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	After 31 years of wanting a Harley, I finally bought one wooooot. I will be spending my summer enjoying my new bike and the freedom it provides me. I will be back in the fall when I put the bike away in storage. Have a wonderful summer and enjoy the sunshine :-) ======================================================= I need a new Master My Master should be: honest, honorable, knowledgeable, no nonsense strict, patient, firm and correct me when I do wrong. My Master won't: Lie to me, use multiple accounts to hide, use velcro collars, give in, give up, or throw tantrums. My Master should: Like to play as well and maybe have a cookie pouch on his belt for when I am really really good. I am quiet and shy at first but playfully mischievous once I feel comfortable and I like cookies :-) This barbarian is ever amazed, innocent but intelligent. Want to know more? Get to know me. When I yank on my leash, what will you do? A) Allow it to go slack B) Yank back as hard as you can C) Hold it patiently firm D) Get mad and storm off ============================================================= I spent a year as a Gorean slave girl in a virtual world online. My true personality came through as I worked towards learning this new world and role. I was almost childlike and very playful publicly. I was never sexual in any way except with my Master in the privacy of his home. I put every effort into trying to be pleasing since I do not like being punished but I am human and not perfect. I left this community at the end of July because those claiming to be Masters, really should have been in collars themselves. I miss my collar and I miss that relationship even more. I can't be a partial or part time slave. I started looking into BDSM and found I do not fit into any of the sub categories The closest I come is a babygirl but am not a spoiled princess who throws temper tantrums to get spanked when I don't get my own way. I have no interest in that role. I am also not a gold digger, I care nothing about your money and less about your portfolio. If you can support yourself, that's all that matters to me. Many of you will answer something other than C to the question above. One may even say if I was Gorean, I would never yank my chain. You may jump to the power side of things instead of looking at the possibilities and weigh the options. The first question you should have thought of is. "why did she yank her chain?" That leads to another thought and that is, you do not have the patience or knowledge required to own a human being. I did not write what follows, but it is perfect to me. Gorean Masters are extremely patient. Any good wench, will challenge a man. She will test her boundaries, push and nudge. Sometimes she is obvious, sometimes she is subtle. But she is ALWAYS tugging at her leash. She needs to feel the resistance, to know that the leash is held, because it makes her feel safe. If you let the leash go slack, she will slip away. If you yank it too hard, she will choke and die. It is a simple, constant tension, that defines a man as a Master. It is not empty vapid threats and stomping off like a child. It is the passing of a look of disapproval, a subtle graceful thing that a Master does as an act of love. When she yanks hard, he does not yank back as hard as he can. If anything he shows her in his calm grasp that he is merciful and could do worse. If he punishes her, it is not out of revenge, but out of love. Desire not to see her suffering, but her learning. To comfort her with his strength, within her boundaries. That she will feel safe and become the caregiver she is bred to be. Another difference with a Gorean Master is the time and effort he puts into owning his slave. After all, harming his slave would be the equivalent of you taking a sledge hammer to your car. A slave is property that is owned and comes with a tremendous amount or responsibility. I looked through a lot of the pictures people use for their profile pictures on this site. Some of them scare the hell out of me. I will never do anything publicly nor will you ever take pictures of me to post on the internet. My personal life is private and it will take everything in me to trust someone enough to submit. Gorean Masters are not cruel and can often be found kneeling at the side of the road lovingly caressing the soft silky petal of a wildflower as he admires it's beauty. Nothing is more important to a Gorean than that which is perishable. That includes his slave. Secondly is beauty. A Gorean slave does not lie but provides absolute obedience and exquisite beauty to her Master. Loyalty is never in question, respect, adoration, and an ever increasing desire to please. This is not just in the bedroom but in life. It isn't a part time relationship or one taken for granted. You must be willing to put your entire self into something if you expect me to put my entire self into your hands. You also have to be strong enough to control me and that doesn't mean physically. Men love feisty and intelligent slaves. It provides them with a challenge and you will get that with me. Demonstrate to me your honour, strength, knowledge and patience, and I will follow you faithfully to the City of Dust. If you break me, I am not mend able If you lose me, I am not replaceable. I may be nothing more than a little slave girl, no different than a bosk, but once I am your slave girl, you will have me for life. But a Gorean master will know every inch, and care for every inch, of his slave girls. He will know every hair, every sweet blemish of her. In a way she is nothing to him, for she is only slave. But in another way she is very important to him. She is one of his women. He will know her. He will want to know her completely, every inch of her body, every inch of her mind. Nothing less will satisfy him. She is his property. He will choose to know his property thoroughly. Hunters of Gor it is not uncommon for masters to pride themselves on the depth with which they know their slave girls; this depth is far greater in my opinion than that with which the average husband of Earth knows his wife; the slave girl is not simply someone with whom the man lives; she is very special to him; she is a treasured possession; he owns her; he wants to know, profoundly and deeply, the background, history, the mind, the intelligence, the appetites, the nature and the dispositions of his lovely article of property Tribesmen of Gor "Do not ask the stones or the trees how to live; they cannot tell you; they do not have tongues; do not ask the wise man how to live, for, if he knows, he will know he cannot tell you; if you would learn how to live, do not ask the question; its answer is not in the question but in the answer, which is not in words; do not ask how to live, but, instead, proceed to do so." Among many men, it might be mentioned, however, the monthly anniversary of a girl?s acquisition as a slave would be marked by this, and similar ceremonies. A slave girl is a delight to a man; she is extremely prized and precious; that the day of her acquisition should be celebrated each month with special ceremonies and rites is not surprising. These numerous anniversaries are deliciously celebrated, as they may be with a girl who is only a slave, and seldom forgotten; should such an anniversary be forgotten, should it be such that it is commonly celebrated, the girl redoubles her efforts to please, fearing she is to be soon sold. ============================================================= If you still want to talk to me, I live in Barrie, 1 hour north of Toronto and yes that is really me in the picture. My hair is a bit longer now but that is me. Clio is the name given to me by a slaver in Gor, it means Glory. Slaves do not own anything, not even their name. My new Master will call me what he pleases. I am looking for me first and last real world Master but I will be very cautious and will not rush in to anything or put myself in a position where I can be physically, mentally or emotionally hurt. I don't like pain.

3/25/2013 4:55:37 PM

March 25th, 2013

Yay I'm learning wooooot

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I have learned that most of you guys don't belong on this site. You know less than I do (and I know nothing) but at least I want to learn. So here's a message for you guys:

I am allowed to use the word "No" wooot

No I don't have a collar to put around your neck, if I had one, I would not give it away

No I will not shave my head to prove my devotion to you

No I'm not fake because I won't role play kneeling to you and calling you Master in every sentance

No I will not be used to have sex with all your friends so you can charge them money

No I will not have sex with virgins, I don't think you will find many 35 or older virgins anyway

How the heck do I know what my hard and soft limits are? There are 10 million possibilities

Yes I will relocate but not tomorrow and not around to the other side of the world

No I will not run out right now and meet you for sex

YES there is much more to D/s than just sex

Maybe I will add more soon if the need arises but that should take care of most of you.

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Still here? Awesome, OK for the rest of you:

I learned HOH doesn't mean House of Horror yaaaay

Your profile likes and dislikes don't scare me any more

TPE is totally what I want

LTR is totally what I want

Hard limits I have too much to learn about still but I can confidentally add:

breath play, knife play, needle play so far

Hates I can add:

enemas, watersports, diapers

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"C" is not the right answer to my question because there is no answer, only another question. Why did she yank on her collar? Instead of answering, ask or check.