage of their position and submission. It is a gift and should be treated as one.
I want to find a friend who I can be myself around, who will accept my odd quirks and humor and to whom I can do the same.
But enough about that. A bit about me.
I am thirty one
I enjoy playing video games (Kingdom Hearts, Zelda, Resident Evil, Left 4 Dead, Silent Hill to name a few)
I am not an outdoors type of person, preferring movies to walks in the sunshine.
And most importantly I am asexual and aromantic.
If you dont know what that means the brief summary is that I do not feel sexual attraction, nor romantic feelings. Can I still have sex? Of course! But Ill never crave it or wish to have sex with a person based on their looks. Its something I have to make a choice to do and build up to it. (aka someone trying to be sexy wont really work for me.)
As for aromantic? Simple. I have never, and will never have romantic feelings for someone. I can feel platonic love just fine, but Ill never fall in love with someone.
Does that make me any less of a good partner? Nope. I can love you, you just have to accept that youll never become my entire world. I can live without you. You wont constantly be on my mind. I wont get butterflies thinking about you. I wont be devastated if we break up. Some people dislike the thought of that, but I find it nice! The lack of romantic attraction makes it very easy to date, and if things dont work out its not messy. (At least it wouldnt be on my side). I quiet enjoy it.
Those are only a few points. If you want to know more I guess you will have to get to know me, wont you?
I look forward to another lap around this sight,perhaps Ill be lucky.
Wish me luck!
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I keep thinking something over because I just can't understand it.
Paypiggies.
Just...I'm curious.
For the pigs: What do you get out of it all? Is there something specific that you wan't to see your money spent on? Clothing? Make-up? Toys? If someone said they took what you sent and just got a nice meal and a new pair of shoes, does that make you happy? If they said they spent it on rent, and you are the reason they have a roof over their heads, is that enough?
Do you just get off from seeing your money spent? Do you get anything out of it? I'm curious.
For the dom/domms: What do you spend it on? I only ask because I'm nosy/curious. |
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I'm cruising profiles and I see this gem on one:
If you mess it up at anytime, I will vanish you. I will not waste time with you, I will replace you with someone better, prettier and more adequate.
If you mess up at any time? Really? REALLY? So someones gotta be 100% perfect at all times for you to keep them around? If they mess up ONCE you dump them to the side and go find someone else?
I'll bet all the money I got that these types of people would flip their lid if someone did the same to them.
"You fucked up, bye" No warning, no nothing.
"Sorry, you weren't the perfect robot so I'm off to try again!"
They're gonna die alone, I guarantee it.
(the profile only got worse from there, saying that they were smarter than anyone else, no ways around it. I wish I could say I was surprised) |
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I'm low on rent and freaking out
Someone come talk to me and cheer me up. Bioshock? Pokemon? Voltron?
ENTERTAIN MEEEEEEEEE |
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"What? Are you going already?"
"Yea, I gotta catch a dinner with my mom."
"But we just got started! I thought we were going to fuck!"
"I never promised that. I came over for movies and a make-out. You getting hard isn't my problem."
"I got blue balls over here, you can't just leave it like that!"
Like dude. You have a hand.
The term ‘blue balls’ isn’t actually a fucking thing.
It was created by giant flopping douche canoes to con girls into rubbing their little dingadongs.
Ladies, if any man tries to tell you differently you run as fast as you can in the other direction because he is lying to you for the sake of his penis.
No penis is more important than you because you are a whole person and a penis is just a spongy flab o’ flesh. |
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If you voted for Trump, move along. |
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In the mood for a good fuck and $800, and I've already gotten the fuck |
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If I have to read one more profile with men stating that they can't help themselves around women and it's just instinct to fuck as many as they can even when in a relationship, and should not be held responsible because they are a man, I'm gonna flip a desk.
