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Back...and while I deleted this profile...I still recieve messages on it.
If you want to continue readings my journals...feel free to visit my new profile
TotalDiscipline |
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away for a while (propably a a damn long time...lol)
I seem to loose interest in the lifestyle and will be hidding my profile or delete it. Not sure yet.
For those I talk to and want to keep contact you can mail me at justdarkness696(a)gmail dot com
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sF5UP53UZ2k
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Doch ich reich dir die Hand, um mit dir durch die Nacht zu gehen
Wünsch dir Hoffnung nur zu schenken, alle Wirren zu bestehen
Und ich reich dir die Hand um ein Stück Weg mit dir zu gehen
In der Gewissheit morgen schon das Licht zu sehen.
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book of the day;
How To Dominate Women by Gary Brodsky
Publisher: GB Media, Inc. (January 2002) | 160 pages | ISBN: 1556010044 |
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The day started very motivating with a song on the car-radio
"why complain about today, when tomorrow might be even worse"
..cheerfull |
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A fast way to get a tan..is to weld a lott with the wrong protective cloths. |
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I love ordering stuff online..but damn..it still seem to take ages before the stuff arrives.
Guess I have no patience..lol |
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Sleep well world.
oh Pirate and Greedy are married...propably getting both drunk now.
Congrats to them and all those CM-forum users who went to celebrate with them. |
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Is it me or does " I am currently owned...." sound like that the relation is not intended to last? |
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please use my name...not Sir or Master when you leave a message
no need for that...we are equals untill owned..lol |
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"I think there is a world market for maybe five computers."
Thomas Watson, president of IBM, 1943 |
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I am getting allergic to yahoo email addresses. So if you don't want to be ignored, please don't send your email in your first message. |
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Isn't it weird how people forget those who were good to them and seem to remember those who treated them bad? |
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Why are there never nude pics in the spam.... |
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Uhmmm weird to read that California might be bankrupt in a week or so.
Not very good news when you just wake up/
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That valentine crap seems to start earlier every year.
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It is snowing again. Some how it is always kinda magical to see the fluffy stuff floating down. |
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Weird how the crisis can be both good and bad.
House prices drop here 20%. The prices have been so high the last years that new couples/families were not able to buy a house.
Propably they will be able now. |
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The beauty of a flower soons wilts away and dies, but the beauty of a human being is held up to the skies. |
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I guess the forum circle is round again.
We are back to the subjects;
-"no thank you" messages
-arrogant vs self-confidence |
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"When you have six million people breaking the law, it's the law that needs changing, not the people."
lol from a bittorrent forum :P |
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My Dying Bride - for my fallen angel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=47mIH4nLylg
As I draw up my breath,
And silver fills my eyes.
I kiss her still,
For she will never rise.
On my weak body,
Lays her dying hand.
Through those meadows of Heaven,
Where we ran.
Like a thief in the night,
The wind blows so light.
It wars with my tears,
That won't dry for many years.
"Loves golden arrow
At her should have fled,
And not Deaths ebon dart
To strike her dead."
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A friend values you, as much as the amount of words spent on you. |
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I have a weird appetite for scrambled eggs with ham lately.
End of message. |
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It is always good to ask yourself what causes the things that happen to you.
It is not always some one elses fault. |
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Wohoooo there is gonna be an A-Team movie by Ridley Scott :D |
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note to myself...again;
...never make some one a priority, when you are an option yourself... |
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..and life...it flows the other way |
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Just had a beer afther more then 12 months.
Not sure if I liked it or not....lol |
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choices...decisions....by times I hate them..
but they solve issues...so I guess it will be ok.
Just sucks to want something that you did have once. Better to stop that wanting/longing...when you still can.
Guess..farewells...do solve things by times.
Sometimes it is better to disappear with out traces and let it all rest. |
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The more people say they don't care...the more they care. |
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found a picture back..it is the one afther my collared kitten ;)
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god..was cleaning up a few hundred pages of mail/messages...that is a real crime ...lol
takes ages.
But it is fun to see with whom you all had contact.....some I can't even remember...uhmmm.
At least the mail box is empty again. |
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Raised Fist - Some of these times
http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=M2n47Cv4OR4
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As I walk through memories
And at the end of these
I've burned a lot of pain to see you within
Deep powdered my skin and it's (burning)
When you went through my head
Turned it upside down
Fuck you, sick of you all the time
And some of your shit, reaches my evil side
And I can't deny, some of these times
I wish you would die
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just read;
- this slave is on vacation from xx to xx -
so damn unfair. Did no one tell him slaves have no vacations? lol |
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Do we learn?
Propably not..we make to often the same mistakes over and over.
We just make fun about it..laugh a little so we look secure.. to just do it again in a few months.
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Weird how friendships can go. Sometimes they end for different reasons. But with some persons you have this weird bond. You seem to connect in a mysterious way. Not fitting together..but not beeing able to be with out eachother.
One of those friends is leaving to an other country in a week. Somehow that gives me a weird feeling...but I wish her all the best....she needs the fresh start. I am sure we meet again...this life..or the next.
good luck Yallie...you know where to find me.. |
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pic of kitten, collared, is approved ;) |
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joy division - love will tear us apart again
(well part of it)
Why is the bedroom so cold
Turned away on your side?
Is my timing that flawed,
Our respect run so dry?
Yet theres still this appeal
That weve kept through our lives
Love, love will tear us apart again
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I love this song somehow..although the bands singer sucks kinda..lol..propably is part of the style. |
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Some one asked me if I could explain why friends suddenly leave or stop talking..and why it still hurts when it happened several times.
It made me think...but I have no clue. People often stay friends aslong everything is going well for themselfs but leave as soon friendship gets difficult. Anyway..it is better to have them leave early..then to late...although the pain propably stays.
People are unpredictable, that is why some people prefer animals close to them. They are more loyal.
People come and go...we have to handle that.
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uploaded a picture of my kitten, collared. |
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~Loyalty in character means absolute obedience that does not question the results of the order nor its reasons, but rather obeys for the sake of obedience itself. Such obedience is an expression of heroic character when following the order leads to personal disadvantage or seems even to contradict one's personal convictions.~
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Some questions will never be answered.
We will take the "if.... " into the grave..not knowing if it was the answer.
Perhaps that is what is called regret. |
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love..hate...and then there is you...
-love that title |
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god damn..what were undies big in the 80's - 90's .
(watching movies from that period...lol) |
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Why do people say "since I can remember"..instead of mentioning a year?
Guess they can't remember afther all . |
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Just heard some nice lyrics in a song. Don't remember them exactly.
It was a comparison between a friend and a star. You can always see them/they are always there...even when they are far.
I liked that.
(in the song it made more sense..then how I explained it) |
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Is it fashion to call sub/slaves...pigs...now?
Wow...very adult. |
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Just talking with a friend about experiences...
funny how memories come back...and make you laugh.
Love that. ..especially the ones about cutting and the forest..lol |
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wow photo approved in approx 30 min :D
talking about speed....
and the other 2 went fast aslo...thank you :) |
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New picture on its way...because I was bored.
Nothing special though..as usual. |
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The flu finally got me...great. |
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Funny that people with the most demands about looks...don't show their own face in their profile. |
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I guess Obama is more important today then my dirty thoughts. |
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yay new office...3 times as big as the old one.
AND...closer to the canteen :D |
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Funny how you can feel the urge to care for someone while you actually should kick their ass. |
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There are no stupid questions, just stupid answers. |
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http://www.neowin.net/news/main/09/01/19/file-sharing-good-for-the-economy |
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"He who knows the most mourns the deepest over the final truth." ~Lord Byron |
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god...thank you for horror movies with nude female dancers..chained :). |
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"friends ONLY"
bahhh...discusting word..."only" |
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A finish warehouse sold BDSM puzzles in the childs toys department....lol
By accident ofcourse. |
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" ...enjoy beeing humiliated...."
uhmmm "contradictio in terminus" |
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It seems that freedom of speech is fought for mostly by people with extreme ideas.
And they only want it when you agree with them, else they prefer you to shut up. |
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"No matter how gifted you are, nothing can be done alone in this world." |
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There is an interesting info-mercial on dutch radio.
It uses a lott of "I wanted", "I intended", "I should have".
I heard it a few times now..and it really is true..people talk a lott...but hardly "Do" anymore. |
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Thinking about writing my profile by just making a list about facts related to me.
I don't want it to be an average advertisement....I am not here to sell myself.
Guess the first one would be;
Coffee addict..but doesn't hate tea. |
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This lifestyle abuses the word "Real" |
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Time for a profile change...it gets boring....even for me..and I don't read it. |
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"Luck only comes once"
is that true? |
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Do people post their own thoughts...or..what they think others would like to read? |
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just some reading stuff
http://www.informedconsent.co.uk/about/bdsm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/BDSM |
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In the forum there was soemthing about the young people in the lifestyle.
Some see it as problem...but sometimes I think the problem is not the young ones..but the old ones doing the same trick over and over..not evolving any more.
