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| Not terribly submissive, unless I FEEL it, (and then it seems to have a mind and heart of it's own, and all things become possible.) I realize that I am not submissive to everyone and seem to have an aversion to certain types of dumbasses (read: BULLY, I suppose) and then, well, I haven't figured out how well I function in submission yet. I just haven't had a lot of practice. It is an alien state which has never been welcomed, until recently. It's just so very powerful...elemental, and...RIGHT for me. I am not terribly dominant by nature, I only wade in when I have to. (Sadly, that is more often than I would like) I can hold my own at all times, (and, do) and that is somehow perceived as "dominant" for some reason.
I know that I belong here, but I can't tell you where I'll end up, because I am not nearly as invested in the destination as I am fascinated by my journey. I would not wish to mislead anyone, and I am a bit of a chameleon anyway. I will always reflect and focus most heavily on the thing that is in front of me. I have a LOT of exploring to do, and I am working on it. LOL... Not masochistic, but I've come to understand how "pain" becomes "not pain" under certain circumstances. Might be sadistic, I do love the toys. So, I say 'switch' until I work it out...
...Maybe I'm just a really intense and openminded 'vanilla girl'. looking for the man that can match my intensity. For now, I'm Just Shannon.
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