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Hi. I'm new in this. This is my story: after a number of sexual relationships in my life, I met this person, who shows me a different way to have sex, and made me discover a side of me. The same side I'm ashamed of. I'm a nice and friendly lady, but once it comes to talk about sex, I completely close myself. I don't let guys touch me, kiss me, etcc (a part hugs from Friends).
I don't know if I'm part of BDSM world, because I DON'T like pain at all! (and I don't like fetish) But what I know, is that I liked be dominated (not as extremely as I can see from some blogs of submissives or dominators). My sexual instincts were sleeping for long time, and they were waking up only when I was going in my country to meet this person I mentioned before... But now something is awaken, and I feel that I have to understand what is that feeling.
The same feeling who made me have chills up my spine once I watched/reading movies/books like '50 shades of grey' and 'The story of O' (this last one is quite esagerate for me)..
But as I'm VERY VERY SHY with men, and I'm ashamed to talk about it, I'm not able to go anywhere with it. That is why I'm here.
Hoping to undestand my sexuality (in case, I'm not the kind of person who is looking to have sex around so easily; and I'm not looking for any old man, thank you!)
I don't smoke and non-smoker would be prefered. I never liked kiss ashtrays!
By the way I'm also open for Friendships. I live in London.
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