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coverlover
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I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head. They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed. Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone. Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home. There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain. An ounce of peace is all I want from you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space. Hate me today. Hate me tomorrow. Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you. Hate me in ways yeah ways hard to swallow. Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you. I'm sober now for 3 whole months. It's one accomplishment that you helped me with. The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again. In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night. While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight. You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate. You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take. So I'll driving so f*cking far away that I'll never cross your mind. And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind.
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In loving memory of Jamie Sue
02/11/1960 - 08/26/2007 0349am
Gone but not forgotten.
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This profile is on hold for the time being due to the imminent death of a family member. Feel free to leave an email but realize it might not be answered in any sort of timely manner. Thanks
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Am seriously seeking a dominate or switch male with a very open mind to help satisfy one of my biggest fantasies. Serious inquires only please. Preferably someone close to the Cincinnati OH area.
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| Age: 29 |
| Shanghai / BJ,
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