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I'm looking for someone local to worship my feet and give me a pedicure. Any one local interested? |
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I guess I have become hard to please. That is the only explanation that I can come up with. See, I have meet a few really nice people on this site, both male and female. I have had the pleasure of meeting and playing with a sub that I thoroughly enjoyed spanking and flogging. Unfortunately, there was no sexual chemistry and that was the next step in the subs mind. I meeting an interesting female sub that we seemed to click, but she became pushy and demanding almost instantly. I had to let her go. I am not looking for drama and that was exactly where that relationship was heading. I got to know another switch, a male this time, that I really liked. Unfortunately, he was not as into me as I was into him. For some reason, I keep getting these uber dominate males that are looking for a permanent sub or baby girl. That just isn't me. I am a switch that is looking for another switch or a sub. Not a dominate.
So, I have decided that another try at this site might be worth it. Hoping it works out this time.
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Here I am in Altamont Springs, Florida and I am all alone. I am that if is a food thing for me to get away from everything. To bad I have to actually work this week. Two weeks of training.... Fun. |
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Laying in bed checking my collarspace.com account before heading back to the beach for a last snorkelling trip. I have had such a wonderful and relaxing time. I am refreshed and ready to face the real world tomorrow. |
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Having a late lunch at Burgerfi on Ft Lauderdale beach. Having a blast, but missing my 4 legged babies. |
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Ugh... insomnia strikes again. In bed asleep at 3am and wide awake at 6:30am... |
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Heading to the Library for the evening. This will be my first visit.LoLooking forward to a great night with Anna, Tony, and Vicky. |
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Omg! What a great experience! I will definitely be snorkelling again. I had such a wonderful time. |
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On our way to go snorkelling at the reef! So excited!
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I have gotten to spend the day with my beautiful and sexy friend down here in Ft Lauderdale. Tonight we are doing facials and hair treatments. Tomorrow we are snorkelling the reef, going to a concert, and then to a local club called the Library. Sunday is for the motorcycle ride to the beach and a lazy day of soaking the sun up. |
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Heading out to Ft Lauderdale early tomorrow morning. Going to see my girlfriend Anna. So excited! Who knows what kind of mischief I will be getting into this weekend. I just know I am ready to let go and have some fun. |
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Heading out to Ft Lauderdale early tomorrow morning. Going to see my girlfriend Anna. So excited! Who knows what kind of mischief I will be getting into this weekend. I just know I am ready to let go and have some fun. |
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I am so jonesing for a new tattoo! |
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Spending the evening with the Fetish Circuit at the Honey Pot in Ybor City.
Should be a good night. If you plan your being here this evening, stop and say hi to me. |
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Here it is after 3am in the morning and I am still wide awake. I think I am suffering a bad case of insomnia.
Had a session with the worm this evening. It went well. This was our second play date and I enjoyed it. Worm had good time and his butt will be sore tomorrow. His butt turned a pretty shade of angry pink.
I've been thinking about how this site works and what I like and don't like about. I did find my worm on this site.
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My birthday turned out better than I thought it was going to. My daughter got me the prettiest red tea roses and took me out to dinner at the wing house. Of course she told them it was my birthday and they came to the table singing Happy birthday. She's bought me one of their t-shirts because I was such a good sport about it.
Got home and the hubby wanted to know where I had been all night. He wasn't happy that I got wings and he didn't. I don't understand what he wants from me. There were no plans for anything to do with him, so why shouldn't I go out with my daughter? I got to spend the evening with my daughter and son in law. Plus the grand babies. What was I supposed too do, stay home and do nothing? |
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Last night was pretty rough on me, but I am doing so much better today. I think I was over tired and stressed out.
Today is a beautiful sunny day and I woke up this morning. Who could ask for more on their birthday? |
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Maybe it's because tomorrow is my birthday, but I am really feeling down and blue. I used to feel so lonely sitting in the same room as he, but I realize now that I am even more lonely. It probably has to do with the upset of my life - not knowing what is coming next.
I'm going to hide out in my room tonight and not subject anyone else to my mood.
