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On the streets: I'm a student full time and I work full time. I'm busy. But I manage. When (if) I have free time, I dabble in a few things. I like all those geeky things. Video games (awful though, I am), music, silly cat gifs, camping, star gazing on the beach, romantic dinners at What a burger.. I like to fish and hunt. I like four-wheelers and am in a fully committed relationship with Netflix. I'm trying to get back into writing, but all it seems like these days is depressing poetry and snips of whining and bitching. I'll work on that...
In the sheets: let's see. Ive been into this for a while, but by no means an "expert". Ive seen my good share of Doms that didn't get me, and was one of the reasons I left for a while.
What am I?: After careful consideration and long introspection, I belive I can now label myself as a babygirl. I mean there's other things involved. But I think that category fits me the best out of all of the many things someone can be. At the beginning of my journey, I thought I was a masochistic sub. Come to find out I'm a pussy with extreme pain. And I also have a strong urge to hurt people who decide to hurt me. I could admit that I have an extremely present bratty-ness. Some people like it. Some don't. But I promise you, it can't be beaten out of me (that's not an invitation). It's just part of the package.
What I like: I like making people happy. I'm going into a field of public service for Petes sake. It's what I do. BUT. That being said. I dont kneel because anyone tells me to.You earn my respect as much as I earn yours. Learn about me. Tell me about yourself. Become my friend. Show some humanistic qualities. Be a decent human being and treat me like one. At the end of the day, I'm still a eventual savior of the sick, and you are still [insert vanilla title here]. We are still humans. I could elaborate on the other "things" I like, but that takes all the fun out of it.
What I'm looking for: I'm not sure really. I'm stuck in a limbo of sorts. Surprise me.
If you want to know more: ASK or check out my blog: http://ofwonderlandandreality.wordpress.com/ (if you're shy and all that jazz).
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All seriousness. I am the fucking unicorn of women. I'm pretty awesome. Shoot me a line if you feel so inclined.
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spoiler: liberal use of sailor vernacular-- damn right. I just encountered this. Stupid boys thinking that 1. I am not healthy and dont care about my body. or 2. That I sit around all day eating potato chips and drinking soda. FYI dumb boys. i dont drink soda but maybe once or twice A MONTH. i eat small portions. Ive lost more than 100lbs in 5 months. (what the hell more do you want? any faster and id have to cut off some body parts to drop poundage any faster). I can walk up and down 8 stories of stairs without being winded. hell i ran up them sometimes. i can lift. i can run. i can do cardio. i can do weights. do I do them as much as you think I should? hell fucking no. but it should be who I am that attracts you. not a damn number on a scale that measures the gravitational pull on my body. that number doesnt mean anything to how fit i am. this girl cant help it that these "thunder thighs" are all muscle baby. these calves are something feirce. fuck you and your societal sheeple beliefs of fitness and body image. |
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I was asked another good question. Why DDlg? So another story time.
at first I started off training as a slave. the poses. the mantras. all that jazz. it was ok. satisfying. split with my master after almost two years and played on my own as a sub. it fit my needs. i played with sadistic douche bags that wanted to make me cry. and I dont. i dont cry from pain. i laugh. which made them mad and they didnt want to play with me. im a tough cookie. but extreme pain doesnt do it for me. so i ended up playing with one guy that wanted me to call him daddy. i was like sure why not. if it makes him happy. he called me what i liked and said the phrases i liked so it was the least i could do. and he earned some kind of title from me. so i gave it to him. i liked it. it was satsfying calling him that. (dont get me wrong. my dad is the best. i have no daddy issues. he never beat me or hated on me. he was always there. maybe worked too much but who doesnt? always at my games and performances. he took interest in my pursuits. im not damaged goods in the father department) but i liked it. he was sweet and kind but firm. he didnt try to beat me and pass it off as kink. and i mentally thank him now for turning my attention to DDlg dynamics. it didnt work out between us. we had different goals.
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FYI-- I use a fake name. I thought I'd inform everyone. No. The name I sign off with is not my own. It's a pen name. It provides a safety blanket for me.
Carry on... |
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So I changed my blog site for anyone stalking me. I like the interface better. Everything old is still there. But I will now be postimg new stuff there. |
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Ive been asked what I like and what I'm looking for. Here is the novel I wrote in a message so I figured I'd post it here
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I've had my fun with random sexcapades and play, but Im missing the connection that I like to have that cant be found in a random encounter.
Some, if not most, doms that contact me now a days are sadistic bastards. Its not about mutual pleasure and doing things that get both people off... its just dommly dom dom with a whip and a hard on. And thats not me. I dont do that. Some subs do. But I dont. And I've just met a lot of Doms on sites that are like that and think every sub should hand over their control and idvisuality freely to anyone who asks. without asking questions or hesitation. Sorry (but not sorry) Im sarcastic. I am an ass. I am sometimes called a brat. I have a strong mind. I dont bend to anyone's will just because they "hold" the "title" of "Dom" or "Master". I just don't. If you dont own me, treat me like a normal human. I will show you respect. I deserve (and dare I say demand *gasp!*) repect back. All this honesty and sass aside. I am a damn good sub. I love what I do. I love belonging to someone. But what makes me special if I act like I belong to everyone with shiny boots and pretty toys?
I said once before to someone that Im kind of looking for a life coach on steriods. I love making people happy. I love serving people. And thats what kind of drives my subby side. But the life coach thing. I want someone to make sure I'm doing what I'm supposed to. Eating and drinking what I'm supposed to. Working out. Doing homework. Being social. Making sure I wear a jacket for pete's sake. Actually. This cold front came in today and I froze my butt off. There's a little subby switch in my brain that, when instructed, anything unpleasant turns into something fun and something I want to do. I have my kinks I like in the bedroom. But I like the mental dominance the most.
After playing with ideas and reading into some things, I think Ive kind of moved into the daddy/lg type of play. I like the caring but firm attuitude there. And the norturing aspect of it is quite appealing... I mean I love a good spanking. Or being tied up. But I dont think Im into the torturous beatings and stuff I thought I liked.
I like the authoritative and soft/firm and loving dynamic of the Daddy Dom relationship. Im looking for more of a vanilla and kinky relationship combination.
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| Age: 33 |
| Brownstown,
Michigan |
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