Like every forum..their is always a group of loyal visitors..and they kinda lead the forum and that can be sufficating. You see it everywere. New blood is lovely by times.
( I said sometimes..not always) |
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Oh the spammers/scammers send from hidden profiles now...how smart..lol |
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All ways lead to Rome/There many roads leading to Rome..and others
meaning;
there are many ways to solve something. There are many ways to reach a goal.
origin;
The romans in Europe build the first highways. To travel/conquer fast and resupply the soldiers.
As Rome was their capital....all those roads ended in Rome of course.
Right then..indeed most ways ended in Rome.
Ofcourse nowadays not all roads lead to Rome anymore. It became a saying. |
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Do people have a build in mechanisme to disagree all the time? |
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It seen the american orn industry is asking their goverment also for support.
I guess they have enough girls to convince them. |
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It seems by times that people in the lifestyle have a hard time to think "outside the box".
Take pain for example..ofcourse pain has a different status in the lifestyle then outside it.
Many of us see it as pleasure while outside..pain is something bad.
Still we have to keep in mind..that when we talk about such subjects...that we don't forget both sides/meanings.
So if we do something bdsm-mish..the pain we feel..can be either good or bad.. |
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"Men are the lowest"
lol.I am curious if they said that to their dad too. |
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17 days...I was not at work due to holidays.
And still people talk about the same stuff.
I asked my boss..if I could get an other 17 if no one is moving on anyway..lol. |
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I wonder if there is a need to understand all to live?
Sometimes when you look at the forum...you start to think people want to know all before they can enjoy who they are and what they do. |
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LOl it is freezing like hell overhere.
A German insurance company warns its costumers to be carefull with their piercings. With -26C they can really give issues. |
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"Woe to the earth
because the devil has
come with great wrath,
knowing that he has only
a short time"
Revelation 12:12
And they say the bible isn't cool |
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Lovely how a "Dominate" tells others they are fake. |
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People prefer excuses above solutions. |
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Mediasentry is dumped by the Riaa :D |
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Lovely how one can get used to holidays.
3 days left before my work year starts. |
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Tomorrow Windows 7 beta 1 will be released.....yeahhhhhhh
sorry..computer freak here :P |
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People ofcourse watch eachothers profiles on here.
I am curious what they have in mind when they do.
Just peeking at a picture? Peeking at the journal? Do they want contact, but don't dare? Do they want you to contact them?
Questions...questions..questions...etc.. |
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Love is the law, love under will. |
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DIE APOKALYPTISCHEN REITER - Der Weg
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Doch ich reich dir die Hand, um mit dir durch die Nacht zu gehen
Wünsch dir Hoffnung nur zu schenken, alle Wirren zu bestehen
Und ich reich dir die Hand um ein Stück Weg mit dir zu gehen
In der Gewissheit morgen schon das Licht zu sehen.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sF5UP53UZ2k |
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In our old currency 1 english pound was 3,50 gulden.
Now with the euro..the pound has the same value as 1 euro.
All time low........think we go shopping in the UK soon :D |
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Days off I take to regain energy....but mostly I just get more tired/lazy...lol...not complaining.. :P |
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When you never regret something;
-you are damn lucky in life
-didn't see the other oppertunities
-have no feelings |
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Weird those people you hardly ever see...and then suddenly worry if you are alright..because you didn't call them new years day.
Really hate it when people see friendship as something that excist...only when -they- need it. It is not a one way road. |
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isn't this scary?
therapist
t herapist
th erapist
the rapist |
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It seems fashion to make movies in a way that in the end..you still don't know what the movie is about. |
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Some people ask why shit happens.
Well..because you eat...what goes in has to come out.
Now..people will think..what has that got to do with it.
Well..if you stop eating...you will die..and no shit will happen to you anymore.
So..I do have a point. |
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Brave seems to be close to stupid..or not?
Sometimes you do soemthing and when you succeed people call you brave...if you fail..they will say for the same action "wow...that was stupid". |
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Some people have shorter fuses then firework...to stay a little with the new year theme |
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Wow
just read that in Norway you will get 6 months in prison when you visit a prostitute.
That will take the fun away for the people overthere. |
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finally 2009.....bye bye 2008
new years wish; female slave or sub girl :P |
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In 14 hours approx we enter 2009 overhere.
So I wish you all a happy new year. May it be a good year.
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Sigh...females and age :P
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Overhere it is normal to light fireworks at new years eve...at 12. I am curious if in other parts of the world people do that also. Or does the city organize fireworks? |
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Oh Sleepy Hollow...is Dutch..originally...
now there is a ghost...so it seems best you people keep it..lol |
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the most used words in the profiles must be;
fake and blocked |
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No no..it is an email programm..not bdsm or anything dirty
http://smallsister.org/
>>>Today marks the birth of our Small Sister application SmallMail, a mail system that delivers a lot of privacy to users<<<<
A new programm that encrypts your mail messages so your goverment and others can't read it. It is made by a freelance dutch IT security expert.
Privacy isn't privacy anymore..so this will come in handy. PS..it is still beta |
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29/12
wow..a few days..and a whole year is gone.
And I can hardly remember what happened in all those days..besides the big things.
The good thing about time going fast is....that you leave bad memories sooner behind you. |
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Started posting in the forum again. Can't shut up a long time afther all. |
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Reality is the best truth |
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I love the first "normal"day afther christmass. Don't think christmass is bad...but it makes you lazy.
sleep well world.
(damn..it never says something back) |
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~What you put out you get back.~
always a nice guide line
sleep well ;) |
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Seems self-esteem is often mixed up with telling lies about one self to look good.. lol |
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So...small changes to the profile...
and visible again..but who cares..lol
Btw..I wrote journal entries when I was gone..so if you are interested..read back.
ps..merry christmass
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Funny how people ask opinions in their journals..and get pissed when you answer them.
I would suggest you note down the expected answer next time also. So we readers can give you what you want to hear.. |
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I wonder why people often ask others something like "Aren't you happy for me?".
That question makes you almost think yes is the only answer you could give. It almost begs for it.
The person who ever brought it up the first time..should be hanged..lol |
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OK...just had to pee...but somehow afther seeing a cock been bitten off in a movie.....the feeling is gone...
all feelings..to be exactly... |
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Of course we are looking for sex.....it is just not the most important thing in life.
Would be unhealthy to look for a partner..and then reject sex with her...lol |
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I won't ask...you will offer |
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An opinion is easily transmitted as something negative. Try to make it sound positive with the right words...and people will listen to them. |
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Did everyone enjoy christmass shopping as much as me? lol
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Sex for guidance....is that BDSM? |
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So many complain about "online" but still "online" is good enough to find something as important as a partner |
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'Do people ask for "intelligent" subs or Doms, to look themselfs also intelligent? |
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Young boys and girls...dominance is not just bossing people around...responsibility and caring for is part of it too. |
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Patience is the ability to count down before you blast off. ~Author Unknown |
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a part of the 10 commandments of the dutch antilles
10.
Working is healthy. Therefor all work should be done by the ill. |
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Will be gone for a while...could be days...weeks..or a month
I am not such a lifestyler..I am more "me"..lol..and once in a while I need a rest when I am part of a group or community.
By times it feels to forced and artificial...
so time for a break..
I reply to messages though.
Have a lovely christmass
Damian |
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2 weeks off :D ( and 3 days afther that) :P
yayyyyy
...from work that is |
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Women prefer prestige over dominance in mates
http://www.news-medical.net/?id=44393 |
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I know everyone is busy..so short before the holidays.
So if we don't talk before christmass...I wish you all some lovely days with friends and family. |
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Mmmm is every ones name in blue now..or is it my browser? |
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We can control everything, just not life itself. |
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Funny how you have to die to suddenly become special... Betty Page..Heather Ledger
People don't respect living people...but they do respect the dead.
Oh...and how many friends they suddenly have.
So remind..be nice once in a while to the living too |
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Damn...can't get used to shifted work hours...
and afther that..waking up seems to take so long |
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Why do people show their tits when they look for friends onlY? |
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" Qui ne renonce pas à tous ses
biens et ne marche pas à ma
suite, ne peut être mon disciple"
"Wer nicht alles verlässt und mir nachfolgt,
kann nicht mein Schüler sein.“
"He who doesn't leave everything behind and doesn't follow me, can't be my scholar"
that is from a docu about monks that don't speak..forgot the name ;)
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Some see a Dom as ultimate goal to get their life back on track, but you might try real friends. They can do as much when it comes to problems.
I don't mean the huge collections of pictures in your friends list or the people you go out with...but real friends.
Oh yes..and respect them for what they do... |
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I love it when a friend does well. Nothing as good as happy people. Makes you feel good also.
you deserve it Mar ;) |
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Subs and slave post a lot of breast/cleavage shots....can we have camel toes next please?
I would love some variation |
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Last night I went out with my 2 best friends.
This was the first time afther a long time because of our busy lives.
