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| I have said I am transgender which is not strictly true. I am male. I look and act male.
But... I think of myself as female. Not in the transexual or cross dresser way. I think of myself as two people. They are completely different and exist at the same time. One of them is able to be seen and one is hidden. A secret alter ego. To other people I am a 47 year old male, but inside I am a teenage girl. She is cheeky, kinky, loves sex and is always getting into trouble. She is headstrong but sexually submissive. She likes bondage and will experiment with any fetish.
I see her walking near me as sometimes I can project her externally from me. She is the person I desire to be. But she is always just out of reach. Instead I have to take what pleasure I can in occassionally crossing to her viewpoint and seeing things as she sees. Enjoying those brief but delicious moments when our consciousness combines and I am her.
If you find this phenomenum interesting and would like to talk, please get in touch. If you have heard of this condition before, or are affected by it, please let me know as I want to learn as much as I can about it. I do not want sex or training. My female self is psychological and is unlikely to appear to others in real life.
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J
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