Good Night all. |
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Just got a caramel log covered in dark chocolate, dust with salt from the Godiva store. I think I came twice while eating it. |
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This has been a busy weekend for me. Had a breakfast date on Saturday morning and that carried on into a visit to a flea market. Being as breakfast was at 4am, when I got home from the flea market, I crashed till 3pm. Got up and went to my nieces pool party. I slept really well last night. Got up Sunday morning for a brunch date with the hubby at the Cheese Cake Factory.We are currently running amuck in the mall.
This has been a pretty busy weekend so far. |
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Well, breakfast went well. He was pretty insistent on going back to his place. It sure seemed to frustrate him that I kept saying no. Don't get me wrong, he is an attractive man, but until I am fully comfortable, it's not happening. |
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My last entry isn't completely true. I have my worm. So far he is a good worm. |
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Well, it looks like I'm meeting someone for breakfast at 5 in the morning, then going to the flea market. Seems like we have a lot in common, including some kinks. |
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Wow, there are so many fakes on this site! I thought I was decent at weeding them out.
How hard is it to say "Thank You, but I'm not interested?" I try my damndest to be as honest as I can with people and I don't play games. I guess I expect to much out of my fellow humans.
Let's see.... what am I looking for? That's easy for me to answer. I am looking for someone that I have chemistry with for a sexual relationship but that is also a friend. I am looking for something LTR. They must be able to support themselves and have a vehicle. They must have good personal hygene, A great sense of humor, D&D free, and comfortable with themselves.
NOTICE, I did not set any guidelines for looks, size, or race.
It shouldn't be this hard to find a partner, not with the things I am into. |
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As I sit here journaling and sucking on an ice cube, I keep thinking about you. I can't wait to run my hands all over you, exploring every inch of you. I can't wait for you to get your hands on me. I am looking forward to touching, licking, rubbing my body all over you, and kissing you. That is what I want to spend hours doing. Kissing you, your hands, arms, chest, thighs, knees, legs, butt, cock, and most of all... your mouth and lips.
Come to me. Bring yourself to me. Let us make each other pass out from to much pleasure.
You know you want it. Are you man enough to come and get it? |
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I want you. I want to feel your body against me. I want to explore and memorize every inch of your body. I want to feel your body shiver as I nibble on your ears. I want to feel your breath catch as I lick the head of your cock. I want to feel your chest, pressed against me, nipples to nipples. I want to shiver and shudder as you nibble on my neck. I want you to press your body against me as I tremble and moan in pleasure from your touch. I want to feel my pussy stretch to accommodate your cock. I want to feel the slow pull out of your cock and the powerful thrust back into me. I want to feel you start to shake as you get closer to cumming. I want to watch your eyes as I reach my peak and shudder against you as I cum. I want to watch your face as you finally let yourself cum. I want to feel you relax next to me as you pull me back into your arms, snuggling me against you. I want you. |
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What to do, what to do...........
I have an open Saturday coming this weekend and I want to do something. Something fun and adult. I'm not sure what yet, but I am taking suggestions.
SO, if you have any suggestions out there for me, let me know. |
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Here it is, the beginning of my birthday day month already. I really don't feel like celebrating this year. My life has changed so much in such a short time. To me, June 10th will probably end up just being a normal day.
As I sit here typing my thoughts, I can't help but wonder what life has in store for me in 2014. I know what I want, but I wonder if I will get it. Maybe I should make a point to blow out at least one candle for my birthday so my wish gets documented it the great big book of wishes.
Of course, me being me, as I share my thoughts on here, I have a bad case of the hornies again. I swear that I either stay ready for sex or can be ready instantly.