We went out eating first to a greek restaurant and later we went to a bar for a few drinks.
Also it was our first time afther we have the non smoking laws in our country. My friends all smoke..I am a non-smoker...but even they admitted that it nicer in both places with out the smell of all the smoke.
Only thing missing in the bar was the atmosphere caused by the smoke that used to hang there.
Anyway..we had a great night. |
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You can worship life, but death will laugh in the end. |
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Just curious...
Is it satisfactory to a Dom to see a person had a better life when you were in their life,,,,then when you are not involved anymore? |
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Never look for a Master or a slave/sub..but for the person behind it. |
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God.. I love redbull with red wodka :D
Lots of it :D
-those who sleep are tired-
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Finally a relaxing day.
Going out with friends to a greek restaurant.
And gladly they don't like the welcome ouzo..so it is all mine!!!! |
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I will reply to your messages on a different time as usual next week. Work asked me to support and train the athernoon shift...sigh..and that so close before the holidays.
btw.. in the mood for a slave girl..without all kinds of troubles..just a plain obying girl...lol. FOr once I don't want to be a therapist,,,but just a simple Master. Please put one under the christmass tree.
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~I'm what you have left
here I am
in this necrologue of love~
Fields Of The Nephilim - For Her Light
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this lifestyle gets weirder and weirder
"ownend by my ex"..I just read |
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If you contact me...please don't leave you IM addy. I hardly chat on IM.
Just tell me what you want or leave a simple "Hi" and I will get back to you.
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Why all read words in the way we want to see them, not how they are meant. |
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Many in the lifestyle talk about loyalty, respect en honour.
Besides the romantic sound to it...how many ever really showed this in difficult circumstances.
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Always respect and think about what you have.
It is eassy to complain and see "better" everywhere else. But when you are ungratefull and greedy, you might end empty handed.
And often there is no return.......unless in memory. |
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Why look further...I am here
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Sleep well world...and leave a message if you are bored ;) |
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Just curious ..
why do people say they are beautifull, educated, adventurous, friendly, etc...but never explain why they think they are. |
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Bossy.........stuborn or Dominant? |
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~Isn't exploring the dark eassier with the light on?~ |
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I love driving home late in the afthernoon through this snow covered landscape. The last light ghostly reflected by the snow.
It all looks so majestic....gives you this epic feeling.
I love winter... |
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What do you think when your D or s forbids you to talk to others from the other sex?
I personally think it is a trust problem...and therefor we shouldnt be in that relation.
Noticed that a lot of subs have stated in their profile they can't talk to other D's. Wouldn't want my s-friends like that. |
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We all make mistakes...of all kind. I understand that....but why is it so hard for people to see...and appologize for them?
It is not weak to appologize...it shows courage and honesty. |
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Just noticed that the machine I am working on, has bolts that are marked with SM.
Sadly..it is a shitty machine....so that makes the bolts the only valuable part...lol |
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Damn I had such a busy year, that I can't stop thinking about the holidays.
Just 2 weeks left..and I am off 2 weeks. Till then..the days seem to go in slow motion.
ps. If we chat..please leave your email addy..so I can send you a christmascard ;) |
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I started reading again the last days.
Because of Crowley I got interested in the subject sexmagick. So I got this book....Sex MAgic; sex and the left hand path.
Lol the opening was funny.
In this book you will not read;
-1 open pussy
-2 insert cock
-3 say magic spell
haha..the rest of the book is damn serious though, but this was a nice beginning. |
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I don't mind helping or guiding friends or slaves/subs. But if.... afther much time spent with them... solving problems, they still get in the same problems over and over, You have to let them go, else they will drag you down with them.
..it might be hard to do... but you will notice your own life will become more relaxed again.
Helping only works when people are open for it..and it doesn't drain yourself.
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did they connect Accra to the internet this weekend? |
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A question that comes up around this time of year.
People don't want to spend these nice special days alone.
So I was wondering how many are here to find a partner to spend christmass with.
Although there is not much time left..and you have to rush..I still could understand it.
Just wondering if it would last. |
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If something happens to you over and over, do you ask yourself why it happens...or do you think it is eassier to blame the others? |
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sleep well
you may leave your phone number :P |
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I think I will take 2 girls, because;
-it is new for me
-to keep eachother company while I am away
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Didn't have alcohol for a while....and I notice that very well right now..lol
Makes me speaky...hungry....and...
well... I do control the speaky part...
contact me on your own risk..you might not be safe |
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pictures are approved
nice how fast that goes lately |
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Of course collaring is special..but it doesn't make you a different person. It doesn't put you above humanity, you don't become suddenly loyal or trustworthy.
So..keep your feet on the ground.. and don't make collaring a goal.. |
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You have to see the movie;
Zak and Miri make a porn.
fun like hell!!!!
(it is comedy..not pron..) |
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I am in the mood to see a slave girl in pain.
Sooooo...Santa...now you have something to put under my tree ;) |
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Winter is a good excuse to drink coffee with a dash of baileys |
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New pic will replace the old pic.
(the old one will not be the second....so..it will still be available for mastrubation...lol) |
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Why are so many subs and slaves always so rushy towards a relation.
If you contact me..be patient..else move on please.
Besides that..ask what you want.
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O.K...I saw, on here, Dom's that are half naked looking like slaves, Dom's calling themselfs pet...what is next..Dom's in lingery? |
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I read and hear many discussions about the oil prices. Yes indeed when you still have your job...the drop is lovely. But with the change of loosing your job in this crisis...relative...the price is still high. People will use the car less when there is no money to spend..or not use it at all when having no job.
It also means that the OPEC fucks around with us...while we also fight their wars ;) .
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Sometimes it is eassier to be in emotional pain yourself, then reading a loved one is in pain.
I really dislike to see them in pain..it tears me apart..knowing somethings I can not solve. |
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BMI...body mass index...thingy
MY cereal box mentioned it..while I was pooring the milk in the bowl.
25 it should be.
weight (kg) / height (meters)...and that devided again with height....25.4
Lol....not bad...
Now I am curious how much the bmi should be for healthy persons...23 to 25...or what.
With all this health stuff no one ever explains how it works..or what is good or bad.
Oh well.. I feel good..so screw the last 0.4 bmi thingies. Gonna get me some choc. |
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It is Saint Nicholas day today..patron saint of children. If they behaved well this year, they get presents else..salt.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sinterklaas
On the forum was some mentioning of it..because of the "zwarte pieten"..which some people find racistic. |
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Giving up by times can be a smart choice. |
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2 weeks left at work..till the end of the year.
Looking back it was a difficult year, but a good one. Learned a lott..ended a lott...
Before this year time stood still for me. It was time to change things. Erase things out of my life..and add new ones.
Didn't happen in 1 day..and it was painfull...but god..what relaxing in the end.
Perhaps I gonna spend some journals about what I learned.
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God damn it...what am I a sucker for big bambi like eyes.. |
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yum yum..I got lots of eatable goodies because I helped some one.
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If Dommes call themselfs Goddess, can I call myself God? |
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Any sub/slave (female) who wants to swim in the weekends.....I could use some sports.....afther the swimming :P |
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Don't see much people saying they study Economics anymore.
Must be a reason for that...lol |
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Why are you here;
O You are horny
O You are a real D or s
O You are a fake and like to irritate people
O You are looking for a partner
O You have problems and need some one to solve them
O You need a husband/wife in 24h else you feel lonely
O You enjoy the forums
O You enjoy friends
O You enjoy people around you
O all of the above
O none of the above |
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Why do they call it multiple-choice when I can only pick 1 answer.
Meaning I can't make multiple choices, but just 1.
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If you hide your profile, can people still reply to your messages? |
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A manager called me Think Tank today...
although that meant work...I liked it.. grin |
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IF you contact me as sub/slave..please have real eyebrows...lol..not those drawn lines.
and wear fishnet stockings... ;) |
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Weird how beauty can sometimes take your breath away, but also..mostly..doesn't do anything to you.
I guess there is more then just looks, that makes a person beautifull. |
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The best lessons are the ones that hurt most. In and outside the lifestyle.
(or watching people repeating the same stupidity over and over....looking at them can be a good lesson too :P ) |
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Shortened my profile a little...lol.
People can write me ofcourse...but I am not sure what I do here.
Besides talking to some nice people I met on here. |
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Economy is going downhill overhere.
People are send home for early christmass. They are suggested to take their freedays so the companies can close.
Others are send home for 12 weeks or more. Goverment pays 70% and the other 30% is payed by the companies so people don't need to be fired.
Lets hope the new year will start better. |
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Cleaned up my friends-list both here and on msn/yahoo.
If we talk regular I don't mind to add you, but I am not a picture collector. |
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Be able to care for yourself, before you ask some one to care for you. |
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live your life, don't act it |
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And away again..till the weekend propably.
I will try as usual to answer mails..if work allows it. |
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Some people seem to have a magnet in their ass that attracts problems.
Or perhaps...they just don't learn.
