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Just when I think I got it all figured out...someone goes and changes the rules on me. So further down the rabbit hole I go. This is my first time on this site but please don't mistake my newness for naiveness. I'm going to keep this simple until I learn a little more about this site. So I will leave you with one of my last writings... Dom meets sub. Dom finds sub cute and sub finds Dom handsome. 3 hours of conversation and getting to know each other, Dom is intrigued with sub's mind and sub is stimmulated and smitten with Dom's mind. Dom now finds sub sexy and sub now finds Dom inviting. Dom uses his self control, clearly seeing sub is lacking in that department and begins to build a solid D/s foundation. Dom makes sub wait and earn not only his cock but more importantly his respect, sub finds this almost sureal. (sub is insatiable and has a way of getting what she wants, when she wants it and has never really been told no or made to wait...but secretly sub wants this more then anything) Through many conversations, e-mails and asking tough questions Dom realizes sub needs training, rules and much needed discpline being she has never truly submitted to a man before. Dom begins to micro manage sub and sub is loving the time, effort and attention Dom is giving her. Dom helps sub with her domestication skills or lack there of, her servitude skills and humbling her and sub is now intoxicated, with all the positive changes in her life and craving her Dom, like she never craved before. Dom holds sub accountable for her actions and sub loves the fact that there are consequences for her actions and wants to better herself so her Dom will be proud. Dom discplines sub when needed and sub knows in her heart that discpline is love and this means the world to her. Dom understands that his subs work and friends are important and allows her the freedom to cultivate in those areas and sub now wants Dom in every aspect of her life, her decission making process big or small, her daily routines and putting his needs first and foremost....for the first time in her life. Dom falls in love with sub and sub falls in love with Dom. The foundation is strong and the possibilites are endless. Please understand that this writing is me answering a Dom in a recent e-mail. What I was looking for in a D/s and in a Dom. It was a cute way of me expressing what I've been craving and maybe even missing in my past experiences and to give you a little insight about me. I get the concept of change, I can assure you that no one has looked into "the ugly mirror of truths" and has made more realizations and needed changes in this past year and a half, then me. Let me take this one step further and point out that my ideal D/s foundation is not sexually based. Quite the opposite!! Being sex is never going to be the trunk of my tree. Don't get me wrong, it's a low branch and very important but it's the mental aspect of this world that I love first and fore-most. I call this "sex for my brain" and realized early in my new journey, that this was more impotant then the actual physical sex for me. I get not predetermining my needs/wants. I get never say never...being never comes way to quick as I go down the rabbit hole deeper and deeper. This was just a cinderella version of my dark passenger. I often describe myself as the most simple/complex girl you will ever meet. ;-)