Heading off to bed, 6:30 gets here fast in the morning. Night all. |
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Finally hitting the hay after a long hard emotional day. The craziness that is my life decided I needed a shake up. My room mate let my pit bull puppy escape out the front door around noon. I kept getting panic calls at work from my daughter, the roomie, and the hubby. The puppy lead them all on a good chase. They were not able to catch her. Just as I was coming down our street from leaving work early to search for her, the hubby called and told me the puppy was home. This dog lead them on a four hour adventure. They couldn't catch her, so when it started to rain she headed home. She was literally sitting in the front porch waiting for them all when they took a break from searching. Crazy crazy little pit bull named Mandy Mu. I was so happy to see her when I got home. She hasn't left my side since. She is even sleeping right next to me. Guess she enjoyed her time in the outside world. But liked home better. |
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Finally crawled in to bed.I'm about 3 hours past my normal time. I have been enjoying a text conversation with a friend I meet on this site. We got to talking about that kit you buy and make a dildo from a real man's cock. I think it's novel idea. After meeting with Jeff this
evening for coffee, I keep thinking about him. We are tentatively scheduled to take our interaction a step further. I hope this turns out well for both of us. I feel pretty comfortable with him. Now we need to see if we the physical chemistry going. |
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Finally crawled in to bed.I'm about 3 hours past my normal time. I have been enjoying a text conversation with a friend I meet on this site. We got to talking about that kit you buy and make a dildo from a real man's cock. I think it's novel idea. I keep thinking about Jeff. |
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I'm sitting at Starbucks waiting for my coffee date Jeff. I'm a little early, so I get to relax for little bit. The weather is down right nasty outside. I hope it clears up before I head home. |
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So, after not being able to fall asleep last night and the blue mood I was in, I did wake up feeling refreshed.
I know that no matter what happens in my life, I have a wonderful family of chosen people. I am very happy to have my bff`s Darrell, Anna, Wendy, and Will. I have a beautiful daughter, a wonderful son, and two fantastic grand children. I have my loving four legged children Penny. Mandy, Snow Bear, and Chester the wonder pig.
My life is full of positive things. I need to start look at them instead of the negative.
Thanks to all of them.
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Oh goodness, it's 1:45 in the morning and I am wide awake. I am in desperatelyte need of a good hard fuck. Yeah, that's exactly what I need.
Start off with some lite kissing and petting. Followed by some groping and undressing. Me dropping to my knees and worshipping the cock in front of me. All the while I getting more and more turned on giving head. I get pulled up from the floor and led to the bed. I get bent over the bed and told to hold on. The first slid of the cock in me is slow and deep. On the out stroke I get told that I am in for fucking of my life. And he begins to prove it.
I know I had to have passed out from the intensity of the multiple cums. Because the next thing I know, he is holding me in his arms while we are laying on the bed facing each other. He smiles and ask if that was what I had intended and all I can do is smile and snuggle into him. The only way it could have been any better was if anal was involved and it really happened instead of fantasizing about it. |
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So glad to see my account back in affect!
I'm really not sure what direction my life is going to be headed, but I am looking forward to the ride. Nor do I know who will be on the ride with me or who I will meet along the way. I do know that I will not settle for being treated less then the best by any I encounter. I promise to treat each individual with respect that treats me with respect. Anything else will be ignored. |
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Woohoo! Getting a new cell phone today. I will actually be able get and send texts again! |
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Just has another talk with the husband. This weekend we are setting up separate bedrooms. We need a break from each other. Hopefully the time apart will be good for us. We agreed that we are on break from each other and we both will go on with our lives. We will continue to live under the same roof, but at this point we will just be roommates.
I think this is a good thing for all parties involved. |
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Conversation amongst four women, three of my girlfriends and me.....what is the sexiest part of man? 1.eyes 2. Butt 3. Cock and my answer .. his mind. |
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It really stinks to be at work and to be this damn horney. Plus, I am going straight from work to a little league game. This is followed by an evening of babysitting my two nephews, where I sleep on the couch in the living room.
Wasted case of the hornies! |
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If you can stimulate my mind and proceed to keep my attention on you, then my body will follow. If my brain finds you to be fascinating, my body will as well.
You may be able to seduce me physically one time, maybe even twice, but that will not last. If you seduce me mentally, then I am yours.
If you mention my hair color as being the reason you want me, I won't want you. Yes, I have red hair. Yes, it is natural. No, I will not send you a picture of my pussy to prove it. Yes, if there is any hair on my pussy at the time you ask - the curtains match the carpet. No thank you. I am not interested... move along.
You have a big cock? wow, bully for you. I can buy the same size at the store in my choice of colors. Then I wouldn't have to put up with your bullshit.
You're really good at oral? once again, bully for you. I will have to take your word for it because you will not be proving it to me.
What? you can carry on a discussion as an intelligent being? ok, you have my attention....
What? we have things in common? Really? Tell me more.... and the brain is paying attention.