If you get in the same problems one time afther the other, then it is not enough to keep blaming others. Then it is time to look at yourself. That doesn't mean you are wrong of course, but it might prevent you to repeat yourself. |
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I noticed the last weeks that I get less interested in the lifestyle. Most of the things I need, I have outside the lifestyle....and less forcefull.
So I guess..the next decision will be..keep or close profile....or hide..
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1 thing I really dislike...
waking up in a cold place
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Was just watching a movie.
In the movie the girl said she was having her birthday. Her boyfriend asked riddled "today?"
And she answered;"Yes,today, the day when you found me"
Hmm..that would be a honour for me to hear from My girl. |
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added a new pic. Unshaved me (face ;) ), because the jury liked that better. Now I am off to shave.
...and added one shaved
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Windows 7 fanboy from now on ;) |
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(one of the best songs I heard in 2008. I love the lyrics.)
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=25038756
Heavenwood - Me & You
"The past is for the vessel's way my star
And we as one will heal our deepest scar"
Can you feel my tongue... Painting love in you
Can you hear my song... driving you now
Can you take my hand and ride to the neverland
Can you sing with me words no one will feel
Cause we are made from the same star
This song the road for my get away
Can you take my hand and ride to the neverland
Can you sing with me words no one will feel
Don't tell me how it's far (between) you and me
Made from the same star... Me and you
Sorrow...
A path for words escape
My senses are oppressed
So I'll write them until the dawn
Silence...
My frame for vessels
As words will conquer man's faith
I'm suspicious, the silence is all
Don't tell me how it's far (between) me and you
Made from the same star... me and you
Cause we are made from the same star " |
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Back home this weekend....for the most of it.
During the other days I am away till christmass.
I try to check my mail as often as I can, but not every 5 minutes as I usual do ;)
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Away for a while.
WIll try to answer messages |
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I was thinking, afther talking with a friend, about why subs are looking so hard for a D. By times it seem their only goal in life.
Some want a D because they feel the need to serve, some because they need control...and some because they seem lost.
The last group is worrying, because somethings in life you should try to control yourself and not leave to a D. Basics of life and some other problems you should be able to solve yourself.
Not that a D would not help you, but if he dies, get ill or leaves you..you should be able to stand on your own feet.
So don't flee to a D/s relation because you have problems or have no control on basic things...including yourself. |
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ok..I have socks with a L and a R on them. Where is the manual? |
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America is losing world domination.
This is a good time.....I am ready to take over.
I need more then 1 sub/slave. |
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To not disappoint or hurt some one.
You can message me, it is my pleasure. But if you are looking to live with someone..I am the wrong person. |
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First snow fell today...and rain....but damn...I forgot how cold autumn could be. |
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`Die Welt In Einem Sandkorn Sehen
Und Den Himmel In Einer Wilden Blume
Die Unendlichkeit In Meiner Handfläche Halten
Und Die Ewigkeit In Einer Stunde`
Betray my secrets - Ever expanding eternity |
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If single line messages are not allowed, is it ok to spread the 3 words over 2 lines? |
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Small break from the forums.
Sometimes you just have to live your life...and not discuss simple things..and even fight about them. |
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Long term loyalty can not be thought by fear. |
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I mailed and messaged so much today..that I have nothing left to put here....but a simple sleep well |
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Sometimes missing someone is actually better then beeing with that person.
Weird, not? |
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Yay
just got my first money scam message with the UK/USA as theme.....for a change not Africa.
Refreshing change |
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Guess this one of those lazy horny sundays. |
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Life can be so harsh...
now I have to choose between playing Silent Hill-Home comming, the demo of Left 4 Dead or visiting people. O.k..the last one is not really an option...silly me ;)
(if work lets me ofcourse) |
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Not much to tell today.
I have 24h duty this weekend. Don't expect anything, so just sitting around.
Feel damn relaxed to day...love that. |
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Although late in the year...and afther listening to much music this year...this album blew me away.
Heavenwood - Redemption.
It reminds me of the album that made Amorphis famous.
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The good thing about this lifestyle is...we know all, judge about all...and have advise for everything. I still wonder why we have a forum with people having problems, thought we solved everything.
Perhaps it is just there to fight eachother |
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I love music...mostly metal. But I have times I just have a keygen running on my desktop.
Love the 8 bit music they put in them.
(Some peopel just hate it...that is an other reason to play it..lol)
I stil blame team UF on filetopia for giving me the addiction.
http://www.keygenmusic.net/?page=allteams
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Company can be nice..friends, lovers..subs and slaves. But sometimes a period with out these complex life issues can be relaxing too. |
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Finally had a day with out writing reports or doing statistics.
A nice day just doing experiments and optimizing machines. What a relieve when you just can do the work, you should do. |
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My head is feeling like it explodes.
Been to long behind my pc.
I love video games and Left 4 dead was released...killing zombies with 4 players online.
Played to long :P |
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Tonight it is Saint Maarten overhere.
This Saint gave to the poor. NOw kids walk with lanterns from house to house..singing...and as rewards they get candy.
Normal it rains...but today it is dry..there will be many of them....sigh...nightmare :P |
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I love this
http://www.fujitsu.com/global/news/pr/archives/month/2008/20081111-01.html
While goverments try to gain more acces to our private information, the demand for protection get higher too.
long live encryption :P |
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Ï love profiles with lists of what people like
-yoga
-anal play
This combination made me almost pee my pants this morning. They fit so well together..grin |
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We have our first autumn storms.
One of the cosy kind, I love those. |
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“Nobody can acquire honor by doing what is wrong” |
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Are words just words? Are they just what the dictionary says? Is life for example just that was it written in a dictionary?
Or are words also things that have thoughts and emotions attached?
For most words we know what we they mean, but still we look at them differently.
We all know what good means for example. But we disagree on what a good president might be, although the definition is clear.
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I had planned grinding the doors today. I did..but it went so much faster with the tools I borrowed...then it was done in 2 hours. Cleaned them...and tomorrow the last one will be painted.
At least the rest of the sunday I can spent listening some music and drinking wine. |
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snake tries to swallow a kangeroo..lol
http://www.break.com/index/snake-nearly-swallows-whole-kangaroo.html |
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--
Auferstehen soll in Herrlichkeit,
in ewig Lust und Seeligkeit.
Auferstehen soll in Herrlichkeit,
ein jungfräulich Geschlecht im Lichte der Ewigkeit. -- |
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Some days seem to be perfect ....to end with bad news..sadly. |
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Some one at work didn't recoqnize me. She wasn't sure if it was me. Ok..I did loose weight...my face seem to have changed. I don't see it myself..but that is normal.
And I guess shaving helped also to look weird ;)
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I love the forum, but sometimes I don't get the fact that people make things so difficult.
Change in a dynamic...for example. Interesting thread of course. But the word dynamic means change.
Do we try to find more in the lifestyle then their actual is? Make it complex to make it look special? Or is it just a real question...that came out to difficult.
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Every week I make an mp3 cd for in my car. I have to drive 40 minutes to work, so it is a nice way to relax.
On my way back Faith No More played. I loved this band a long time ago. Still.. I noticed. Their music is so timeless for me. Especially the first two albums. Love the atmosphere and their lyrics..
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Just curious if one can live up to high hopes.
Personally I think you will always loose against high hopes.
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Autumn is such a better time for me to live in.
I feel alive with out heat. Against this cold you can dress yourself easily. Way better then one can hide for the warmth. |
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Not sure if I should be jalous or worry..
but some people change sub, slave, collar or Dom(me) as it were a daily change of underware.
* :P decided not to worry and not to be jalous |
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Congratulations Obama (and voters)
Time to stop talking and to start using the hands. |
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There are no dumb questions, just stupid answers. |
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Bed time, curious who will win the election...guess we know when I wake up ;)
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If you see all those profiles pass by, then you notice how different people look at BDSM.
Some just want to be whipped once in a while, some one to be fully owned.
Gladly there is a place for all. |
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Do we still dare to live in the lifestyle, without knowing words like equality..clarity.
Do you need to know their meaning to live? |
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Good luck with voting USA |
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"To be or not to be..that is the question"
No it is not..
If you are "not to be" you wouldn't ask a question at all |
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How long should you point a friend at a mistake they going to make.
Should you push it till a fight..or warn him 3 times and let it be,
A fight costs energy and might lead to the end of the friendship.
Warning him and see him/her make the mistake is hard, but I guess the best way for them to learn.
Always difficult to decide how deep you should put your nose in their lifes. And you should prevent it costs you to much negative energy also.
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Today I was in a big supermarket.
Looking around I noticed the collars and leashes in the petshop. Lovely how the sight of collars can make you long for a slave or sub.
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~Serene emotions, the beauty of death.
As the monarch of silence invites me,
Every form of silence becomes sound~
The wounded - The art of grief
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Curious why so many people say they are here for the boards/forum, but they never post. |
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I uninstalled msn. If you need me..message me here, text message me, mail me..or call me.
