I am a submissive, but not a doormat. I am a hellcat, but a kitten when pet correctly. I am opinionated, but I try not to be disrespectful. I am outgoing, even though I'm an introvert. I am beautiful, but often can't remember. I'm vain, but can't handle compliments at all. I'm immature, but professional. I'm fierce, but obedient with those that know how to control me. I'm gregarious, but often crave to have alone time. I'm intelligent, but often can't express it correctly. I'm artistic, but too lazy to follow-through on my ideas. I'm matter-of-fact, but very caring. I tend to be callous, but I love deeply and wholly. I'm mature, but I'm a little girl at heart. I know what I want, but can't make up my mind. I'm cautious, but often don't think before I jump.

I know that I've got deep desire to serve, but I've got a lot to discover. I know the other half of me is a little girl, but I've got to learn how to balance both sides of my personality. I've got a lot of bad experiences and a lot of my past to shed. I have to find my place in this community again, and I've got to learn to shut my mouth while doing it.