Soon the brain focuses on you and what you are saying. The brain sends out the notice to the body that it likes this one. The body starts to pay more attention and as it becomes aware of the physical and mental stimulation, the first stirrings of lust begin.
HENCE the stimulate my brain and you have the body.
Easy enough to understand that you won't send me any cock or breast pics unless I ask for them? Please?
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My idea of a petfect night ;
He smiles as he sees me approach. He stands up and moves round the table to meet me. He leans in to kiss my cheek and hugs me. He pulls back to look me in the eye and says "You want top or bottom tonight?" |
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So, I feel this needs it's own journal entry. It is my journal afterall.
The hubby and I decided that we needed an open marriage (see previous entry). I have already found someone that I like thay fits my taste very well. Plus, I have my girlfriend. Long story short, the hubby has decided that he is going to be our female roommates Dom. Now, most women would be hesitant in this situation, but I am completely comfortable with it. Every time a question would occur to me - Why doesn't it bother me? Does this mean he wants her more then he wants me? Will this be a threat to our marriage or my friendship with her? The only answer I get from the voice inside my head is - this is all good. I trust both of them explicitly and this is a good way for both of them to test the waters. I feel so calm and centered about this. Almost as if I meditated on it for days. So, the question to myself is this; Do I just simply trust both of them that much or do I not care if something changes in my life because of it? This is the part that I need to contemplate and meditate over. |
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Here it is Monday already. Where did my weekend go? I would have to say that the weekend did not go as I had planned. Other then my grand babies pool party not being a success, the weekend did end with a bang.
The coming week should be pretty calm though.
We all are planning on going out Saturday night. I have gone years without indulging in the night life and suddenly, it's every weekend.
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My weekend did not turn out as I had planned it. I have no idea why I really expected it too...
Friday night date night with the hubby turned into a movie night with the whole family. It was very nice.
Saturday was not that good. Lilly's pool party was not a good event. No one but family showed up. That is a hard thing to deal with as an adult, I can not imagine how hard that would be on a child. We swam, sat out in the sun, and ate party food. I fixed dinner that night for the whole family and we had CAKE!!! I love cake!
Sunday was pretty low key in the morning. I got to sleep in and woke feeling rested. I pretty much hung out at the house until late afternoon when I meet up with a friend to catch a show. I enjoyed the show immensely. The conversation afterwards was just as stimulating as the show before hand.
Now I am just winding down for the night. I have my cloths for tomorrow and for Tuesday (It is my overnight Monday with the boys) all picked out and set for me to go.
Here's to me getting a good night sleep tonight.
Good Night!
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I put a barbell back in my tongue. It's been years since I had one in. It wasn't the easiest thing to do, but I did it. I forgot how much a pain in the ass it is to keep it as clean as it needs to be. I'm thinking this is going to be a great weight loss aide due to the fact that I don't want to keep cleaning it all the time. Once I hit the 4th cleaning of the day, I am tired of it. LOL. The hubby actually asked me how long I was going to leave it in this time. I guess I have a history (he pointed it out to me) of wearing it till I get tired of it and then taking it out for years. I have missed playing with it. The roof of my mouth is uber sensitive and when I run the ball over it, I get all tingly and excited. Leave it to me to have a "Spot" in my mouth! |
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TGIF! I am looking forward to this weekend for many reasons. My grand daughter is having her first pool party (which means that this is the first pool party at my house). My brother is going to be fixing the door on my car that he screwed up, I have a date night tonight with the hubby, and I am supposed to meet up with a new friend Saturday evening for some adult fun. This weekend sounds pretty busy to me! |
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I took the last two days off from work, I needed the mental break. Work is super slow and I am having trouble being idol. I am going in tomorrow, but I doubt I will have anything to do. At least I have plans for this weekend to look forward to. |
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I'm looking forward to this weekend. Hopefully it goes as well as I'm hoping it does. Wish me luck. |
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Getting ready to spend the next half hour in heaven. There is nothing like a foot and leg massage! |
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The hubby and I have finally had the "Open" relationship talk. I have to say that he surprised me with his side of the conversation. He seemed to be worried about how I was going to react to him wanting to find a submissive female to spend time with. I couldn't be any happier that he has reached the point where he see's that we need different things at this point. I think this discussion may have saved our marriage. I hope he finds what he is looking for. I hope I find what I am looking for. |
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