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I need to try submissiveness for real - to serve someone. It's only in recent months that I've wanted to be submissive to a man, to have to please him in many ways. Up until the last year or two my dominant fantasy was to be submissive to women with my favorite fantasy to serve a dominant BBW.
I've been roleplaying on line for several years. I've spent most of my time exploring the submissive role, but have also considered the dominant one. Now it's time to try out these things in the real, live world.
I'll see about sending you more explicit pictures to your email upon request.
i have a Mistress whom i have seen only once, although W/we have been writing for a long time. If i am worthy, i will devote my life to Her, in body and in mind. She has offered me a spendid opportunity to train as Her protege. i feel most honored to be with Her in this endeavor, it should prove to be an awakening for me.
She has told me that i shall use the name Lady Rene when We are at play with a sub. At other times, i assume i will revert to my role as slut, whore or cocksucker.
She will be creating and editing a profile here on Collarme for the two of U/us. She has complete control of this profile, posts photos on my behalf and regulates my email contacts. She has possession of all my email account passwords, i trust her implicitly. She also has possession of all of my photos, which i have given to Her for safe keeping. i have a tendency to misplace things.
my life feels complete now that She has allowed me to serve Her. Th purpose of this profile is to honor Her and to, hopefully, bring Her pleasure in some small way. i also am hopeful that i can be instrumental in recruiting new subs to please Her. Her desire for pleasure is seemingly insatiable, and i doubt that i can satisfy Her all by myself.
Her Name is Mistress Suzanne and She has a profile here on Collarme.....suziebnice. She has added the photos you see here, some of which are from when W/we met, and show me in bondage. She has added the profile photo which is a favorite of Hers, because it represents something special to Her. i have listed ass play as a dislike, but not a Hard Limit. Therefore, She will take me as far as She wishes in that regard. She has many toys and half of them are designed for insertion into the anus. She wants to use that part of me, i suppose because i reject it. She is like that, She finds a button that has not been pushed for a long time and presses it hard. i'll continue to resist as long as i have the will but i know it is hopeless, She will have me one day...all of me.
I have adapted my schedule in order to be Her slave and/or partner on every Monday afternoon until She sees fit to cast me aside. Monday afternoon is the time She has set aside for me, to use me and to train me. Each and every Monday afternoon will be dedicated to Her honor, and hopefully bring Her the pleasure She deserves.
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