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j am new to this site, a g/f of mjne turned me on to it. i am however a Independant Service Provider, I have a profile on Redbook.Com the escort site, in sac , i have the same username there also. im also a CMT, i love being submissive, im just getting aquainted with this site so lets sit back and cruise thru this experieance together!!!!!!!
Love J
AFTER CAREFUL CONSIDERATION IVE DECIDED TO ADD TO MY NEEDS,WANTS & DESIRES!
I NEED A MAN WHO CAN MAKE ME FEEL SAFE, SECURE & SUBMISSIVE!! I WANT A MAN THAT WANTS TO DESIRE MY BODY, USE MY BODY FOR HIS OWN SELF-GRATIFICATION,& EXPLORE HIS INHIBITIONS WITH ME, I BELIEVE THAT A WOMAN WHO IS SECURE IN HER OWN WORTH MAKES HER ALL THE MORE DESIRABLE, I JUST RECENTLY HAVE COME TO FIND OUT THAT I LIKE TO BE CHOKED, MY PARTNER AT THE TIME HAD BEEN THE FIRST TO DO THIS TO ME, I BECAME INSTANTLY HIS, FOR AT THAT MOMENT HE HELD MY VERY NEXT BREATHE IN HIS HANDS, WHAT POWER!!!! I HAVE BEEN WONDERING IF I CAN FIND THE PERFECT MASTER, ONE WHO APPRECIATES THAT UNDERNEATH THE NEEDY LIL GIRL EXTERIOR, A LIL GIRL WHO IS AFRAID OF THE DARK, A LIL GIRL THAT LONGS TO TOLD THAT EVEN WHEN SHE IS ALONE PHYSICALLY, SHE WONT BE ALONE SPIRITUALLY,MENTALLY,OR SEXUALLY FOR SHE IS THE BREATHE THAT BREATHES LIFE INTO MASTER, MAKING HER HIS SLAVE, TO BE OWED IS THE PUREST FORM OF SUBMISSION IN MY EYES, I HAVE THE NEED TO BE HAD AND PASSED AROUND AND HAVE STRANGE MEN TOUCH, GROPE, AND SPREAD MY THIGHS APART, I WANT TO EXPERIENCE BLINDFOLDING, AND PLAY RAPE!!!!!
SO WITHA LIL MORE ABOUT, I HOPE THE PERFECT MASTER IS OUT THERE, IM READY TO TAKE THE LIL GIRL OUTTA HER SHELL, SLOWLY, DELIBERTABLY, & TURN HER INTO THE UNINHIBETED SUB THAT SHE DESIRES TO BE, ONCE THE TRANSFORMATION OF MYSELF IS MADE, FROM A LIL LOST GIRL, TO A SEXUALLY UNINHIBITED DEVIANT WOMAN THAT LONGS TO BE FREE: TO GIVE AND RECIEVE PLEASURE FROM THE HANDS OF THOSE THAT ONLY YOU ALLOW TO TOUCH MY SENSUAL BODY!!!!
LOVE J
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φWell here we go again, alone with my thoughts, my preconcieved visions of what will fall apart if i dont WORRY about it, yup as long as i worry about something, anything,& everything i know im alive, i have actually worried so much, my hair had turned several strands of gray overnight, i wouldnt of believed it if my daughter hadnt pointed it out, now it wasnt drastic but notcible to anyone who knows me, i was later diagnosed with CHF, now nothing says your alive like a good ol hear attack.
What have i learned from what i like to call:
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You know your alive when you worry yourself to death'
Breathe... each day is a blessing.. not a given
Think often of others, for it is said if you think
of a person long enuff from the soul, that person
can feel your energy!
So go on and send someone telepathic karma
need i say only good karma
Becareful what you speak into the universe for the words will always
have a chance to come back and land square in your lap
i will edit more as i learn lifes lessons
love J
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as time goes on , i find myself pondering ..... waiting.... wondering... about life, love and the hereafter! who knos what tomorrow will bring, if the next morning comes.
i find my mind taking me places that only i can go, selfish? maybe.. but trust is the tie that binds or unbinds, when will i get off the trip that is free, the trip that is open 24/7, the trip that no reservations are ever needed, come on in i have seat next to me- its the one and only Guilt Trip- if i continue to live in yesterday then how will i ever see the beyond the forest
of trees?
then what happens to Today, it quickley becomes yesterday, how sad to live in a place where time is so unrelevant that we rob ourselves of precious memories!
lets delve into my mind for a moment shall we....
i often wonder... when im gone... will i become forgotten, will i be spoke of in such a manner that i would cry, will i be missed, will those who knew me stop in the moment and remeber when.... will those who knew me think i have added something to there lives while i was here, will the smell of rain make someone cry, will the holidays need to be altered a little, and will those who are petty and shallow in this lifetime be allowed to speak my name at all, to love is.. meant to stir emotions,, not vendictiveness, to feel anything is a sign of still being in the here and now, to simply take up space is not only sad itsa waist of a person!
remember to always say... i love you
remember to always be grateful for true friends
remember the loved ones of your past , for with no past , comes no future
love J |
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