Condensing all my old journals into one, with some tweaks and changes given the current place I find myself in...
To those who are seeking the following: infantilism, a Mommy, anything to do with diapers, watersports or anything of “that” nature, forced bi, forced feminization... then while you are not unwelcome, I must say that you will most likely not find your fulfillment here, as this is something I do not do. Unless, of course, what you seek is friendship. (If you are a girly-boy by choice, then there's no issue, I just refuse to force that.)
If you are curious about whether something not stated is on my “Uh-uh, no way” list, do feel free to ask.
Conversely, asking for cybering, sending me unasked for nude pictures, jumping into sexual comments, or just being a ass-hat are all great ways to get yourself ignored. Of course, if that's your goal then go for it!
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A few more thoughts to my future submissive -
It won't surprise or upset you when I refuse to rush things, and when I confide in you about some semi-recent events in my life you will understand even further. It will not bother you when I tell you that I refuse to settle, and will accept nothing less than exactly what I want, because you comprehend the fact that doing so only leads to problems.
You agree with me that these things do take time to grow, and they must start with a solid foundation of true friendship, or they are destined to collapse. You, like myself, are not looking for a “quick fix” or something temporary. What we'll have together will be so much deeper than some empty spoken words or even some signed pieces of paper. It will be something as natural to us as breathing, something which has organically grown between us. How much, or little, time that will take is unknown, because these things go at their own pace.
Will there be conflicts, arguments, and times when we may even want to throw our hands in the air and just say “Forget it!”? Of course there will, that's the way things go. There is no such thing as a relationship, of any kind, that doesn't have issues sometimes. But we will talk, we will work it out, we will come together and we will resolve those problems, and in the end we will be stronger for it.
You have a backbone, a mind of your own, and a sharp wit – all of which I expect you to exercise regularly. But you choose to bow that back, curb that will and soften that wit without hesitation in your submission to me, and for me alone. You are by no means “everyone's bitch”, and woe betide those who misunderstand. ~_^
You know about my soul-mate, who is my best friend... and you know I have a few other extremely close friends that I spend a great deal of time with. I expect you to have others, friends and family, that are just as important to you. Will these mesh and mingle? Possibly. Will we spend time with each other's circle? I'm sure of it. But at the core of it all, you and I will be creating and building a world all of our own. You instinctively grasp the fact that what you and I have is not what I have with anyone else, and vice versa – it is a different entity entirely, and that very fact is why I want it. That different-ness is what makes it beautiful and one of a kind.
You realize that this is not a competition or a game of one-upmanship. You are not them, you know this and are not wasting your time trying to be. Because, be not mistaken – they also is not you, my chosen submissive, and you appreciate the value of this. Perhaps you even revel in it just a bit?
