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| Hi I'm Jenna Rose ( ˘ ³˘)❤/ Tgirl/ Aspiring Porn Star/ Gamer/ Anime Junkie/Pet/Slave. Bdsm has always been a big part of my life, though it seems the search for my true dominant seems never ending. Lol. Despite the odds I hope to find someone that I can truly submit to body & mind. I am an adventurous individul always open to try new things and see where it takes me. I love exploring my sexuality as well as submission. I find I am generally kinkier than most vanilla individuals but, I am definitely still experimenting and exporing. Would you like to explore with me? (⌒.−)＝★
Jenna<3
My submission both is and is not a gift. Let that sink in a moment.
I am a submissive, pure and simple. I submit, and it gives me great enjoyment. I get off on it. Not just in the oh-my-god-my-pussy-is-so-fucking-wet sort of way (though, don’t get me wrong, that is part of it), but the holy-shit-I-never-thought-I-could-be-this-happy sort of way. The process itself has brought me to the highest peak, made me search the fabric of my soul, reconciled every loose thread of my being, and in all aspects of life made me more… well, me. I say often that by accepting submission, I broke myself open and fell in love with the contents. The deeper I go, the more content and joyful I become. When I submit, it opens doors to my being. I show chinks in my armor. I open windows to my soul. I allow the light in to those dark hidden crevasses that even I am not completely comfortable with. I let the other person see me in all my great and greatly flawed glory. I let them harness that being, command it, mold it, and set it free. I do it with wild abandon and great trepidation. I do it willingly, not so willingly, and everything in between. I do it because I ache for it. I struggle, I surrender, and, finally, I obey. In essence I am giving someone my body, my will, my sex, and my essence to do with it what they please. I do it regardless of trust, reasons, emotions, labels, or duty. I do it because I can, and it makes me happy to do so. I give it because it is my gift to give. My submission is my gift to the dominant to do with what they please. “AHA!” The trolls scream. “So your submission is a gift, a trifle, a party favor for the taking.” “Well, bow down before me, slave, and kiss my Internet flogger as I dictate your orgasms via instant message.” Not so fast, Lord Internet Domlypants. Hold your horses, stop your typing, and turn on the baby monitor. This post isn’t finished yet. My submission is also earned. I don’t give it up lightly. I don’t give it up often. I certainly don’t give it to just anybody. I give it after months of vetting, negotiation, face-to-face consideration, and internal struggle. I give it slowly, over time, piece by ever-loving piece. I give it in stages, and I give it to someone I know (not think, not feel, not want, KNOW) can handle it. You don’t give a felon the key to the city. You don’t give a yacht to an alcoholic drug addict. You don’t write someone into your will that you hardly know unless you are Howard Hughes. Well, you can, but that would be stupid and ridiculous. I give my submission to someone who is strong enough to break me, cherish and nurture the pieces, and to watch them grow. I give it to someone worthy. My submission is not a gift. It isn’t a pretty package wrapped up with a big bow laying under a Christmas tree for some toddler to tear to shreds. It is a dynamic, a constant back and forth, a slow sinking into the warmth of surrender. It is a raw and joyful unfolding of my primal self. It is a process. This is MY submission.
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== Results from ://bdsmtest.org/ ==
98% Submissive
96% Pet
96% Bondage receiver
95% Slave
92% Experimentalist
84% Masochist
84% Non-monogamist
81% Primal (Prey)
78% Degradation receiver
70% girl/boy
69% Exhibitionist 64% Brat
42% Ageplayer
14% Vanilla
11% Switch
8% Sadist
5% Voyeur
3% Bondage giver
2% All-Rounder
0% Owner
0% Daddy/Mommy
0% Primal (Hunter)
0% Brat tamer
0% Degradation giver
0% Master/Mistress
0% Dominant
See my results online at ://bdsmtest.org/result.?id=520339
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