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Hello, thank you for taking the time and reading my profile.

I am a submissive Male. I seek a dominate. Someone who can find value in me as part of their life. I long to be controlled. To be changed or modified how you see fit, while staying within my goals, and ambitions. I am changing, I believe we all do, life is forcing me to make changes I never thought I would. I require someone to assist me, and to care for me.

I believe in and need a Ds relationship where my mind, heart, body, and soul can be offered up and given to my Dominant. I enjoy the sexual aspects of submission, and yearn for them, I have found that I can be needy, but I also have a need to submit, to obey, and to anticipate the needs of others. This need to serve presses deep within my soul and fills me with an urgent desperation to serve, to lift, and to build others. It feels almost as if I have no choice, I must serve.

In my professional life and outside my secret submission, I am a harcore Alpha. I dominate all aspects of my life, yet at my core I am submissive, a people pleaser. Often I feel one side of my world is at battle with the other. I have always been submissive, and learned to be Alpha as a disguise to hide who I truly am. I am old enough that a submissive man was not desirable.

I have much baggage that I am trying to clean, and clear up, so my progression my continue and move forward. I am willing to share more but I feel this is neither the time nor the place.

Because of this, I am seeking to start as online and see how it goes and work up, but for the right dominate I could and would meet almost instantly.

I am athletic, stressed, overwhelmed, cute, fun, adventurous, funny, quick witted, and excited to face fear and overcome, I strive to do more, I am will to do and really enjoy difficult things, and new things. I dont have to like anything for me to do it, especially if its good for me or at a command of someone I trust.

I am interested in those who have had many experiences, and also those who are new and really interested in learning.

I try to lift and build everyone I meet and get to know. Life is so difficult on its own, that I dont want to tear people down, I want to help lift them.

Kinks
Clothing fetish.
Soft humiliation.
Breath play.
Chasity device.
Lacing.
Enema.
Anal.
CBT.
Oral.
Bondage.
Modification.

I have few hard limits, I love to be pushed especially if I dont like it. I will always try new things.
And much much more. Please ask and explore with me.


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MsMariahMayhem
 
 Age: 29
 Stillwater, Oklahoma