Just no msn. |
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Mmm I See (who cares I would say myself..lol) many journals of young people complaining about life, friends...etc etc
Seriously..at 18-20.....your life didn't even start yet. You can act adult and wise...we all do that..but there will be days in the future when you will crave to be 18 again.
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Those who care, worry more |
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What is the difference when some one says either
"Would you like to see me again?"
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America please go vote.
This campain crap makes people go nuts.
(look at the forum..lol) |
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So many people complain, but even less act to force change. |
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Something that is close to my heart
Call of Duty 5 online beta is released..and I got a beta key :P
So..I will be away a lott
yeah yeah.. I know..but I don't care if I look childish :P |
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Sometimes you see a name or word..that just attracts you.
I am listening to a song called "Rainbow Snowflakes". Doesn't that make you think, how it would look? |
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I was wondering about the profiles of people new to the lifestyle...asking for a "very experienced Dom(me)". How would you recoqnize "very experienced" without experience? |
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"Hell I can't deny it...I fell to the illusion of life!
Now, she's taken away everything that I called I!" |
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Summertime has ended.
Clock went back 1 hour, so we had 1 free hour of sleep |
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Best jobs are the ones that need you to talk a lott. Look at managers, it pays pretty well :P
Working with your hands, just makes you dirty. |
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I just read that a males brain get the most active at the age of 39.
My god..it gives me already enough headache... |
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Learning is good, but using what you learned is better. |
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Not Found (aka 404)
You're looking for something that does not, has not, will not, might not or must not exist ...
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So many people disagree with eachother...but actually are saying the same.
They just fight over the words..they use. |
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If you notice change.
It it the world that changed...or is it you who changed? |
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..although it is october...I still think about june..
sleep well world |
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Isn't it great to have a day without no thoughts at all?
Feels so good...so calm and peacefull.
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Far Beyond The Sun - Yngwie Malmsteen
love the melody
http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=TbHc5i4O2tc |
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Lifestyle or Political Message Board on CM??
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I don't mind to be in "friends circle" thingy. But if you send me a request for it...tell me atleast why.
Don't want to be between 100 others as a trophy...lol |
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Under consideration...
mmm..why take some one when you are not sure. Are we not patient enough to wait till we are sure. Or are we afraid the s will go to an other D? |
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I can't make up my mind about what age range to look in.
I keep switching between full range..."18 to 40..42" or even "25 to 34" .
Having good memories about younger slaves/subs aswel as closer to my age, I decided in the end..that it is not so much about age..but the person itself.
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I started posting again in the forum.
With my other profile I had a few thousand posts, now I am back to the ice cone..lol.
Oh well....guess I can't shut up very long with saying my opinion.
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We burn in our lust.
We die in our eyes
and drown in our arms.
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My Dying Bride - Sear me
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-He who desires to possess everything must learn to be content with nothing-
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Just curious how many here know where the S and the M in bdsm stand for and more important where they originate from?
S = Sado
M = Machochisme
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sadomasochism
So that makes the De Sade and ..??
Yes Leopold Von Sacher-Masoch.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leopold_von_Sacher-Masoch
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marquis_de_Sade
Guess De Sade has an eassier name to remember.
It looks like Masoch was one of the first slaves with a contract..lol
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Sunny autumn days feel so much better then those sticky summerdays.
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So Newsweek printed a Palin picture.
Honestly....what should be wrong with it?
I can't see anything wrong. It is a natural looking female.
http://www.jackbook.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/10/sarah-palin-newsweek-cover-photo-picture-scan-301x400.jpg
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I have been thinking..and I have actually no clue what I do here...lol
Besides talking to my friends...but I could do that by mail too.
Time for some self reflection.
No I don't doubt who I am..beeing who you are is not related to a website.
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Of course life is hard, but at least we can choose what to eat tomorrow. |
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If you like horror and comedy in the same style of Return of the living dead...get Dance of the Dead. |
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lol why do people put words like "Don't piss me off..else.." in their profile?
If we do...then you come visit us? Or curse at us in a message?
Ignoring is such a more powerfull way, then show your anger without actually something happening.
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Als je sorteert op Nederlandse users (female in dit geval) en je kijkt hoeveel er werkelijk met regelmaar online zijn, dan zijn het maar erg weinig mensen.
Wel heel veel die zich ingeschreven hebben en direkt weer zijn vertrokken, maanden geleden.
Lijkt wel of in ons klein landje BDSM vooornamelijk een sex spelletje is.
_ IF you sort Dutch users (females in my case) and you look at the number of them that are regular online, you notice how few there are. Lots of them signed up and disappeared as fast months ago.
Curious if our small country looks at BDSM as if it just a sex game.
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Am I the only one who looks weird at profiles were people call themselfs, beautifull, smart, sexy, strong, good looking, intelligent...etc etc.
The description of the godlike presence goes on and on.
Having selfesteem is a good thing, but some self-criticisme/reflection is not bad either.
(or some sense of realisme)
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Discussions about the meaning of words can be interesting.
Eventhough the meaning of them is in dictionaries..people all have their own way to interpret them. **
Guess it is because we always involve emotions and opinions. We can't see things as black and white as dictionaries describe them.
Not yet sure if that is good of bad. But..interesting to talk about.
**
I guess it is like red not beeing blue. But blue isn't blue either, because there are so many kinds of blue.
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...of course am I looking...
how else should I read profiles on a screen? |
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Why do females always complain that males keep socks on while beeing naked.
And then show themselfs naked with high heels on.
So the rule is..no socks..but shoes are ok?
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Yes, I do change my profile often.
You know why?..because I can. |
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Are you a slave when not owned?
Are you a Master when you don't own someone? |
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~
Last night a little dancer came dancin' to my door
Last night a little angel Came pumpin cross my floor
She said "Come on baby I got a licence for love
And if it expires pray help from above"
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Billy Idol - Rebel Yell |
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It is a nice autumn day for beeing available again for a slave or sub.
Open for applications :P
you don't need to love Me, but do love sex and pain.
(if you know Me, then you know the last part was fun ;) ) |
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Not sure what people mean with;
"No males..no males..female only"
Wish I would understand.
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Changed My profile to a very basic one.
Sometimes less is more.
If you are really interested then I will tell you more, else this is all you get ;) |
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I licked a girl...and I liked it |
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~We are what we were what we shall be~
This is from a song. I have it all in day in my mind, but can't remember from what song...sigh. |
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You can use a thousand words and still say nothing. |
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Autumn finally began. I love this season.
Rain..wind and the first leaves start to colour.
Great time to sit close to the heating or be in the forest. |
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Knowing your weaknesses is what makes you strong.
Mentioning your good points is nice, but weaknesses will mostly be remembered though.
It is better to work on them then brag about what you already have.
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I watched this (anti)war movie called Die Bruecke (The bridge) a few days ago. It is an old movie from the 50's. It shows how kids can get involved in wars by propaganda..and end bad. The movie is remade, so if you ever have a chance to see it, have a go. It is touching and educating. Makes you think...and it seems somethings never change. This movie is propably still very "actual" topic wise. |
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Not sure how to start..oh well.
I am flattered by those messages where girls ask me to own them. I get them regular, but please don't ask such afther 3 messages.
First of all, you deserve more then this and second..I 'want to know a girl very well before I take her.
So do feel free to message me regular, but don't ask to much to soon. |
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'Nailin' Paylin'
guess this will be more interesting then all she will do in the future ;) |
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Mmm why are so people saying they are shy and then post pictures of themselfs beeing half nude?
(this is not a complaint about the pictures :P) |
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People often dream away with memories, to discover reality was different. |
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Anyone within a 2 hours drive that needs a spanking?
lol..sorry was bored ;)
ps. 2 responses in 15 minutes. Not bad... and very special ladies also. |
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People want honesty.
But just the kind that fits them. |
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pic was approved with in 7 hours...wow
new record :D |
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A friend of mine complained that I never laugh on pictures. So I gave it a try..and didn't succeed...lol.
A smile was the best I could do.
Lets wait 72h to approval ;) |
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I guess the myspace/facebook generation arrived on CM.
Rude, no respect and still wanting to own a person. You don't control people with just beeing rude. First control yourself and your behaviour. Start with a goldfish..and try then something human.
(My apology to those who act decent)
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Afther years I found finally
a book that looks interesting. Hopefully it can live up to the expectations.
T. J. Wray & Gregory Mobley, "The Birth of Satan: Tracing the Devil's Biblical Roots"
Palgrave Macmillan (2005) | English | ISBN: 1403969337 | 239 pages
Of all the demons, monsters, fiends, and ogres to preoccupy the western imagination in literature, art, and film, no figure has been more feared--or misunderstood--than Satan. But how accurate are the popular images of Satan? How--and why--did this rather minor biblical character morph into the very embodiment of evil? T.J. Wray and Gregory Mobley guide readers on a journey to retrace Satan's biblical roots. Engaging and informative, The Birth of Satan is a must read for anyone who has ever wondered about the origins of the Devil.