You're dick is not an excuse to be a cheating fuck. It's a dick. A hunk of flesh that just so happens to feel good when you rub it. It's not special. They're a dime a dozen and I can BUY ones better then what these men boast about.
Grow up and take responsibility for your actions. |
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HAH! Some old man sent me a message last night taking his best shot at my weight. Not only was he old and ugly, but he couldn't understand proper grammar to save his life.
So thanks random racist and sexist dude, you actually made my morning by sending me that paragraph of hate and then immediatly blocking me like the pussy bitch you are. Do you always send insults and then run? Do you feel good about yourself after? Think you made someone cry? Do you go jack off to it after because sending hate mail to strangers is the only way you can let out your sadistic tendancies?
Poor man. I would feel bad for you, Baser021, but I'm too busy getting myseld a sandwich and feeding my 14 cats.
Live long and prosper, you lonely old fuck, and next time you send hate don't be such a wuss and block me immediately after.
Your fake Dom is showing. |
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Work is hell lately, but on the upside I can now afford my computer! After I save up and get a new iPod (RIP old one, you served me well) I can go back to saving up for a down payment on a house.
Stress is bad, though. I need some new toys and a nice oral session to relax.
How are you all doing? |
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Whelp, my life has gone down the tubes a bit. In danger of loosing both my home and my cat. Anyone want to help me make sure my baby can keep her home?
https://funds.gofundme.com/dashboard/Kigichi |
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Hmm...thinking of getting a pay piggy.
Life is getting a bit out of hand and I just need someone to shower me in gifts with only the promise of my gratitude (and perhaps a photo of me spending their money if they are good) being what they get out of it.
Thoughts? Feelings? Offers?
(and, of course, I'm still looking for a relationship. But that is hard with bills and the threat of homelessness over my head) |
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So who wants to buy me a car?
Ugh.
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Well it's been a little while, eh? I've aged, I'm twenty four now, and have been in several relationships since my last update and I've come to a conclusion.
I'm a bit of a switch. Now don't get me wrong, I love a beautiful woman, but I've come to realize I love bossing about and ruling over men as well. Nothing sexual, lord no, but the thrill I get from putting them in their place is overwhelming.
I'm keeping my profile as submissive for now until I have this all sorted but who knows what may come to pass.
How are all you? |
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I don't understand some people. I had a man contact me the other day saying how we should meet so he could train me and when I said no and that I was only interested in women he busted out one of these:
"Your a sub. It doesn't matter if you like men or women, all you need to care about is serving."
...Umm.....no? I'm not in this for the sex and the play. I'm in this to find a real, loving, stable relationship where we both want the same thing. Where limits are respected and when I finally DO play it is not just about sex and dominance and submission but love as well.
I want someone I can talk to about video games and anime. Someone who would love to just watch a Disney movie with me and cruise the mall and goof off there. Someone who I can share my deepest secrets with and spend the rest of my life with. Where we can cuddle and kiss and both be happy with that. Someone who will be a friend first and then turn into a lover and my Mistress. I'm not looking for just play, I'm looking for love as well.
I have limits. I have preferences. Just because I am a sub doesn't mean that all I should care about is submitting and doing as I'm told. I'll be more then happy to do that! .....for the right person. It is not all about just doing as I'm told and being happy about it. If there is something I straight up do not enjoy then it should be respected. This lifestyle only works as long as both parties are satisfied and enjoying it, not just one.
....Then again, perhaps I am just the odd one out here. I know people like me are out there who want the same and one day, I will find a lovely woman that I will be all to happy to bow down to and proclaim my Mistress.
She is out there, I just need to find her.
Wish me luck! |
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Well I am back after a while of being away. I tried a vanilla relationship but she turned out to be a bit....crazy. A second one ended with my girl wanting me to domme her and trying to control my life and who I saw and spoke to. Then one of my friends broke up with her fiance to be with me, only to change her mind.
Needless to say I am a bit...heartbroken at the moment and have decided to try and take things easy for the time being. |
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