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	jendar		Jendavis94


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	I have been in the lifestyle since 99 when i started to learn of the different avenues thru chatting and research. I even come to learn that i was submissive before i really knew anything about the lifestyle. Later in years i lived as a slave for five years then to experiment as a dominate. Only to learn my heart was that of a submissive. I say that due to my life has so many obligations that i do not have the luxury to be a slave. To me submission is so much more than just kinky sex. It's a feeling in your soul that your happiness is from another's happiness. To be able to trust another to give that control completely is like no other feeling. I do not come to this lifestyle blind only limited. If you look at my picture or journal and make a snap choice then that is sad as there is more just it takes effort to see it. I am seeking a relationship with substance not just a momentary sexual pleasure. If you want a quick satisfaction in the bed i am not what you are looking for. I wish you all the best of luck.

7/22/2012 11:57:57 AM

I am currently speaking with Toxic Transition about the idea of meeting and possibly developing a Master and slave relationship. Until that matter is resolved i will not entertain the idea of another. Thank you for reading my profile.

7/20/2012 2:41:09 PM

If you are married i am not for you.

7/20/2012 11:18:40 AM

If you are one of those who gave up your kids for this lifestyle or gave up contact with them or expect me to do not contact me. Your not worth it.

7/20/2012 9:16:29 AM

If you message me expecting to use the site chat feature. I use my cell phone to get online and it doesn't do the chat

7/20/2012 8:30:35 AM

The last journal post was a joke.

7/20/2012 6:33:47 AM

After reading profiles maybe i should change mine to read over the road truck driver looking for a dominate male that can ride with me. Lol

7/18/2012 6:58:07 PM

If you have the idea of suggesting taking me AND my daughters as your slave. Note that hades will freeze over first. Ty

7/18/2012 1:31:48 PM

Those looking at my profile a bit of info. I am a truck driver. I am not looking to change that for a bit. I also have ten tattoos that are not able to be hidden. Also i am a smoker. These things along with being a mother of grown children that i still take a very active role in their life. So when you think i interest you keep those things in mind. Ty

7/17/2012 7:57:04 AM

For those curious. Honestly the thing that excites me the most is a man that knows what he wants and demands it. While i say that i also want someone that in the public eye as well as the eye of our family we look normal. That i do know can be accomplished. I just never have been one to sit and make a list of what a man can or can't do. As a man that list should be second nature to do as he wants and when even how. If i like it great. If not i can find the door. My journal is just my thoughts so please keep that in mind.

7/16/2012 3:42:54 PM

Amazing that some have preset notions on what a slave or sub will do or be like when they have not even met them or collared them. Perhaps after some time of not finding a sub or slave they should look at what they are demanding and evaluate it. Maybe even consider a change or at least a tolerance for change. Or continue to search to always be disappointed and alone. Just a thought.

7/16/2012 12:07:40 PM

If you are reading my pro i am not looking to relocate. Nor does messaging here or yahoo automatically get you my phone number. Ty