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Slightly new logo for cOllarme? |
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Note to myself;
You hate shaving..postpone..postpone postpone |
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Yesterday in the chatroom I had an interesting discussion ( a friendly one) about the crisis with the banks.
The person said not to put money anymore in the banks. I could agree with that but the goverment doesn't put money in the banks ofcourse to save just the banks. It does it also for the people and the country. The next topic was who the blame.... you can blame the banks with their weird loansystems but on the other side the people who borrow the money. To much people want everything and go to the banks to get money they can't pay back.
So I guess in the future (is there one?) the banks should control eachother more with help of the goverment. And people should be educated about money and how to use it. |
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Raised Fist - Sunlight
__________________
There is a storm in my heart that
tears my inside apart. It's not so
smart standing in a corner when it's
time for us to start up this engine
that took us this far, nor reaching for
the stars you know how we are, and
we will keep it that way, just make
the feeling stay and when we're
down we must say that this can
brighten up our day
This is the sunlight that brightens up
my day. Stepping up on stage when
everything feels dull and gray. And
we can't keep this inside, how we're
feeling this time. You're half of it so
we cannot quit, keep building it up
with brick after brick.
And when we go out on tour and
return home we be asking for more
of what they have in store. Like I
said we're bored when we can't see
you dance on the floor, under the
stage and scream for more.
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The Confessions of Aleister Crowley
http://www.hermetic.com/crowley/confess/index.html |
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No explicit photo's in the profiles, but the site shows "open pussy" in the ads?
that's weird ;) |
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I read profiles about D's looking for slaves/subs "offering punishments".
I always thought a girl should please you with serving well. Constant need of punishment means you didn't guide her well.
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The new pics are approved....but damn..the 4th is stupid..lol |
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.o0Wanted0o.
One nice blondish slim slave girl to serve me
or some chocolate |
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If you want to chat in the chatrooms but you dont like java-version on the website, install mIRC.
Then add a server; chat.collarme.com
and connect.
In the mIRC screen you type; /list
Then you will see all the chatrooms and you can click one to join. |
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Do people confuse nice bodies with nice people? |
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Remember me to give my next girl an original name. Almost every girl on here is called or calls her self kitten.
That can become quiet confusing when there is more then one sub near. ;) |
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Uploaded 2 new pics.
Can't make them better as they are...blame the one who is on it.. ;)
One is to show an old friend I still wear her gift. (the pentacle)
The other was...well..no clue...just made it..
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Der Tanz der Schatten
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"Ich bin so alleine;
Einsamkeit in Ewigkeit -
Gedanken nur für mich,
Mit dem Schatten flüstere ich -
Mit dem Schatten tanze ich -
Einsam wandere ich,
Das Blut begehre ich: Totentanz."
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Who won yesterday the debate?
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And when he falleth
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
That cross you wear around your neck;
is it only a decoration, or are you a
true Christian believer?
Yes, I believe - truly.
Then I want you to remove it at once!
- and never to wear it within this castle
again! Do you know how a falcon is trained my
dear? Her eyes are sewn shut. Blinded temporarily
she suffers the whims of her God patiently, until
her will is submerged and she learns to serve -
as your God taught and blinded you with
crosses.
You had me take off my cross because it
offended....
It offended no-one. No - it simply appears
to me to be discourteous to... to wear
the symbol of a deity long dead.
My ancestors tried to find it. And to open
the door that seperates us from our Creator.
But you need no doors to find God.
If you believe....
Believe?! If you believe you are...gullible.
Can you look around this world and believe
in the goodness of a god who rules it?
Famine, Pestilence, War, Disease and Death!
They rule this world.
There is also love and life and hope.
Very little hope I assure you. No. If a god
of love and life ever did exist...he is long
since dead. Someone...something rules in his
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Why do people complain so much about "doormats". Don't you see how important their function is?
Every house should have one.
ps. It is not about how people treat you, but how you let them treat you. |
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Sometimes you long for something or someone from the past. But there is a reason why it is "from the past". So lets continue in the present and let memories be memories.
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Not sure why so many males watch my profile, but anyway..don't be scared to leave a message...aslong it is non sexual ;) |
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Always wanting more then you have will someday leave you empty handed. |
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If you read some profiles (perhaps mine too, let me know) you wonder if people really look for a partner.
The tone sounds so..lets call it rude..that you can hardly imagine that people are attracted to it.
On the other side...perhaps it is needed on here. But still..also the people with good intentions read that profile and perhaps get the bad impression of who you are. |
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If you are bored with reading profiles..or the attitude in them....visit the chatrooms.
You can visit them through the main page or with mIRC.
It is real fun..and they talk about everything not just the lifestyle. Best is, they are moderated.
They use the old school rules, so submissive names start with a lower case and Dom(mes) names with a capital. |
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"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law"
"Love is the law, love under will."
~Crowley (/Rabelais)
93 |
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Just curious...
Some people say they are hard to control..and yet they want to be controlled.
Ever asked yourself why you are hard to control if you want to give it? |
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And again some freedom lost
(propably)
http://news.cnet.com/8301-13578_3-10040152-38.html?tag=nl.e703 |
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One of the nicest songs I think is "Then she did" from Jane's addiction.
It feels like a whole life passes when you listen to it....so many moods.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4puFlZNIWvM |
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Once or more times in life you get hurt by someone you trust and cared for. At that moment you hope they wil feel the same or worse.
Isn't it weird that when they are finally in a bad situation, it doesn't feel good?
I guess that is the difference between good and bad people. |
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http://venturebeat.com/2008/09/18/qa-linden-lab-ceo-mark-kingdon-on-second-lifes-latest-evolution/
(No I never used it, I find 1 life more then enough. Just curious how many users it really had) |
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People put a lott of thoughts and opinions in their journals. But not many dare to discuss it when you contact them. A discussion is something else then spitting out some words, not? It is much eassier to be rude online, all safe on a distance..not beeing face to face. |
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What else can one wish for then to wake up with a compliment in the mail box.
Nice that a few words can cheer people up. |
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ISn't it weird that so many criticize the gorean way and yet many sit in "nadu" on pictures? |
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Why does the last sip of coffee from a cup always taste so crap? |
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Does any one have information on Voilet Wands?
Just interested in the technical part. |
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Isn't it beautifull how people write they are pretty/beautifull and what ever.
Isn't beauty in the eyes of the beholder?
And isn't beauty more then looks alone? |
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there is a new interesting docu released about the RAF (aka Baader-Meinhof Gruppe), called Der BAader-Meinhof Komplex. The IRA is propably known by most, but this group also knew how to spread terror and fear.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Red_Army_Faction |
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mmm for some reason I got a persons profile mailed with profile picture and all.
Is that a new option? |
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new windows live messenger (or msn)
http://download.live.com/messenger |
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For the dutch people;
http://www.dumpert.nl/mediabase/243211/00fe9148/geert_wilders_spreekt.html |
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propably this question will stay unanswered....
but..
I am curious how many subs/slaves join a D to have their future secured.
Some D's offer so much...there must be a market for it ;) |
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some free movies..for your pleasure
http://www.classiccinemaonline.com/cinema/horror.html
http://www.classiccinemaonline.com/cinema/martial_arts.html
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I had hope afther not seeing the word "dominate"" for a while.
But here is again...2 times in 5 minutes.
-A dominate couple
-A dominate male
dominant s.v.p. or to dominate |
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if you are sexy female and wear a net suite...visit me in my dreams
sleep well ;) |
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great!!
the usa made SPAM..part of "freedom of speech"
http://www.courts.state.va.us/opinions/opnscvwp/1062388.pdf |
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So we complain a lott that this website attracts fakes, wannebees etc etc.
As the website is a static object..we can't blame it.
So does the "lifestyle" excist out of many bad people (or *ssholes if you prefer)? |
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I was looking for 64 bit Gimp (to resize my pcitures) and came across this;
http://wiki.mozilla-x86-64.com/Download
for all the firefox fanboys/girls
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Why is it that you have a choice in meeting people but not in forgetting them? |
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http://www.thevelvetexpress.com/ |
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Is the reason for giving Hurrican's female names, because we know females can be a pain in the ass? :P |
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I think this site has more so called Goddesses then heaven has. |
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IE8 beta 2 has a nice pron button :P |
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lol
go see Retard-o-tron video mixtape part II
it is a compilation of weird stuff (it has vanilla ice in it...so you know enough/and beer can crushing with breasts...and worse...) |
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Don't you Americans get sick of the muppetshow called election?
The way the elections go is more like gossiping then comming with real goals. Just nice promisses to make people happy and gossip about the opponent.
How can such people lead a country.
