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| At this time i am just looking for a real life play partner, my life is to much in a mess to consider long term or anything towards that. I have to fill this side of myself or ill go nuts lol but i wanna play partner with no strings attached and that is safe, no drugs no stds etc. Its hard when you know your a submissive an you have to fill that part to be able to be complete but your heart keeps gettin in the way an you keep gettin hurt. So to prevent that i want to take a break but i cant give it all up ill loose my mind.
So, if your interested in real time play with no strings with a bbw that wants to be used by you but has limits...geesh lol
Let me clarify some things here. Its not because i "dont know how to be a sub", its not because "i cant handle the lifestyle" its sure not because i want to be used by a bunch of strangers. Im lookin for a friend with benefits, someone that wont be a one night stand but understands i dont want long term.
Why dont i want long term? Lets see if i can sum this one up a little here:
Ive had real life, i was his sub for 2 years it was great at first, but when the fun becomes abuse its to much
i tried again an got the same thing but with broken bones
i tried a 3rd time an he left cuz my kid dated outside of her race.
i dunno just seems like maybe its time to step back an just enjoy some no strings for a little while and give my heart time to heal but in the mean time why cant i enjoy part of the lifestyle? isnt that the same for married people that want it an their other halves dont?
let me know, if you are interested but please spare me the lectures i dont need them and so dont wanna waste my time with them.
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