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Hello

I have been named 'it' and have recently been taken on under a probation contract to Ma'am.

In fact Ma'am is setting up this profile for me and will only be allowed access when she feels like doing so (mainly to post diary notes)- any emails sent or received have to be vetted by my owner so it may be better to contact her directly on this site - she is on my friends list name of LoopyLou (and no she is not really Loopy!)

My duties are many and varied and I am hoping to impress Ma'am enough to be offered a fulltime contract and move to live with her.
3/14/2009 5:10:10 AM
got my son visiting so cant serve Ma'am for 10 days
3/5/2009 12:49:04 AM
5th March I have been laid up with flu so ive let Ma'am know i will arrive a day late for service to allow myself an extra day to recover so i maybe of better service on friday because i had a really rough night wednesday. It is important i arrive at Ma'ams friday in my best condition incase Ma'am has company saturday which may well be the case.
3/5/2009 12:43:54 AM
2nd March it is monday morning i return home today i feel sad to be leaving Ma'am again but i will be back om thursday not long time away .
3/5/2009 12:41:34 AM
1st March Today i completed my list of chores of house cleaning and the ironing. Was alone without Ma'am from the afternoon and all night till early hours of the morning Ma'am had to go to work. I hope Ma'am is happy with the work i have done.
3/5/2009 12:36:13 AM
It is time to bring my journal up to date i have been ill and my pc is playing up alot.
3/1/2009 12:10:23 AM

28th February I am a happy slave back at Ma'ams till monday. Went into town shopping for Ma'am, new rule introduced when i go into town or im seperate from Ma'am im to wear a chastity belt, only when im at Ma'ams though because my chastity belt can not be worn full time more is the pity.
  Ma'am has given me a list of work to be carried out over the weekend, I do hope i complete it to Ma'ams satisfaction 1 thing I do not like is giving my best. I incurred 6 strokes of the cane on my bottom throughout the day.

2/28/2009 11:58:11 PM
26th and 27th February nothing to enter in journal.
2/25/2009 9:55:08 AM
25th February
Iwas very dissapointed this morning i had to let Ma'am down something came up and so couldnt get down to Ma'ams till saturday. But Ma'am has taken time out to sort my skirts and dresses out into seperate piles of 4 rated 1-4 what significance these pilesarei do not yet know but imsure Ma'am will explain when time is right .
2/24/2009 12:17:56 PM
Tuesday 24th February
Ma'am contacted me today telling me to return for further instructions and training the following day Wednesday 25th i'm a happy slave .
2/24/2009 12:15:55 PM
Tuesday 24th February

I have time to think of how i feel after Ma'am and i have parted and what i think of Ma'am and how the meeting went. I found Ma'am to be a kind, considerate Domme but yes she can be strict also (the perfect combination for a Domme) who will look after her property so i hope to never let her down and lose my place as Ma'am's property.
2/24/2009 12:11:05 PM
Monday 23rd February

We both wake up to our last day together of our initial meet, sad day for me to have to leave Ma'am and not have her control. The day continues from where we left off the previous day Ma'am controlling me domestically and punishing me when it is warrented . Ma'am honours me by allowing me to go to town unsupervised and do shopping for Ma'am.Of course i mess this up in several ways first i leave the house unsecure and i forget a couple of items on the list . Ma'am is awaiting my return and angry for leaving the house unsecure and i understand her anger it was foolish of me Ma'am proceeds to punish me straight away as she needs to teach me the errors of my ways - this is the most severe punishment so far understandably and i thank Ma'am for bothering with me i appreciate her tuition and punishment of me hopefully i will improve into a very good slave in time . We say our goodbyes i return home feeling sad - im lost without Ma'am.
2/24/2009 11:56:40 AM
Sunday 22nd February

Ma'am and i both get up very late in the day after our very long initial meet getting to know each other . Ma'am informs me that she will take me on as her slave but that it is on a probationary basis . This delights me of course and gives me hope for my future, Ma'am now becomes the Domme that ive wanted to see. i start to do domestic duties ordered by Ma'am of course any errors on my part are punished either immediatly or logged in a punishment book to be administered at a time of Ma'ams choosing. This continues all day and night till Ma'am decides it is bedtime for us both i know Ma'am is looking to see if i improve in pleasing her in bed im thankful Ma'am says i did improve a little. Then it is sleep time, it is lovely to cuddle up to Ma'am to fall asleep.
2/24/2009 11:42:23 AM
Saturday 21st February
Arrived at Ma'ams for initial meeting and informal chat to see if we both got along.
I must say that Ma'am was very good and friendly put me at ease very well. We talked for a very long time before we both went to bed of course Ma'am wanted some playtime to judge my claim of being a novice and seeing where Ma'am needs to find improvement in me and Ma'am did definatly find some areas which i am particularly bad at . All i can do now is hope to improve for Ma'am which is my desire because Ma'am is lovely.
hotflesh
 
 Age: 59
 Strasburg, Virginia