(Bush showed he couldn't :P )
We have a saying here; No talking, but deeds.
btw... Good morning :P |
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If you do steal pictures from websites and use them as profile pictures, then please remove the watermark and the name of the photographer..lol
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Lots of people dislike Uwe Boll ( he makes video games into movies) but damn he made a lovely shocker called....AmokLauf. Yes it is German, because he is :P
It is from his early years, but good for horror freaks :P |
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lol
some people are on CM for ages and still have the same age as years ago.
young at heart I guess ;) |
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The stitches are removed form the 4 cuts. Damn,,,nurses are sadistic.....they enjoy making you nervous..lol |
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what the world thinks about 9/11
http://www.worldpublicopinion.org/pipa/articles/home_page/535.php?nid=&id=&pnt=535&lb=
doesn't matter for the people who lost family and friends, good luck to them.
ps. In europe we write 11 september as 11/9...so when I first heard 9/11...I was confused about the date. |
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IF you have a fast new video card (ati or nvidia) and just spent your time here....help fight some diseases.
http://folding.stanford.edu/English/DownloadWinOther
your pc will not slow down, because calculations are done by the graphics card (gpu). |
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Dutch people can find me on kinkytijd.nl also
But you have to search, the name is a little different
(ty eurolove for the suggestion)
ps. I don't like it there...but it is good to read your own language once in a while) |
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brb, need to pee
(well...at least it is a different kind of journal post) |
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tip of the day;
have paperclips around for when the key breaks off in the handcuffs
(or a saw to cut the hand off??)
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why do people use "difficult" words in their journals...then say "if you don't know what it is.." ...and then explain it.
I hope it makes them feel superior ;)
-en moge je in de arrogantie stikken :P |
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Today I was in my favorite spot (the shower..lol) and thought..why the hell do I have pictures in my profile.
Pictures don't show exactly who I am. I can smile on pictures, but does that mean I am nice?
Most people I like on here, don't even have pictures shown and still they are beautiful people.
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Mortal Love - Adoration
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J89Ja7FkdLc
Pretend you're in my heart
Pretend we'll never part
Everything beautiful dies
With you inside of me
With you I'll never be
Anything else than you
I know my love is gone
I know I don't belong
Everything beautiful dies
Just to feel the taste of love
Intertwine with your inner thoughts
Feel your loving touch
I know you're too far gone
And when I lay me down to sleep
The stars above me bright and far away... like you
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-Better an end with horror
then horror without end- |
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pic 3 is beeing replaced. So for now just 3 are visible
(for those who read the previous journal post ;) )
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holiday pic is approved. It is the last one of the 4 and propably the best ;) |
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go ISohunt :P
http://nl.youtube.com/watch?v=MXaALmVabpk |
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Swallow The Sun releases a new album. This day can't go wrong anymore.
And the best thing is..I already got it :P
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Swallow_the_Sun |
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That superiority stuff is interesting. Subs (female or male) saying that the other sex is superior and therefor they submit. WHy would we want to be served by anything less superior?
(some call themselfs even worthless. Why would a D want a wortless s?)
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If you like the Davinci code, cults/sects within the Vatican and the Knights templar.
You might wanna look at Bloodlines. Damn interesting docu about Jesus and Mary Magdelene and the church propably hiding stuff. (ifd it is true or not..is up to the viewer) |
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Pray that your loneliness may spur you
into finding something to live for,
great enough to die for.
-dag hammerskjold |
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~I have no objection to worshiping this God Jehovah, far from it. But I mean we ought to consider everything sacred, the entire world, not merely the artificially separated half! Thus alongside the divine service we should also have a service for the devil.~
Demian: The Story of Emil Sinclair's Youth
Hermann Hesse |
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Please don't ask me to be your Master/Domwhen I don't know you.
(and calling me Daddy is a no go too)
Otherwise you can talk about anything with me. Yes, lesbians too.. |
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"...when I try to imagine the impossible,
I would like to return to childhood.
Only children can reach the impossible.."
N. Hawthorne
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Is some one already getting used to the new browser of google, Chrome? |
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for those who "adore" the romantic De Sade books and movies.
read how he was ;)
http://www.trutv.com/library/crime/notorious_murders/famous/sade/index_1.html
especially page 6
btw I wonder if Crowley could have been a friend of De Sade if they lived in the same time period.
They have similarities in thinking.
SM = Sex Magick? ;) |
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"If thou art God, avenge thyself!" |
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listening to;
Disillusion - And the mirror cracked
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dREjsCoKt64 |
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people seem to hate one liners...but in real life you hardly get a "hi", "kiss" "hello" or "how are you" anymore. So why complain? |
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what is the male:female ratio on here?
100/12 ?
will that lead to needy males and easy females?
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It is good that subs and slaves fill in the Interests lists in their profile. At least We know how to punish them by reading what they hate. :D |
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In my next life I want to be the guy who makes the titles for porn movies. They are fucking brilliant. |
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http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steampunk
never heard of this, but I love the style. It is a mixture of futuristic and old things, like can be seen in The Mutant Chronicles. Gives a nice atmosphere. |
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Good Luck to the people in New Orleans |
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love this song
TRAGICALLY HIP - Blow At High Dough
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mc8fXaTqmWE
and some more ;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rnXo14Rqf0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UujWyDeL0Lg
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"Whenever you have eliminated the impossible.
Whatever remains, however impropable, must be the truth"
~Sir A.C. Doyle
and well... the beginning of a horror movie else I propably never would have read it :P |
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lol "a professional bottom for 10 dollar per minute"
so that is 10 dollar for saying "Hi" alone? |
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long live painstillers :P
but damn i can eat choc again..that is worth the pain..lol
ohh and the third pic is approved on here |
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Back from the hospital. Operation went ok.
Just need to recover 10 days. |
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** away for a few days**
messages will be replied later
D. |
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I wonder why Dom(me)s want to monitor their subs/slaves email. Most subs/slaves I know are strong persons ,that can defend themselfs pretty well.
If it is trust, why did you collar them?
with that said...driving home now ;) |
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The op is 2 hours earlier then planned (which is good), but now I have no time to say bye bye to my friends tomorrow morning..so I do it now.
Thank you for the support..and I will be back in the next few days......I hope :P
till soon ;) . I mail you as soon as
the bleeding stops grin |
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on request..new pic added..kinda shaved...and shorter hair..
the rest is sadly still the same..the face and stuff..lol
waiting approval so to say |
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good morning
some fun for today ;)
it seems depending what church you join you can bring your dog to heaven or not. Hope it counts for kittens too :P
http://img.ircimages.com/ircimages/5/9/59192cabe89cbe25f91c8cf8bfb77b82.jpg |
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**Rausch**
Gedanken flìchten in unwegsame Gebirge
Geist weitet sich in Herrlichkeit
Klar zu erfassen alle die Dinge von unendlicher Schænheit
Sanft gebettet im Wunsch der Seele
Erobere ich den Gipfel der Ekstase.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZnI_FHXIAGI
Rausch is German for beeing in ecstasy
I love the solo at the end.
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Curious about how Americans look at the Democrat convention. To me it sounds like one big commercial...and speeches that are bad acting.
ps Why the fuck does a candidates wife have to do a speech? Other people don't take their wife to work either. |
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Soon gone for a while...from thursday to...well don't know..lol..getting an op.
I try to reply asap....but not sure when.
So not ignoring you ;) just not here.
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CM has Pro Domme
Holland has Godver Domme |
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Now I remember why I hate shaving. It burns like hell aftherwards if you didn't shave for a while. |
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Some one mentioned 100 rules for the slave.
One of these rules is " trust your Master"
LOL..trust can't be a rule. You can't demand some one to trust you.
I love those kind of lists....but I hope people don't take them to serious :P
btw God is superior..he had just the 10 commandments :P |
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SSC and RACK.
Ok I understand we should think before we act. But why does this lifestyle invent abbreviations for things that are logic to me?
Isn't this soemthing we do in normal life too "think before we act" / "take responsibilities" / "care for the other" / "reduce risks"" ..why then suddenly make up names for it in the lifestyle. Somehow scary..like we are such freaks..that we need a double warning as soon as we step in the lifestyle.
The more I read about such things...the less I think it is a lifestyle... Because a way of life is just part of your normal life. And you don't change things when doing something else. That includes healthy thinking.
anyway..a nice read below
http://www.withinreality.com/rackssc.html |
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IF you like zombies, japanese movies and blood covered samurai swords..be sure you see Oneechanbara ;)
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How come some subs/slaves mention in their profile that in daily life they have a very Dominant job? Should we be thankfull that they are sub and allow us the honour. I always thought it was something they wanted themselfs...lol. |
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I am pretty sure if you buy a lifestyle magazine you see pictures of english gardens and decorated rooms.
If you have certain feelings...which others perhaps find weird...should we call it lifestyle?
Or is it just who you are?
Just be who you are.. |
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do you think some one already has a patent on the myspace/facebook type of cellphone photostyle?
It seems to take over and I want just a fast way to become rich...lol
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WHIPPED [1998]
any one ever saw this docu about bdsm?
it is on the bay of the pirates :P |
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wtf!! Dominates? a Dominate male?
ohhwwkeeee |
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"can you do that more with that slutty whore bitch vibe"
Terror Firmer - Troma ;) |
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My Dying Bride - For my fallen Angel
As I draw up my breath,
And silver fills my eyes.
