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As a Domme friend of mine within the lifestyle had just mentioned to me, it is time that I update this "about me" section. She shared some very good thoughts on the fact that I have written some misleading things in my profile, but more importantly I have written things that may not portray in the correct light to others, especially if I am to write them introducing myself. For that, I do apologize. It seems that I am more of a bottom than a submissive at this stage, & I am understanding that more now that my friend has brought that to my attention. A "true submissive" as I stated initially is one that spend a lot of time, real emotion & psychological investments as such, and willing to give up that Power Control. I want to thank a certain Mistress (she knows who she is) for bringing this to my attention, after she read over my profile. I have asked her to possibly mentor me in learning more about the scene itself, & also more about myself within it. I am going to leave my "old" profile up below, but change some of the wording, to remind myself that I am always needing to learn, & won't be closed minded to new things, thoughts, ideas, or just constructive critisism.
Hello all, I thank you for taking the time to read my profile. I have been on this site in the past, but will only divulge that information to those who are really interested / sincere. I view myself as a typical Type A personalitly in the "real world" and outside of the lifestyle. Very much in control, with deep feelings about my beliefs, morals and opinions. I have usually been the "one in control" of the relationships that I have been in, and especially in the bedroom scene where I was looked at to take control or make things happen.
In this lifestyle I am the opposite. A bottom willing to give his Top the control that she craves and obey her at all costs. I do have hard limits that I just won't do. I think being "real" and honest is a key - especially in this lifestyle, where there are a ton of phoneys / wannabes. Why would you be with a Submissive / Dominant if there is no connection between you two? I would like to find a, caring Top who is looking for a bottom to get to know better & to have serve on a somewhat regular basis, without the 24/7 type of attachment. I know that it is not about me, per say, but hopefully my Top/ Mistress would be willing to understand that and get to know me & of course visa versa. I will be as devoted as I can and be loyal and do what it takes to make sure she is being satisfied and taken care of. Are there any Tops/Mistress' out there ready to lead me down the path of submission?? I hope so.
Humbly,
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