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The funny part is, its all about me. what more can i say. Truth is I am new to this BDSM, to tell you the truth i don't even know what BDSM means as the words. But i do know this it got a good ring to it.So why not give it a try. It seem fun. better yet pleasurable. Do I have pets, yes, 3, well i take that back 1 so i need some one to add on to my collection. Trust me it would be fun. I will show you another life that just has be gone. and all i got to say is take my hand, and let me lead u to another world

Life can be fun only if you make it fun. So why not get up try new things that will excite your mind. A try never hurts, but what does hurt is never trying it to see if you will like it or not. I think i like this BDSM. to come to think of it, I like it alot. At First i was like naw, but now i am like hell yeah, all you got to know that i ain't down for no relationship, all that romatic stuff can go and jump out the window. and HELL TO THE NAW i don't like guys, sorry Im GAY. And please take a note. No you can't change my mind, no i will try it and no no no to anyother thing you have to ask me.

Now to the sexy ladies. I think all girls are sexy. the more the ladies the more the fun. Hey we all young and age never goes down always up. Chance only comes once in a life time. Take it and i bet you will love it. I treat my pets good, so why don't u try and become my pet. So holla back at me when u see me on the streets holla
3/25/2005 4:02:45 PM

She is like one in a kind, like no other. A friend, a slave, one day a lover. Loyal to her Dom. Loyal like a fluck of birds stinking together.  One step closer can always seem farther away. In my dreams we dance, in my arms she stands. Looking up at the skys remind me of her deep beauty inside. Heart made of gold, skin made of riches.

3/5/2005 3:35:45 PM
The one thing I don't understand, why do people take their anger out on the whole world? First thing its not the worlds fault that you made the choices you did. So its like this, if you gonna give me a piss ass attitude guess what, i can give you one right back, but trust me, my bites are much harder then yours. Cause I am like a never ending flame. I ain't trying to be in your business, all i wanted to know what was up. I wasn't trying to push you into anything, i was just wondering why keep it to your self. Its like this Love your life, cherish every moment of it, cause age never goes down, always moving up, and before you know it, you will be at the age your parents once hit. It simple, my life isn't the perfect life, it isn't the greatest, and its stand no higher then others. All i have to say you wanted that for your self, you wanted to be free. and now you are so why get all up set about it. My mom always told me you think the grass is greener on the other side when it is not. And she was right about it. every time i went to the other side that i thought was right, that i like, it was worser then the side i left. All i can do is lead a horse to water i can't make it drink it. I can show you do door, but you will have to walk through it, It not like you listen to me any ways. I tried my best to be that friend, but you wouldn't listen to that friend. I told you that your lying friend was doing nothing more but pulling your leg, and what happen she was. I told you running away from your problem only make the worse and guess what it did. How many time does a person need to run in to that brick wall in till they realize it is a brick wall. I ain't trying to run your life, or anything of that, i am only trying to help, but you keep biting the hands that feeds you. But one day you gonna bite it to hard, and that hand wont be there. It is a simple as that. Why do you see one side it?
2/27/2005 9:26:01 PM

I waited a year for her to finally say it. I pushed her, so hard, i didn't want to baby her, only for she can finally see that some times she has to do things on her own. But the good thing about it after all this time she finally said that she need to do it on her own.

She is a Friend I will always stand by her side, A friend that i would fight intill I die. If she wanted me i would wipe the tears from her eyes.
She is a friend i would go out my ways for miles, and friend that i would do anything to just see her smile.
Even though we fuss and fight, and the end of the night,  everything always turn out right.
She was my friend for a year, my love for some months, and now she is more then both of them combined.
She is my friend for life, and my friend in dealth, i will always hold my memory of her as my gf, but i will always hold my memorise of my friend closer to my heart then anything
She is my friend,
I am you as you is me

2/26/2005 9:19:22 AM

Day 2
ok here I am again, I don't quite understand why in the hell guys would be sending me email when i said i was gay, a lesb. That means I ain't down for guys. Plain and simple. It like this, i don't give a fuck if you can change my mind, i don't want a guy, so simple. I dont like guys, man, males, or little boy or what ever you want to call your self don't email, don't send me a messga. I didn't say i was str8, i didn't say i was even fucken bi, i said i was GAY, a Faget, LESB, really simple.

2/26/2005 12:57:38 AM
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All I got to say is i just email tone of people why, to see what they would say. I don't understand, if i say i am not mad guess what, im probably not mad but if you keep saying i am sorry for making me mad guess what i am gonna get pissed the fuck off. Simple as that. and that is a higher step then mad. I don't understand why do peeps got to rub me the wrong way. Don't they understand that is a dealth wish they are bring on themselves i guess not cuz they keep doing it. Tonight has been hell for me. Maybe tomorrow will go better when the sun starts to shine and then it would be a brand new day. And just maybe, today this morning when the sun raise nobody would piss me off, and i wouldn't be having to write this. But aslong as the moon still shine at night i think everything is going to be r right. I have a dead line would i be able to make that is the question. I dont know why do i have to be put on some much pressure when will people stop coming to me for help when the help lyies in side them. How can I do this in such little time, and how am I to complete this Mission. I can't fail, not this time too many people is counting on me. I have to make my grand appears but how when time is running out. I have to think more





Its all In the G trust me
JJJ11
 
 Age: 60
 Portsmouth, Ohio