I kiss her still,
For she will never rise.
On my weak body,
Lays her dying hand.
Through those meadows of Heaven,
Where we ran.
Like a thief in the night,
The wind blows so light.
It wars with my tears,
That won't dry for many years.
"Love's golden arrow
At her should have fled,
And not Death's ebon dart
To strike her dead.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLmspcgrYrY |
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My dying Bride _ Where are you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=agRAp2Vdu4U |
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Ercole Alla Conquista Di Atlantide (Hercules And The Captive Women, 1961)
Sounds like a interesting movie. But looking at the release date...I don't expect it to look much like what I had in my mind ;) |
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I wonder why some people have journal posts which they share with the people here.
You react with a decent message on one of those..and you get a big mouth.... lol....kids.
ok....that brings us to lesson 1;
-don't try to talk normally to a lesbian when you are male. They hate you :P (at least on CM)
My appology to the decent ones. I am beware not every one is like that.
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"you will be what I want you to be"
cool Dom text not
I thought I put one here too, don't want to be the only one without such cool line. ;) |
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I get old. I start to love old music and movies.
Watching Mausoleum from '83. Saw this movie as a kid and scared the hell out of me :p |
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Just saw some one with ethnicity "african-american" who was not from America, neither Africa. So the name "african-american" made me think. I am from Europa and find this name weird.
Is it used for people with an african/dark skin in general?
Isn't an American an American (what types are there more)
Afther how many years does an african-american become an american. (they propably don;t have direct links to africa anymore, besides their grand-grand-grand-parents).
Isn't this name not causing the opposite as what is was invented for...making every on feeling equal in America?
well I know the answer... just thinking uploud |
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I love old school death metal
If you hate the music, you are lucky...the songs are short..lol
Hackneyed -Gut Candy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cv5uvikysvM
(link provided by Nuclear Blast, so legal) |
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>>Users who have recently searched for your profile:<<
Is this a new option, or didn't I notice it before? |
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Did the average age for Dom/mes drop 15 years in the last year?
I used to see people from soemthing like 35-40 and now many are 20-25.
Nothing wrong with it.
sarcasm mode
(did they hand it out with happy meals :P )
/sarcasm mode
just teasing..I was the same age..well actually younger when I tried to own some one
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Just read a journal post from a young Domme having her sub drink 40 liters of water.
Not sure but I think a person can poison himself with 8 (?) liters of water.
So what is true ? ;)
(at least she proves she is not really caring for her sub..endangering him)
water intoxication
A potentially life-threatening condition caused by drinking too much water , which leads to hyponatremia and may result in seizures, coma, and death.
or
http://encyclopedia.thefreedictionary.com/Water+poisoning |
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I wonder why slaves/subs like pain. I have just been 3 days in pain and sure didn't like it.
Does submission make numb? |
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Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift. That is why they call it present
-kungfu panda- |
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CM dictionary
lesbian: hates males
lil' : not small
Pro : asks for money/gift
will be continued |
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It is 2 am approx..just home from work.....
4 hours left..till I have to go back.
Should I go sleep or stay awake?
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horror movie of today is; The objective...
it better be good..else I get pissed :P |
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Some times I am just in the mood for a slave girl on all 4 with her ass up in the air....and some times I just am in the mood for coffee.
But more often..just for both... but at work I ca only have the coffee :( |
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---
Whispering voices summoning screams
Waiting for Satan to bless their sins
Blackhearted angels fallen from grace
Possessed by the search for utter darkness
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small technical moment......sorry it is the engineer in me....
might help when you have problems connecting to websites and it blocks phishing websites
and it is free, just thought I share it..solved some probs :P
http://www.opendns.com/ |
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main pic is beeing replaced with a recent one
so no pic till approved |
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Isn't it weird how people act with friendship. One second they clamp your leg crying telling how deep the friendship is ..that we should fight..to keep it alive...and the next days you don't seem to excist. You wonder how much vallue it had aftherwards.
And ofcourse if you did yourself enough to keep it alive.
People come and go......lets try to see the possitive side of that .....
( yeah right :P ) |
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I discovered I am 32 instead of 36 year old.
At least that is what my friends Wii says.
(Sadly it also says I am 6kg heavier then I really am..haha) |
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(not addressed at all, but) I thought beeing Lesbian was about a female loving a female, not about female hating males...lol.
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"not looking" does that mean their eyes are closed? |
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Would be nice if your profile could have a music in the back ground.
I would choose;
Amon Amarth - Death in Fire
or
Amon Amarth - with Oden on our side
mmm propably all their cd's hehe |
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compliment for CM for approving pictures so fast.
( It is nice to say something good once in a while instead of complaining in a journal..lol) |
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_-~
You must never forget
The essence of your spark
All of that which defines you
Is the essence of your blood
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I was just in the hospital, sat there waiting...across the hospital-shop.
They sell also ice-cream there, soft-ice on a cone.
Do you know how funny it is to watch people lick their icecream?
They actually don't move the icecream while licking. No no..they do acrobatics by moving their whole head and tongue around the ice.
LOl...humans are weird. |
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Mmm I have the tendency to say LOL in real life. Does that make me a nerd? |
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lol finally a day off..and I get a phone call to come back
oh well...fixed the problem fast gladly
back to bed now ;) |
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I can't get used to the fact the Dom(mes) present themselfs half undressed and in all these poses. Perhaps I am just old fashioned, but these things are for subs/slaves.
But wel..every one should do what they enjoy. |
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~~~~~~
Get a grip before you make me sick.
The things you say of low-self-esteem.
Life is hard and nothing is for free.
So swallow your pride and follow your dream.
Get a grip.
No pain.
No gain.
It's hard enough as it is.
Free your mind from all the stress that you give.
Get on your feet.
There is more you can achieve.
Hold your head up.
In yourself you must believe.
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Mmmm what will I do today besides work and eat...
oh yeah...sleep |
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Doing overtime because of holiday season is great...not
Next time I take holidays when every oen is gone and that way I don't need to do their work also.
And beeing tired makes me mis my friend...oh well.
sweet dreams world..till tomorrow |
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yum yum yum Aneta Heat yum yum yum
lol |
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Yay we had an earthquake :P
gladly small.. 2 on the Richter scale..due to the gass fields.
But we were in the news..lol
At least I know now why my cat didn't want to sleep and made noises. Nature's warnings are more safe then our hightec solutions it seem. |
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From out of no where today an old friend popped up. It was 6 years ago approx when we lost track. With the whole world in between us, it is a small mirracle we even found eachother... great!!! |
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Weird how peoples feelings and the music on the radio changes, when the weather changes.
At least the play Kate Bush
And why is it when you mis some one, that persons name shows up everywhere?
Questions..questions..questions... |
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Weird how peoples feelings and the music on the radio changes, when the weather changes.
At least the play Kate Bush |
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Weird how peoples feelings and the music on the radio changes, when the weather changes. |
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Isn't it a contradiction while we all say this way of life is so important for us and we take it seriously..that we use nicknames? |
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Tomorrow a start of a new week. Hopefully a better one...or at least one that I understand...
sleep well world
D. |
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Beim Ersten Mal Tuts Immer Weh |
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I think I will have a wishlist too soon, as some Dommes have :P
Better then buy everything myself. |
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And the movie I will watch today will be;
Tales of VooDoo, Vol 2 - Ghost Ninja (1986)
(aka Diamond Ninja Force)
As you see...I am easily satisfied lol
But soemthing with horror and kungfu annnddd made in the 80's can only be good ;P
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Ik weet dat Nederlanders eigenwijs en koppig zijn en dat er daarom zoveel Dom/mes zijn...incl. Ikke lol.
Zou fijn zijn wat meer onderdanige personen hier te hebben...om te kletsen. Anders eindigt het toch alleen meer in oorlog..want koppig en koppig werkt niet :P
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translation follows. It is to early and I am still waking up... |
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what happened here the last months? The new pic was approved within 12 hours :D
oh yes...Good morning ;) |
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uploaded a more recent picture..
I had some time to spend :P
( it will show up some time as the 3rd) |
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Can you people come live some closer? That is more easy for me then that I have to pack all my stuff :P |
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~
Sometimes darkness is my sole companion
and the shadows seem my closest friends
Immersed in pitch black contemplations
I shy away from the slightest hint of sunshine
but doubt is never far away
and fear is never closer
A hint of irony cannot help
but course through my veins
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Autumn - Closest Friends Conspire |
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Wooooottttt..second pic was approved in 1 day. Fasssssttttt!!! |
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Curious what would be better.
One slave of 36 or two slaves of 18 years old . |
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Changed my profile, because it sounded to bitter/angry.
Don't want any unhappy readers ;)
(But I had a good reason to sound like that)
ok...now back to watching some horror movies again. Want my mind empty. |
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