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Well, a lot has changed for me! I am in the process of a divorce...looking for work and not quite ready to find a new Dom but definitely enjoying thinking about how much better life is going to be in just a few more months!

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7/16/2012 11:23:48 AM

I am going through a divorce, and making a lot of changes in my life.  I suppose you could say I am like a moth in the chrysalis stage...about ready to be re-born as a butterfly that is free!  

 

I am looking forward to having new experiences and seeing what the world will hold for me! 

 

 

 


5/31/2012 8:52:15 AM

could we please just fast forward to next week?

 

 

 


5/30/2012 12:40:20 PM

Missing my bf who is away on vacation...again...lucky man!  I have been working in the garden trying to keep calm and carry on...but this has been a trying week.  Some clear sailing would be a welcome change!


5/21/2012 7:36:17 AM

I spent the weekend gardening.  It is wonderful how time spent alone digging in the dirt is so therapeutic and the end results are beautiful!

 

I am not in distress any longer but I feel something in me has changed.  I will never trust the same way again.  I will simply find a bit of happiness where and when I can.


3/15/2012 2:33:56 PM

shopping was delightful...there is nothing like a brand name at a bargain price yummy! I find myself looking forward to tomorrow and spending some time downtown with my dearest friend.


3/15/2012 10:43:43 AM

 

 

I am not trying to be mean, I have no wish to hurt anyone's feelings, and I always try to be polite, however, when you come at me with a puffed up "I am a God...Your God" attitude and this is our first conversation I am not going to bow down and cower. I have to take care of my own safety. 

 

I begin to wonder about how effective this site really is.


3/15/2012 10:17:42 AM

Errands accomplished!  very wet walk this morning ugh!!! but now on to the shower and the hunt for a bargain that of course looks amazing at the same time.  I do love the "hunt"


3/15/2012 7:59:55 AM

change of plans!  a couple errands this morning and oh bliss....a shopping trip!!!


3/15/2012 7:30:33 AM

Oh what a rainy start to the day!  I have some work to plow into this morning...I have to be productive today so I can get out and go do something tomorrow!


3/14/2012 2:11:03 PM

Was very productive this morning but my mind has now wandered where it shouldn't. I am trying to decide if I should ask someone I know to help me deal with my situation for a while.  I do not want to overstep the friendship by asking but if he is as confident and together as I believe he is would he not at least take it as a compliment that I would want his help? Or would it make our friendship strained and weird... Ahhh decisions decisions!


3/13/2012 8:07:25 AM

It is a new day...and i have a bit of work to do.  I met an interesting man on line yesterday.  First he insulted me because I did not immediately send my picture, I chided him about his demands and he instructed me that I was not really a sub.  I found myself laughing and enjoying the banter.  I am certainly no wet blanket.  I am not a slave. (not saying there is anything wrong with being a slave, it is just not me). I am a strong willed woman who for the right man enjoys submission, not some mindless idiot to follow blindly because you say so...you have to actually be my Mentor Dom before I could submit to your will.  Good heavens it was entertaining though!


3/12/2012 10:38:18 AM

Well, I've had a lovely sulk.  Sometimes, i think it is a good way to process feelings, to deal with emotions.  Its ironic how several things can go wrong in your life all at the same time.  It gets to be a bit like dominoes...maybe that's why I do not care for that game ;). 

 

I feel empty but cleaner somehow, as if facing and purging emotions has somehow made it easier to move forward.  I've lost a friend this week and I know it is going to be raw for a while but it is time for me to let it go. 

 

 

I've re-arranged my work area and cleaned it from top to bottom.  I have realized that while I want a secret intimate friendship, and I long for that Mentor to be able to ask guidance of, I realize I will survive without these things. I will talk and enjoy new friends until someone comes along that really "gets" me.


3/8/2012 7:40:43 AM

Nothing new or interesting here...,finally feeling better...guess I will just have to downtown and see if I can meet someone interesting!


2/29/2012 7:30:52 AM

I think I will just take it easy today.  Still not feeling 100% and better to be well than running around making everyone else suffer.  I imagine I can keep myself busy and entertained. 


2/28/2012 3:37:19 PM

gave in and traded my lunch date for a hot pot of tea and a warm duvet....not the adventurous day I had planned...but isn't that just the way life is?  :)


2/28/2012 7:49:12 AM

Feeling a little under the weather today.  Have a lunch date but the thought of spending the day in bed reading or watching the idiot box definitely has some appeal...


2/27/2012 3:55:49 PM

wasted day...not enough focus *sigh* obviously my thoughts are finding some special Man to share with...and since that hasn't happened I have got to draw on some self discipline....ugh!


2/27/2012 8:00:26 AM

Another week begins!  This weekend went much to fast.  I found myself dwelling on my old friend perhaps more than is good for me, but I suppose we all like to wallow in happy moments once in a while...even if they are in the past.  I have a busy day ahead as long as I can keep myself focused.  I suppose it is time to get moving...


2/24/2012 4:11:30 PM

My adventure turned into a wonderful day!  I had a couple dates with friends but then I ran into a very special old friend and the surprise just made my whole morning.  I hung out with some younger friends this afternoon and played a little beauty parlor...I do so love giving a makeover!...all in all a lovely day. Of course now I have some chores to catch up on so...I guess I better get to it!


2/24/2012 7:32:46 AM

No rain! Yeah!!!  Im going to fix myself up and go enjoy coffee with a friend or two...and see where the day goes from there!  I love a day like this...a morning anchor of coffee with friends and then the rest of the day a blank slate and nothing to do but find and adventure to fill it!


2/23/2012 3:54:48 PM

I have a special day planned tomorrow...I hope a day wandering downtown will be entertaining!


2/23/2012 11:39:39 AM

I suppose I need to make some changes to my profile.  I am not looking for a quick hookup in your parked car...I am looking for someone to help me learn and grow.  I love being challenged and encouraged...I am a very sensual kinky woman, with the right partner there are few things I am not open to but if you cannot engage my mind we will never get that far!


2/23/2012 11:07:07 AM

I just made this account today and after reading through all the mail I got I am a little overwhelmed. I will spend some time going back through it and responding to the messages that caught my attention...so far it seems like a really friendly site. Thanks to everyone for the warm welcome...

 

 


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tina2323
 
 Age: 41
 Atlantic, Canada