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~ Hey there , thank you for visiting my profile :) ! ~ About me : I'm Christina/20 years old/from California! I am a poet, fashionista on a budget, singer, songwriter,french fry connoisseur, a photographer , and a little(1-5)/kitten =^.^= ! My view on my hobbies : I believe fashion is art that we wear...I also believe poetry is art that we speak and write...Photography is art that can tell a million stories with one photograph...And song writing and poetry is something that is deep within my core....I often think in poetry or in lyrics , which helps me cope with my severe anxiety and depression. My eyes are photography lenses , I often look at something and think of different ways I can photograph what I am seeing and tell a story with the image. Sadly though I have not photographed in several years because I do not have the funds for the camera of my dreams... About my illnesses : I have severe anxiety and depression...I use to self harm...And I have attempted suicide 3 times... The last time I attempted I ended up breaking the lower-middle part of my back and the higher-lower part of my back...I have two metal rods in my back now and 4 screws with each rod...Because of my two story fall and because I tried to end my life all because of and evil mere mortal...I am getting better and better everyday :) and I choose not to let my disability affect the quality of my life too much , sometimes I can't help the way I am thinking...After all my anxiety and depression is very severe...But my motto is "Si se puedue" (Which is bascially me telling myselfI can do it) , which is what I tell my self to keep going... ANYWAYS Why I am here / what I am seeking : I have a very wonderful daddy dom that lives in the UK...We talked a couple of nights ago really late and he stayed up really late his time...The next day he was over an hour late to work because he slept in, and was not happy... Since then we haven't talked very much...It's only been a couple of days since he hasn't spoken to me , but it's still weird because we talk 24/7... He told me today that he wasn't doing very well and was doing very poorly...I asked him what was wrong and he said that he'd tell me later and that he couldn't talk... I love my daddy(but he only adores me , he doesn't love me), and I would be crushed if he broke things off with me. I have this fear that he will break things off because of the time difference between us and how it's basically my fault that he was late to work and probably could have lost his job...My anxiety atm is killing me because of this situation... I am seeking a daddy dom that is 25-45...I prefer a daddy that is older , because I have more to talk about with them , and they treat me better than daddies my age do...If things go left this is my back up plan...because I REFUSE to be crushed again by another daddy dom...So as of right now I seek to get to know daddies....But I am not looking to commit because I already have a daddy dom...Things are just in a rut...If he does break things off...I will be crushed...Especially since before him I went through a horrible break-up...Which is why I broke my back...But then I will be open to having a new daddy that will take care of all my needs and be there for me when I need him... What I need/want : I want a daddy dom that is 25-45 as I explained earlier. My little age is 1-5 so my needs and wants vary... Overall I want a sweet,kind,caring,respectful,attentive,understanding daddy that doesn't push me to be sexual... I want a daddy that I can know inside and out and vice versa...But I AM NOT LOOKING FOR ONE , SINCE I ALREADY HAVE A DADDY... I AM SIMPLY CONSIDERING MY OPTIONS IF THINGS GO LEFT , AND MY DADDY BREAKS THINGS OFF... HARD LIMITS : I don't do scat play , golden showers , receive any hitting with a closed fist, or sending nudes...If you expect nudes before I even know you...Please don't even bother messaging me... If you are not 25-45 that is NOT a deal breaker... BUT if you message me with a crony line , or try to call yourself my daddy I WILL block you... I DO NOT have time for people like that...And I DO NOT have time for time wasters...Please understand that as of right now I am simply considering my options...AND AM NOT LOOKING FOR A DADDY RIGHT NOW SINCE I ALREADY HAVE ONE...I AM SIMPLY CONSIDERING MY OPTIONS IF THINGS GO LEFT WITH MY CURRENT DADDY DOM , AND HE BREAKS THINGS OFF... ***WARNING: Any institutions or individuals using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You DO NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications. Period. It is recommended that other members post a similar notice to this....***