There are some things that I'm learning and accepting about myself. And I think I should share, because I think in my profile some of you are misunderstanding me.

I am not mild and meek all of the time. In fact, there are times when I can be loud and obnoxious. I do have a horrible temper and I will snap back when pushed too far, I don't mean anything to deal with a scene or bdsm factors, just more normal things. I can be bossy and demanding and sometimes pushy, but I know why I do these things and I've accepted why I do them and try to correct it. If your close enough to me, you'll find out why too.

Respect is very important to me. I must respect you as a person before I will ever respect you as a Master. And my respect is not given so easily.

I've gotten many msgs just demanding that I immediately respect a Master and do their bidding. I'm sorry but I'm just not that kind of submissive. I feel that as a Master you must earn my trust and respect, how else can I open to you and trust that you will keep me safe when I am my most vulnerable in front of you? 

I am sorry if this is disagreeable to many, but this is how I feel on the matter and I don't think I can change it.