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Getting to know the real Kitteh~~
Well Ello there, I first want to thank you for taking your time to read my profile. It might be a bit long but I assure you its the best way to get to know me. My name is Kandi, though most just call me Kitteh which I am fine with. I came up with the name KandiHallowz because I love halloween so much and oddly I love orange and black the most and not cuz they are halloween colors x3 They are just pretty together.My favorite animals are cats, rabbits, fish, and some kinds of dogs. Big dogs tend to scare me. I currently have two rabbits a tan and white dutch dwarf and a black and white mascara. I love them dearly and I will never get rid of them. I really like to color, draw, talk/chat, play video games, shop, cook, dress up and take pictures. Currently because of my health I do not work or go to college. I am hoping one day to take classes online or something. I will be perfectly happy staying at home and doing chores and attempting a new recipe I have found lol. I do classify myself as bisexual because I have dated and messed with chicks in the past. I still like to look at attractive women but I won't date one again. Sorry ladies baaaad experience with an ex. I am starting to be come more comfortable in my own skin. So I am trying to open up more so that people can get to know the real me. I try to be very sweet and respectful and to make others smile. Some times it is not that easy.
The Kitteh's health problems~~~
Well I keep getting asked what is wrong with me so I will say most of it here. I guess I should put the dentition of them as well in case people don't know what it is I am talking about. So here goes.
Vertigo: is a sub type of dizziness, where there is a feeling of motion when one is stationary. The symptoms are due to an asymmetric dysfunction of the vestibular system in the inner ear.
Dissociative identity disorder: a person with DID will have two or more separate identities that each have their own way of thinking and relating to the world. To have this disorder, a minimum of two of these identities must also take control over the person's behavior again and again. The person with dissociative identity disorder may also have difficulty remembering personal information that,
like dissociative amnesia, goes beyond simple forgetfulness.
Bipolar disorder: was formerly called manic depression. It is a major affective disorder, or mood disorder, characterized by dramatic mood swings. Bipolar disorder is a serious condition, when mania causes sleeplessness, sometimes for days, along with hallucinations, psychosis, grandiose delusions, and/or paranoid rage.
hypothyroidism: deficient activity of the thyroid gland; also : a resultant bodily condition characterized by lowered metabolic rate and general loss of vigor.
Anxiety disorder: A chronic condition characterized by an excessive and persistent sense of apprehension, with physical symptoms such as sweating, palpitations, and feelings of stress.
Light sensitivity: sensitive to visible light [[ I know this one is obvious but some people actually ask me about it. ]]
There are more but I either can't think of them right now or I just don't want to tell everyone about them.
What I am looking for~~
I am not looking for a poly relationship or to be owned by a couple.
I am looking for a Daddydom/Owner. I am not looking to be his daughter. I want him to be sensitive to my wants and needs like I will be to his. I want him to show me respect as I will respect him above all others. To be able to understand that when I am hurt physically or emotionally I need him more then ever like I hope to be there for him. To be able to tell him everything and know he will listen to me, because I will be listening to his every word. To know that I am never alone and he will be there through the good and the bad. For I would never want to leave his side. I want him to not shove himself on me and make me wanna run and hide. Someone who can handle my emotions and mood swings. I want him to be patient and to help me grow and learn. I want to be able to know that everything will be alright.
Little thing I found that really says what I feel a Daddy/little should be like:
She is his little girl and she loves the fact that her daddy will take care of her and will make sure that she stays a good little girl. She is a fully-grown woman, consenting to a dynamic where her dominant takes the position of a father figure with some additional benefits. She can continue to be his little girl. She can run around like a teenager and be irresponsible sometimes. She knows she will be punished, but she knows that her daddy will not hold it against her either.
I sometimes say the wrong thing or have something I am wanting to say and it comes out not how I am wanting it to. So if there is ever anything that doesn't make sense or you would like more info about something feel free to message me
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